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我的外甥

2012-01-26T07:37:00.000-08:00

阿智，我们王家第三代的老大，眨眼间，今年是他的第一轮了。

阿智，是我众多外甥和外甥女中感情最深的一个。因为在他还是幼儿时，我大部分时间都是和他一起度过，因为得帮阿妈照顾他的。（p/s：我姐因为要继续她的大学深造而把阿智寄放在我们老家。）

今年已是十二岁的他，坦白说，比当时十二岁的我成熟很多。连我妈和我姐都对他赞不绝口，说他是家里的好帮手，打理家里的小事物。

我姐也曾对我说，阿智很懂事，每每学校假日都会起个早身，陪他爸爸去早市批发鸡只。我姐说，阿智逐渐知道父母赚钱的辛苦了，真的很懂事。那像当时的我，为了个数码宝贝战斗机而演变成家里的小偷，偷拿我阿爸和阿妈的钱。好不孝哦~~~ *惭愧-ing*

阿智也很贴心，很为人着想。就把今天打个比喻：

我当时在洗澡，听到冲冲的步伐跑进了厕所，原来是阿智，然后他对我说：

“小舅，你快点冲好凉！我要lao sai了！”

“Har，你lao sai 管我什么事，你要用冲凉房lao sai咩？去用后面的冲凉房啦！”我喊道。

“没有啦，我怕我的粪味很臭，会飞去你那边啦，怕臭到你咯~”

我一时间无语了，觉得阿智真的长大了。不再是当时我手里怀抱着的小娃娃了。虽然不是什么大贡献，不过还是觉得很窝心。

姐夫和二姐的教养，hmmm....还不错下啦。有着一个稳重的长子。

XOXO

It's a brand new start again!

2012-01-02T06:43:00.000-08:00

The second day of 2012, hurray! Well actually I'm currently not that exciting.

You know when years go by, and when you are getting older, you start to think indifferently in a way that you prefer something simpler, something that is more to normal, or perhaps I should say...to be low profile.

Day before the new year, I was with the one at Pavilion for our countdown, of cause we were excited about that. But come to think of that, the cheering and shouting of mine were all not coming out wholeheartedly. Perhaps it was too packed with the crowd which resulted me not really into the so-called count-down party night.

2012, I'm at the 25 already. Gosh, last time at this age, my sister was getting married and months later she delivered my eldest nephew. But me, at this age? I'm still struggling here and there, still yet to be mature enough to do crucial decisions. I guess the main reason is that I am the youngest amongst my family, which caused me to be slightly "incapable" as compared with the rest of my siblings.

Over the year of 2011, I did not achieve any big dreams of mine, everything were just normal, weren't that bad. It was somehow a crucial year of mine since I've made a crucial decision. Well I thought I would be regretting to have this kinda life at first but when time goes by, I realised that I'm wanting it so much, can't live without it anymore.... hmmm....

Nothing much to further crapping already, here is my resolutions for 2012.

To be bodystep instructor (my top list currently!)

To get a better pay and desirable job

Learn Japanese

Buy a house in PJ area

Further study Master Degree

To improve my photography skill

To gain weight to at least 65kg

To be more muscular

Knowing more good faithfully friends

Always make good and correct decisions

Alright, I don't hope come true.... just let them come naturally lah~ :)

Happy New Year to all once again!!!

Being a runner

2011-11-28T04:22:00.000-08:00

I joined the variety of runs since 2009, dare not to say myself is a pro-runner, yet it is so soon that I'm a runner for almost 2 years.

Not as many runs as others that I've joined, but this year is another new achievement of mine. Yesterday just finished my final run of the year - Nike Run: We Run KL 2011. It was just a 10-km run but then it means alot to me as for the first time, the one joined me for the run. Really grateful that the one literally supported me.

Still ways to go to be a tough runner, still need to improve myself regardless physically or mentally. Seriously need to train harder and tougher to run better next year!

Alright, time to show off my achievements. LOL, proudly present my finisher medals and gift. Well, what I've gotten for my Nike Run is interesting - A 1GB Pendrive with shoe outlook. LOL, that is so cute!

What can I say? 2011 runs finished! Waiting for 2012's upcoming runs~!

All the best to all of the runners... !

XOXO~

Loser?

2011-09-29T07:46:00.000-07:00

A black day of mine, I never felt so bad before, after I've been working in here for almost 10 months.

I was framed, yet I couldn't prove I did not do wrong. These freaking damn people were so wicked!

No doubt I'm a loser of the day, failed my CCP exam... got framed and blamed by some irrational fellows.

I just messed up the whole situation, I couldn't curb with it. I'm somemore still too new and too innocent to deal with people... or should I say, some evils..

Being vengeful isn't a good solution though, but somehow I'm going to "clear" this mess if I could! I really hope I could prove my innocent. I really hate people frame me.

Really thanked my team leader for helping me to solve the so-called "problem". If she wasn't there, I think I'm still thinking the solution... Darn!

I'm too weak.... seriously and honestly......

Which is my right path?

2011-09-11T06:27:00.000-07:00

It has been ages I didn't update my blog. Here I am again today, after struggling for my examination preparation for the past few weeks.

My examination was held on yesterday morning, which I suppose it should be addressed as "disaster" of mine, to be exact... a big "negligence" of mine. Alot I've been studied and revised over and over and over for uncountable times, yet ended up choosing the wrong answers! I seriously srewed up this time. Yup, certainly..... my result ... would be ..... *sigh*~

My mood isn't good these two days after the damn exam. I have no idea.... yet, thank to the one who always cheer me up when I was down... I really appreciate that.

The demotivated mood of mine suddenly raised up another query: "Am I in the right track now?" I've been thinking few times today, regardless during gym, on the way back to my house and even sat infront of my computer. I even checked out few colleges' websites for the intention of exploring, learning and studying a new field.

People used to say:"Just go for the one you are keen to..." Yup it might be as simple as people say, but when comes to the time to execute it..most of the time, most of them are reluctant to face it. My question now is that, am I brave enough to embrace my own dream?

Few weeks back, two fitness instructors of mine simultaneously asked to join the instructor program. Yet due to the exam, I precisely let go this good opportunity to explore a new field. I'm interested on it actually, yet I'm doubting whether this potential career is suitable for me. Again, another "question mark" for myself.

I am 24 this year, people used to say I am young. But come to think of it again, I'm not really that young. Wondering how many opportunities I've forgone, wondering how many opportunities yet to be obtained. I really no idea...

Gosh, resting for almost 5 days... going to be back to the reality again tomorrow.... quite demotivating somehow. Feel like tendering a resignation letter to my team leader tomorrow. LMAO! (Don't be too serious of my words, I'm still financially poor to do so.)

XOXO

New Achievement

2011-06-29T07:17:00.000-07:00

I guess I am not too slow to update this recent activity, well well.... I got myself a new achievement back in 3 days ago.

Remember a year ago, I mentioned in my post that I would be taking the challenge of joining half marathon if I had my adequate training, yup.... I've actually taken up this challenge days ago.

I'm not really satisfied with my result precisely, yet I was able to complete the whole run. It was tough actually, I suffered a lot regardless physically or mentally. But like someone (who joined full marathon) replied on his facebook when his mate queried him his placing in the marathon:

"Joining marathon is not about placing, but it is about the completion."

I like his answer alot, I did feel good when the time I stepped in the finish point. Although I took longer time to finish the whole run yet I appreciated the whole process of my running.

My first half-marathon - Standard Chartered Half Marathon, I spent 2 hours 45 minutes to finish the whole run. Perhaps I could do better next year if I train myself properly..

Once again, a bundle of thanks to my mates, family, colleagues and the one who supported me before, during and after the run. You guys really boosted up my confidence a lot. I never thought I might complete the whole 21km.

Of cause, I promise myself to perform better in next Standard Chartered Marathon or perhaps other runs held by other organisations....

XOXO

Mom. Son. Connected.

2011-05-18T05:37:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in this morning. I was so hesitating about the leaving moment later. Reluctantly I did the finalisation of my packing, in the hope that I wouldn't omit every single of my to-bring-back stuffs.

Got down from upstair, the first and the only person I saw in my house was my mom, who was busy to do her daily houseworks. She saw me and greeted me as usual, "Wah, today so early wo". Indeed, I had to wake up early as I had to catch up the bus later at 10a.m.

"You want to eat the fried rice now or later?" My mum questioned me.

It was a quarter past eight, it was so soon. I then answered,"Now, thank you mom"

Mom immediately prepared all the food materials and started to make me the fried rice. I was still checking and finalising the packing of mine meanwhile. Not more than 15 minutes, my breakfast was ready.

"Nah, eat it before leaving to KL. You're going to miss my food a lot. Hehe~". My mum sounded amusedly.

When I was young, I used to dislike my mum's fried rice, especially when it was treated as my breakfast. Further, my disgest system wasn't so good since I was small, therefore when I ate fried rice during morning, I would definately suffer from stomachache, to be more severe, it would be followed by diarrhea.

But now, I enjoyed the home-made fried rice alot. I named it as "Ah Booy Lovely Fried Rice".

"Ah Ma, the rice is tasty. Very nice" I was taking chance to appreciate and be grateful that I was able to eat my mum's fried rice. My mom smiled at me and I knew that she enjoying taking my compliment.

"Boy, be good when going back to KL. Don't simply waste money, not to buy so many unnecessary stuffs ya. I know your pattern, you demanded alot. From kid till now, still the same"

I shyly looked at her and said,"Ya lah, noted that. Won't do that." (Well, I don't know if I can comply with that or not)

"You are not permanently staying here anymore, mama can hardly see you often. You really have to take care outside ya!", Mom urged.

A quarter to ten, we arrived the bus terminal. I hated this moment and I hate to say goodbye to my mom, well, everytime. I was still chatting with my mom, about my working life, regarding her life, as well as others' life. In a short while, I saw the arrival of the bus.

"Wa eh bus lai liao!" (My bus arrived)

I looked at my mom, at the same time mom was trying to help me to lift my heavy backpack.

"Ma, can I hug you before I leave ah". I immediately requested.

"Oh, can can can... haha, my manja son oi~ first time you do this to me... haha, come hug~", my mom did not reject my request and eventually hug me back.

I could feel the warmth of my mom, not physically though and it was kind of melting my heart.

I boarded the double-decker, I could see my mom was still standing at the terminal, staring at me. I waved my hand to her, so did she. It was so difficult to describe that feeling, I felt like staying back, be with her and protect her. Meanwhile I have my own life in KL already.

Still, I'm lucky to have my mom, the most beloved one. I hope I can spend more time with my mom, can I?

Mum's lovely char bui~ :)

洗照片记

2011-05-16T01:56:00.000-07:00

真的好久好久没过夜生活了，昨晚我就很享受独自一个人渡过我漫长的夜晚。
虽然这种生活不是很健康，但once in a blue moon, 久久一次。ok 啦~

好久没在日上三竿的时间睡醒了，今天是我踏入社会六个月以来的第一次！好爽！
刷了牙，然后就驾着车出去洗照片了。

话说我帮阿妹拍的照片获得我家人不错的评价，then我妈就托我去洗一张大张的，还有当时在新年年初二拍的全家福。

照相馆的老板的服务还不错下，不错到我有点嫌他有点鸡婆了。哈哈~
一边不停的为我拍的照片给与评价，然后一边的帮我edit我的照片。
有点不爽，也很无奈。只能在那边干笑几下。毕竟人家也称得上“pro”吧~

两张照片就这样被印刷了出来，老板看了看着照片，又开始给评语了
“全家福拍的不错，不过下次crop要对好size。eh，这个是你姐姐啊？我认识她咧。她也是爱拍照片的hor？eh，这个也是你姐姐啊？她前几个月才在我这边买架v-cam”

我家乡真的小，随随便便就被认出来了。顿时觉得我额头上冒出了三条线。(-.-''')

接着老板就拿起了阿妹这张照片，又开始给评语了
“这张很美，妹妹很可爱。eh，你的女儿啊？”

我顿时很错愕，也及时辩解。

“没有啦，哪里有可能。我（的）外甥女啦!" （非常的尴尬）

老板笑了笑：“做么不可能？现在年轻人都很早结婚了嘛~你十九结婚，女儿也可能这么大了咯！”

还是很尴尬的我便说道：“我还没酱快啦，没有钱。呵呵~”

“看你的啦，现在玩到够先啦~三十岁过后才来结婚咯~”

这是我的照片已经被镶好了，我就跟老板点个头微微笑然后就走出了照相馆。

感想：

感觉结婚很恐怖。也还没想过会有这一天的到来。也不懂我结到婚与否。

《阿妹拍照记》

2011-05-15T11:42:00.000-07:00

回到老家的第二天，我拿起了我的Jojo，便问家里的那正在四处奔跑的小淘气（我的外甥女）
“妹妹，小舅帮你拍美美的照片要吗？”

然后阿妹也傻傻又天真说：“要~~”

就这样我们开始我们简单的摄影~

起初原以为要拍些比较自然的生活照，哪知道这个阿妹一听到我要拍她，
就摆起了奇奇怪怪的pose, 觉得很无奈~

叹一叹气，我就说
“妹，你躺在地上~”

这阿妹不明白我的指示，然后就真的“躺”在地上
试想，
她就躺的像个木乃鱼，然后眼神放空。

顿时，我忍不住就“噗”了一声，大笑了起来~

“妹，不是这样~转身~对这样~然后用手垫着你的下巴。对对对，是这样！” （到最后是我亲自指导）

成果：

还不赖，呵呵~感谢三姐传授我photoshop的秘诀~

XOXO~ :D

A "Cin Cai" Update

2011-05-13T23:39:00.000-07:00

It has been a while since my last update. Life of mine has been changed since I tried the new stuff. What stuff? LOL, secret!

My working days were somehow getting busier from day to day. I was stressed sometimes yet I had my good colleagues to accompany me, spent the tough time together. Thanks, LO team... :D

My weekends, mostly spent with the one. The one who assisted me alot. Appreciate that a lot :D

And there, it's time to challenge myself again whereby I've just joined the upcoming half-marathon which will be held by Standard Chartered Bank. A little bit stress anyhow but I do hope that I can be one of the finishers.

Due to the upcoming contest, I have been so keen to train and build up myself, regardless my stamina or bodyshape, in the hope that to be able to perform better during the event. I visited Fitness First almost everyday.

Well, no idea what to write now... because I am kind of wasting/spending my time while I am waiting for my flight back to Penang. My happy mood was precisely bothered by the stupid Maxis moment ago where I had to pay for additional RM200++ for my exceeded credt limit... Perhaps I should listen to the one's advice:"Let it be lah, already paid lohhh". Ya, Law of attraction says that we should use our power of attraction to attract other happiness stuffs instead of the pathetic incidents.

Holidays mood, ON! Bundles of thank to the one who supported me alot.... :)

Limitless

2011-04-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

And so we went to the Garden to watch movie, directionlessly we couldn't decide which movie to watch. Was thinking to watch "Source code" in the beginning but only Gold Class was only available at the moment which would cost us RM65 per person! Therefore we simply chose to watch this movie: "Limitless" in the GSC Premier Class which costed us RM23 per person. Well, finally I realised the benefit of my UOB credit card! LOL, I never realised that I could get 5% cash rebate by swiping my card in GSC Cinema! :D Then as I got accumulated RM12 cash rebate in prior, so the net pay of the tickets were only about RM16 person! LOL, worthy giler! Believe me, you would definately love Premier Class Cinema! Definately high class and comfortable! Talk about the movie, I would rate it 3 out of 5. Somehow alittle bit boring at the beginning but I quite like the storyline. Just wondering if I owned the medication that will boost up my brain-thinking, my life would be more adventurous and exciting. Yet there is always a tradeoff whereby when you are gaining something, you are abandoning something at the same time. Well again I wouldn't tell the exact story in the movie because I'm kinda lazy to narrate it. :P But moral of the story is that, we have to be self-improving from time to time. You'll be neglected or not able to keep in pace with the environmental changes if you don't keen to improve yourself. That's what I've learnt from the movie... and eh... I've recently enrolled in the banking professional paper already. I suppose it should be my self improvement. Hopefully.... And I tell myself to keep learning, regardless in my current job or other fields as well. Monday's ahead! Wish you all have a great sleep tonight and let us together overcome the upcoming challenges! ROAR! XOXO

Brush with Fashion @ Pavilion

2011-04-10T06:33:00.000-07:00

Thanked to the one who suggested to go to Pavilion yesterday. And also thanked to my own instinct as it kept asking me to bring my Jojo Canon out to snap around. :D It was really a coincidence when we had the chance to see this kind of contest cum fashion show. I liked the show a lot and I kind off felt like I'm the event photographer at that moment. Hehe...

These are the few photos that I personally like the most... but blaming that my photoshop skill still isn't good enough and limited one... Sigh, need someone to guide me lah~~ >.<

XOXO

UOB Heartbeat Run 2011

2011-03-27T05:35:00.000-07:00

A year after the resting due to my knee injury, today I finally returned to be runner again. No more 12km or 15km which I used to join, this time I took easier challenge, the precise route that was about 7km. This charity run was precisely held by my bank, which was known as "UOB Heartbeat Run". Well well, seriously I didn't hope for good prizes yet I was hoping I could get a little recognition after the run... Gosh gosh, what a silly thought of mine. The run began at 7.30am. I started off with a slow pace at first and sooner or later, I found that the leading fellows weren't far away from my sight therefore I gradually increased my speed, in the hope of chasing or even passing them. Yup, my stamina still wasn't really good enough... rested for several times when towards the end because I was kinda exhausted at that moment already. I only able to hit top 10 and I wasn't sure about my precise place yet but I assumed that I've gotten 6th or 7th as the indian guy who was one place in prior of me during the run got the 5th place. If only I could stand longer... sigh sigh...

With Kak Zila My teammate, Fai Zai

Last but not least, my lucky star who fetched me... Thanks Jia Wen the Fei Fei

Will do better next time, perhaps next year... provided I'm still in UOB ya... haha...

XOXO

Sucker Punch, sucks?

2011-03-26T06:40:00.000-07:00

And so I was attracted by the poster of this movie days ago when I was window shopping at somewhere which I couldn't remember. I was so keen to watch this movie on this weekend.

Yup, I urged the one to watch with me at Midvalley today. Full with excitement, we entered the cinema and the show began.

Half an hour had past, and I turned to the one and said:"Oh gosh, it is confirmed a lame-chop movie!" And then the one smiled at me and responded to me:"Ya lor"

Somehow the storyline behind the movie is kind of educational one as it was trying to present some positive thoughts to deal with obstacles. Like what Bieber said:"Never say Never".. (LMAO) Some of the scenes did touch and impress me when the friends were so keen to help each others to surpass all the obstacles.

A weird movie, I personally feel that. I thought it would be a fantasy-based movie but ended up that this so-called fantastic scenes were all based on the main character's imaginations.

My rating on this movie would be 2.5 out of 5. For those who simply want to see hot chicks, it is a worth movie to be watched. But if you are keen to watch those big bang or epic fighting scenes, then you'll be definitely disappointed. Anyhow, you may have a try to watch on it, who knows you'll like this movie.

Like the one told me, "It's not really that sucks lah!"

XOXO

End of the journey Sequel

2011-03-20T05:55:00.000-07:00

And so I got my convocantion photo, thank to my all time buddy for helping me to claim it from the photoshop. Appreciate that.

Well, paid for RM300 and got 5 or 6 photos, one of them is totally horrible because the ang mo was closing his eyes meanwhile I smiled like I won 4D.. haha.

I suppose it would be the last convo of mine, well to be more corrective, it was my third convo and I'm kinda bored of the feeling already...

Think of further enhancing myself by taking professional papers... erm, I know it's going to be a tough path but still I want to challenge regardless it, but also myself. IBBM Papers, I'm on with you!

(Unforseen circumstance occured when I was about to click "Publish Post", LOL, my housemate used a spoilt iron and caused the whole house blacked out moment ago... )

Good day to all of you!

XOXO

Two nice movies that I've gone through...

2011-03-19T05:11:00.000-07:00

Continuously watched two movies for Friday and today. Well well, thanks to someone who was so desperate to watch movies.. hehe, yeah you... I'm talking bout you!

Thanked to the one who chose to watch this movie yesterday. It was awesome! Believe or not, my heart was beating fast throughout the movie.. it was somehow exciting, surprising and of cause, KAN CHEONG!

World Invasion: Battle Los Angeles, I would rate it as 4/5! Well well, I won't be narrating the storyline because... I want you all to watch it personally, experience the extreme mood on your own!

and then today, right after my gym session, we went for movie again. This time I was the one to choose this movie, well, perhaps I'm kinda negative in real life so I would prefer to watch something humorous and optimistic. Well, it is a typical comedy and I enjoyed watching it. Overall I rate this movie as 3.6 out of 5. Hehe, lame yet funny movie!

So what do you do during your weekend? For me I will concentrate on training and building up my stamina for the upcoming charity run held by my bank. Wish me luck!

XOXO

Sorry, Jeffrey. It's daddy's omission

2011-03-12T22:27:00.000-08:00

Some small unforseen circumstances happened yesterday when I was back from Wangsa Maju with a mate of mine.

When the time I reached my house, it was raining cats and dogs. I took my friend's unbrella and tended to open my gate. And so, my mate stayed in my house for a short while as he didn't want to drive under this heavy rain.

He left afterward and I sat infront of my laptop and as usual, I would pick up my Jeffrey, simply pressing on the applications. But this time I couldn't find my baby, regardless on my bed or my messy table. I was alittle panicked at that moment, trying to recall where had I put Jeffrey.

Finally I remembered that I simply put my little pity baby in my mate's car. I quickly msn-ed my mate and begged him to do me the favour to retrieve back my I-baby. Gosh, my mood was so chaotic.

I tried to use my house telephone to call my I-baby, and god blessed me that finally my mate finally found my I-baby and picked up my call.

"Hello, aiyoo... I found your phone already la, it dropped under the seat of yours lah!"

And I released a deep breathe, and thanked him gratefully.

Well, my carelessness is still as usual. And would to make apology to my mate for causing inconveniences, as well as to my lil Jeffy... Sorry because I didn't take good care of you...

XOXO

爱与不爱

2011-03-08T06:37:00.000-08:00

有人说：“爱得越深，伤得越重”。我同意

但，不爱也可以让人如此的痛彻心扉。

有人说：“喜欢就要大声说出来，狠狠去爱”

但我却说：“喜欢就能在一起吗？”

黄威尔的《爱与不爱》很写实，
我还蛮同意也很喜欢当中的一句歌词
“当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，不要放开我的手”
爱一个人当然很难，
最难的更是你想要爱，却没机会好好的爱

人家说付出真诚就能打动人心。
我却说，付出的真诚往往被人狠狠的打枪。

我很不服气，我很嫉妒
我讨厌自己的无能
恨我自己的被动

算了，当作什么事都没发生过。
还是回到我当初党独孤侠的日子，或许更好。

I ain't Bitch enough!

2011-03-05T05:58:00.000-08:00

Guess I am not bitchy enough. Should get myself bitchier from now on to further improve my marketability :P

LMAO!

XOXO

End of this Journey

2011-02-27T04:38:00.000-08:00

My academic journey comes to an end today. It has been a hardship for me all this while regardless on my financial support, some personal reasons as well as some unforseen circumstances.

Finally, today is the day where I am officially a degree holder.

Well, the third convocation of mine. Frankly speaking I wasn't so exciting this time as I was kinda getting bored already. In addition, the important two of my life weren't here too (mum and dad), hence it was a little weird feeling for this time's convocation.

But luckily my eldest sister and her hubby still here to celebrate this joyful moment with me... I really appreciated that as they really "sayang" me alot. :)

My daughter, Jojo Canon Ong wasn't really fully utilised today as I was kinda lazy to take it to capture around, moreover I didn't want to cause inconvenience on my sis.

Anyway, good to see my mates back. Thanked Jonathan for accompanying me crapped during the dull waiting period. LMAO.

Last but not least, Happy Graduation Day to all of the graduates... :)

I personally like this pica... No idea why~

Thanks Da Jie and Da Jie Fu for attending my convo

彩虹的家

2011-02-18T23:55:00.000-08:00

这就是我彩虹的家。好想念你们~

（摄于2011年，大年初二）

阿公给我的

2011-01-29T15:41:00.000-08:00

我阿公在我爸七八岁时就已经卖咸鸭蛋了。所以呢，不要讲我，就连我爸都对阿公没甚印象了。

昨天有机会和我伯母聊天，就有机会听听她述说阿公的一小部分的人生。

然后她看了我一眼，便说到：

“Ah Boy，其实你长得还蛮像阿公的，尤其是你的鹰钩鼻”

她又说道：“你阿公长得很像外国人，很帅。很像你现在咯！＂

这时我开始暗爽，伯母真识货！

原来我也称的上是帅哥！感谢阿公给我特别的鹰钩鼻！

《天天好天》后的感观

2011-01-23T03:39:00.000-08:00

昨天和一位蛮要好的友人到Pavilion观看大马制作的贺岁片-《天天好天》。这是邱导续《大日子》后的第二部作品。

看后感想：

和《大日子》一样，反映出我们的日常生活，真的很贴切。
好适合我们这些游子们看的一部电影。
整一小时半的电影，我都没觉得“闲”。
看了这部电影，会让我想起我去年刚过世的阿嫲，真的好想她。
电影中的小女孩-Joey让我想起我小时候。叛逆的我曾经和我妈顶嘴然后翻脸。现在想起，真的好内疚。>.<
电影主题曲《彩虹的家》真的真的很好听！尤其是配上Royce骑着scooter边哭泣的那一幕，我简直是起鸡皮疙瘩！
好爱电影里的印尼佣人，好搞笑一下的咯！

总的来说，这部电影真的值得一看。我还会看第二次啦~我要带我可爱的妈咪去看~哈哈！

“不管晴天还是雨天，天天都是好天”

IDK Situation

2011-01-22T22:42:00.000-08:00

Chatted with my mate last night, well.. I shared my personal point of view on my own life to him. The curiousity of mine is becoming more severe recently, until I'm in IDK situation now.

He advised me a lot, his personal experience as well his friends' experience.

Still, I'm still in IDK situation because I don't know what I am doing and intend to do.

I'm brave in making decision on most of the matters but I dare not to make this decision for myself. Because, it will be a big change of my life if this crucial decision is made.

IDK

IDK

and still IDK.

I'm hoping what I'm hoping meanwhile I don't hope it comes true too, ironically....

Who can help me? No one but myself....

XOXO

My I-Baby

2011-01-20T01:28:00.000-08:00

Perhaps it is another old update of mine. Yup, I got myself an Iphone since last week. Which thereby indicates that, I will be declaring myself as bankruptcy when I receive my credit card statement next month. (LMAO).

Talked about the day I got my I-baby. Gosh, it was terrified! I woke up early in the morning, i.e. 6.30am (which I never did that on my daily working life), and then took the LRT to KLCC. I ran as fast as possible to the Maxis Centre in the hope that I needed not to queue longer.

But guess what, there was crowded outside of the Maxis Centre once I reached there. That moment I was like... "Oh Jesus, am I going to get Iphone by today?" since the Iphones were sold on limited basis (approximately 40 Iphones per day).

Well well, God really blessed me a lot as I was the 27th candidate of the day. By the time I got myself to make registration, it was 9.30am. (Picture this, I'd been standing and waiting there since 7.30am).

Luckily I still had another activity besides of waiting for my turn to get my Iphone, I went to Fitness First. And so I received the call from Maxis staff at about 11.30am, subsequently I rushed quickly to Maxis Centre again. And then, it still wasn't my turn yet and by the time I got my very own I-Baby, it was already 2pm. (Gosh, sufferring!)

My first credit card transaction - Amount RM2190. LOL!

Proudly present: My I-baby: Jeffrey I-Phone Ong. (Haha, my son)

XOXO

New Year, New Life

2011-01-08T05:37:00.000-08:00

Been very busy and lazy to update my blog lately. Well, my new working life is simple yet challenging, a typical "went out in the morning and reached home in the night time" 's life. It is dull but then at least it doesn't arise the emptiness of mine.

I knew a lot of new friends in this brand new year, regardless in my bank or in my fitness centre. And happily to say that, I am quite enjoying to have such life.

Well, ironically to say that I was faking myself to live in a life where I did not want to in this past 6 months. That was seriously sufferring. People around me were getting worsening and horrifying. For now, at least the brand new life of mine, everything starts with zero.

Undeniable that I'm currently living like a ostrich which is putting in its head into the ground. I'm trying to avoid every single human conflict that I might face. Well, I don't mean that I'm the good guy as always, but just like what I said..people are showing their own true colours when they know each other deeply.

I was once trying to rescue all these disasters, hoping to recover all the worsening relationships of mine. But I failed. It is meaningless and worthless for your apologies when people were frustrating of you, no matter how sincere you were.

Hence, I am now going to abandon this kinda life and welcoming a new life of mine! Although I have no intimate from now on but still I have a lot new good friends. I have no one to share my sad secrets but I have a lot new friends to share my joyful moments.

Happy belated New Year to all of you!

XOXO

It's the "Ho Ho Ho" Moment again

2010-12-25T07:50:00.000-08:00

Well at least this year's Christmas eve I wasn't celebrating it all by myself. My Christmas eve wasn't too bad this year except I had to be workaholic before the celebration.

Felt good to meet my ex-colleagues in OCBC Bank last friday, they were still that friendly and funny like before. I really enjoyed the moment... :)

And then~ during the night time... I had a small gathering with my ex-classmates back in TARC. Joyful one of course, and then went for movie - "Gulliver's Travers", a typical humourous movie.

The 5th Christmas eve that I'd spent in KL... hmmmm, okay lah~~ :D

*Merry Xmas to everyone!*

女王不下班剧迷见面会 18/12/2010

2010-12-25T06:03:00.000-08:00

好久没update我的部落格了。最近真的很忙，刚打入社会嘛~

好啦，上星期就因为我家Jojo Canon 450D吵着要出去运动，then我就带着她去成功时代广场见我以前的偶像-张栋梁。（哈哈！）

说真的，他真的是我见过最多次的明星。算来算去，应该有五到六次吧~

这一次，说真的...没了以前的兴奋了。哈哈，可能老了吧~不过还是很高兴，因为我拍到的照片都还蛮清楚的~ 也见识到明星们的好皮肤~他们好会保养哦~~~

好啦，废话不多说~看照片啦~

XOXO

Xmas Dinner with UOB Colleagues

2010-12-18T10:08:00.000-08:00

The second week in UOB Bank. My busy life is starting soon as my tasks are increasing gradually. It wasn't really a bad thing because I can learn new things from my new job. But then, it was really stress me up.

But good thing is that, I got to know a lot nice and "leng" colleagues which inclusive of my ah jie.. LOL! They invited me to have dinner at Chilis located at KLCC last Thursday. Enjoyable one somehow as we chatted and laughed a lot during the dinner.. Like my sister said.."Good la, at least you know how to release your pressure"

During the dinner, we had our gifts exchange session. And I've gotten my gift from Yoke Peng the funny girl... LOL, yeah... like the present a lot!

Exhausted but pretended to be happy..

XOXO

New Directions

2010-12-03T23:04:00.000-08:00

A brand new life of mine in KL since last week. I'd moved to Petaling Jaya, it's somehow an unfamiliar place for me as I've never been here before. As such, during the first week of mine, I was totally lost in this town.

I agree with people that PJ is a place whereby the living costs are slightly higher than any other towns in KL. Yeah, I personally have experienced it already... the rice with few pieces of char siew-s costed me RM5.50. Gosh~

Meanwhile, I've got a car for me to drive as my cousin left it for me to keep an eye on it currently. And for the first time ever I drove in KL, that was exciting yet scary. LOL, I know I was being lame~ Lamer one would be when I was on my way back to my own place, I was lost in PJ, yup, seriously lost! But luckily I made it at last by simply trusting on my instincts and sixth sense. LMAO. I think I ought to buy a GPS for myself very soon as I was so keen to drive in KL all this while!

And also, the 2-month-holidays of mine finally is going to be ended next week. Yeah, I got my job already, is hired by UOB Bank. Great thing is that, I got my own ability to earn money again.. which I've been dreaming for so long since I left OCBC Bank years ago. Also, at least I have something to do already, no more boredom in my house. But sarcastically, I'm officially bound in dull working life... sigh sigh... what to do? Just for the sake of MONEY. LOL!

Well as usual, the traditional of before working period: I've bought a lot working attires for my upcoming jobs... LOL, I used to say.. "Havent started working already spent a lot money.."

Bought myself 2 new formal shirts and 2 new formal pants, a pair of new shoes, a new sling bag which I quite like it and a discounted branded belt. LOL!

LMAO, wish me luck for my upcoming new job ya.. :D

I am SENIOR OFFICER now~ weeeee~~

XOXO

Potrait Photography - Cross Goh

2010-11-22T18:49:00.000-08:00

This is the first time for me trying to do potrait photography, well the outcomes are somehow satisfying but way to improve. Would appreciate if you people can give some commentaries on them. Thanks in bundle!

Looking for good looking boy for my next potrait photography. Anyone interested? Free of charge (LOL, I'm still too weak to charge people lah). Kindly drop me a message or notify me through my facebook. Thanks ya!

p/s: start learning photoshop already, expect the next potrait photography would be much better than this!

XOXO

Double convocations

2010-11-22T05:18:00.000-08:00

Attended my advanced diploma's convocation last week. As mentioned earlier in previous post, I did not really enjoy this convocation as I was suffering gastric during that time. Also, my happy mood was being bothered by some irrational human-kinds. Sigh!

Anyway, I'm graduated!

Meanwhile, my 6-year-old nephew is graduated from kindergarden too last Saturday. Well of course, as his uncle, I got to attend his convocation meanwhile to be his personal photographer...LOL.

We both are graduated, but I'm going out to step in the working world and he is still pursuing for his higher level of academic.

Thought? Alright, I'm way too old as compared with a small kid..

XOXO

Happy Birthday to Myself

2010-11-21T09:50:00.000-08:00

An old update of mine. Yup, I'm officially 23 now. Undeniable that I'm getting older and older from now onwards and I'm gradually admitting myself as an "uncle" already. That isn't really bad actually because I am kind of preferring being mature instead of being called as a "boy".

Alright, back to this year's birthday celebration. It was just a simple one with my family. Come to think of it, I think it has been almost 6 years that I'd never celebrated my birthday with my family members. Therefore, I really appreciated what my family members had done for my birthday celebration.

Well, I wasn't really enjoying my birthday simply because I was suffered from gastric when the day I arrived in KL. And really, the pain was torturing me seriously before, during and after my birthday. Thanked the mighty God for blessing me a lot.

Meanwhile, I faced my first challenge on my second and third day of being 23, that were my job interviews. Hey ya, I was freaking nervous during the first one but I did averagely fine in the second interview. Well, I hope I would be able to get in the bank that I wanted.

Last but not least, happy belated birthday to myself again. Honestly I didn't really make a proper wish this year. Well, just let everything flows well...

XOXO

Last but not least.... London

2010-11-04T11:55:00.000-07:00

Been lazying and reluctant to edit my London trip's photos these few weeks. A lot reasons behind such as, I was really lazy in addition of... I didn't really capture many gorgeous photos back in my London trip. Therefore.... alright, I'm giving myself some excuses again!

A simple introduction on my London trip, it was held after my 6 days' stay in Trier, Germany. Well, what can I say on this 4-day London trip... I really like here. I love London's lifestyle, environment and people. Well too bad that we couldn't spend more time in this nice city. I enjoyed a lot except for the time my mates had their shopping session but I couldn't spend anymore as I was overspending by that time.

Alright, I'll stop typing and let the pictures of mine tell the part of story. :)

XOXO

Which way to go?

2010-11-02T10:05:00.000-07:00

Yup, my result released yesterday, and ermm... once again to prove that I was always lacking of luck in examination. Yup I was honoured with upper second class and there was plenty of points for me to achieve my dream, yet it was still an unachievable dream of mine. Hell, DAMN IT!

Been planning and considering my future career these few days, before and after the rsult was released. Current problem that bothered me a lot is that: Which country should I develop at - Malaysia or Singapore.

Well as we know, Singapore is actually a good country to develop our own career due to its good development and high prospective. But then, picture this...really a lot things have to be taken into consideration when I intend to work in Singapore...like....

Application of PR: Is a must document or pass to work in Singapore but then the procedures could be quite complicated and tedious especially a person like me who wants to work in banking line. The main job requirement is.... PR! I don't even have one and how I'm going to apply banking related jobs in Singapore?
Alright, considering I got the job in Singapore but not banking related one, says Administration Assistant. According to my friend, the pay should be at least SGD1.8k per month. Alright, here is my forecast on my cash flow if I worked in Singapore:

Salary: 1800

Rental: (250)

MRT tickets on monthly basis: (200)

Meals: (450)

Entertainment: (200)

Miscelleneous: (300)

Leftover: SGD400 +- (Maybe lesser as I like to spend)

As compared if I got my job in Malaysia, the basic would be approximately RM2600.

Salary: 2600

Rental: (250)

LRT pass: (110)

Meals: (400)

Entertainment: (200)

Miscelleneous: (300)

Leftover: RM1340 +-

Therefore, if making decision by comparing the figures above, I'll definately choose to work in KL as the cost of living here is somehow not as high as living in Singapore. But then, considering the current issue of Malaysia, whereby the development of Malaysia is in doubt situation. As such, it maybe better to stay in Singapore in the future time.

Conclusion: As I'm just a fresh graduate, hence I'll work in KL first for several years. Then in the future if there's an opportunity for me to work in Singapore, then I'll go for it.

Truth: I'm crapping because I can't really leave my KL life.

What to do? DUNO~

XOXO

The Annoying Orange

2010-10-31T08:50:00.000-07:00

Coincidently clicked this video clip when I was simply browsing in youtube yesterday night. Immediately, the series of this comedy attracted me due to its American style humour. Seriously, this so-called "Annoying Orange" had truly made my day.

Well, each video of this series has averagely hit approximately 1 million views in youtube. Yeah, you can see how popular this annoying yet funny orange is.

So what are you waiting for? Go youtube and search for "Annoying Orange" and I bet you will be truly annoyed by it... LMAO

XOXO

The older me

2010-10-30T10:34:00.000-07:00

The 21st day since I came back from UK. I woke up at quarter past twelve in the afternoon. As usual, my mum liked to greet me sarcastically by saying "Good morning" to me eventhough I woke up at this late time. Then, she wished me "happy birthday" in addition handling me a red packet (a.k.a ang pow). I wondered... yeah I knew my birthday is approaching but it is still couple weeks to go.

After her clarification, finally I knew why she greeted me in such an early date. Precisely, today was my birthday as well, but it was according to the lunar calendar (something to do with Chinese traditional calculation of the date). This indicates that my another birthday falls at 23rd September in lunar calendar, and my another horoscope should be Virgo. LOL, therefore I'm not totally a typical Scorpio lo? XD Ridiculous thinking of mine.

My mum urged to be vegetarian for my lunar birthday as according to some chinese psychics, I've got to be vegetarian on particular special days in lunar calendar as repayments to what I'd done in my previous lifetime (a.k.a sins). Well, I have no idea what is that about but my mum truly urged me to do so. In general, I got to do good deeds on my lunar birthday la....

So my so-called lunar birthday, like usual... nothing special. Spent most of my day looking at my laptop. Also I had my yum-cha session with one of my mates who back from Penang. Well, that could be simply treated as my lunar birthday celebration lah... not bad ma...

Last but not least, yeah... no doubt I'm so keen to go back KL already, I miss my life there a lot. Hope everything goes smoothy and easy la~~

I'm 24 now according to lunar calendar and it is like I'm getting older and older already... HAIYO~

XOXO

The Confession of Selina

2010-10-27T08:15:00.000-07:00

The most unexpected accident occurred on our lovely member of S.H.E - Selina. Days ago, accident occurred where the boom in the film scene was unexpectedly exploded as Selina and another actor were running out of the building. Unplesantly the consequences of this accident, Selina got burned in several parts of her body which inclusive of back, legs, arms and waist.

Luckily, God really blessed her a lot as nothing more pessimistic occurred on her. But still, I personally felt kind of heartache when the news first came out last Sunday. Well, I'm not her loyal fan but then I really like her as she is such a lovely girl all this while.

Truly hope she will recover soon, Amitabha!

XOXO

同心，圆。

2010-10-21T07:06:00.000-07:00

从一本摄影书得来的灵感，今天我就尝试了我以往没用过的拍摄手法 - 就是用tripod.
也感谢阿妈不吝啬的提供她的珍藏
也让我知道了这戒指的背后故事.....

原来当初妈妈嫁进王家时也受了很多委屈。

就因为得到我婆婆的爱戴，然后我婆婆就把她大部分的遗产给了我妈

然而，这引起了我两个婶婶的嫉妒心

诬赖妈妈私吞这些遗产。

最后呢，还是拿回那些遗产。

问妈妈是如何拿回的，她就好像不想提起这些难堪的往事

敷衍的对我说：“我忘了咯”。

妈妈以前受过的苦，我们这些后辈是很难体会到的

因为，我们的成长过程都很顺利，都很理所当然。

她的故事给了我一个启发：

“住在同个屋檐下，应该和睦共处，不应该为小事情而跟家人起争执，毕竟做家人的只有今生，无来世。好好珍惜家人给我们的一些。”珍惜；同心，圆。

特别鸣谢：张爱梅女士（我妈）供应她的订婚戒指和充当我的灯光师。

Glimpse of Europe

2010-10-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

It had been almost a week since I came back from United Kingdom. These days I lived like a nerd, spending most of my time in my home by sleeping, online and eating..

Well, I did spare some of my free time to re-organise and edit some of my photos as I was kinda lazy to edit every one of them..(p/s: I have over 6000 pictures just for my Europe trip.. GOSH!)

Therefore, out of 6000 pictures... only 80 plus plus pictures were actually chosen by me to do some editing works. And again, below are part of the 80 plus plus pictures that I quite like and I think they could actually wow people out there.. (Hehe :D)

Thought? Ya I know my shooting skill got way to improve... To conclude, it would be a perfect and unforgetable trip of mine if there wasn't any disturbance in human relation. Gosh, I hate that!

It's time to leave..

2010-09-17T10:55:00.000-07:00

Well well, time flies so soon... another 1 hour I'll be leaving Sheffield.

Been packing and throwing all my stuffs for last 2 days... so do today, been doing some finalising jobs for this whole day... Damn tiring!

Not forget to mention, my ex-sifu back in OCBC Bank came to meet me for this very last day of mine in Sheffield... Felt good that our abandoned stuffs got two new owners now, well at least we wouldn't feel so guilty of throwing so many things... Thank to the couples... :D

She likes my bed a lot... haha

Take care, Sandra and Jensen... going to miss you both alot...

And myself, hope I can have a safe and happy journey to Europe... !

(Not going to be active in facebook and blogspot for these coming 3 weeks... )

XOXO

Another new mama

2010-09-13T18:05:00.000-07:00

"Browsing facebook by using my handphone before I slept, well, it's already a habit of mine ever since no charges will be incurred by using UK phone-line. And then I saw her...whom I didn't meet for quite a long time... "

My NS buddy cum ex-housemate back in years ago. I never realised that I didn't add her in my facebook and so I added her. The next day I got the reply from her... being notified that she had just delivered a baby...

Gosh, I never knew that she is married! Somemore now already got a baby..... furthermore the baby is already 2-month-old... All I can say is "Walau eh"~

Yup, this Lala-girl used to teach me a lot knowledge... in a way to be able to "socialise" in KL life.. I tried ear-piercing because of her, I went clubbing also because of her... Yup, I really experienced a lot because of her... Kinda missing the moments we spent together last time...

Now, she's having a baby... wow wow, I still can't accept this as a truth, shocking me a lot...

Had a chit-chatting session with her via facebook moment earlier, yeah... we promised each other to meet again when I back to Malaysia..

By that time, no more rude words, no more "blow waters"..... but will be regarding all about her baby .LOL, can't wait to meet her and the little baby...

Loh Vern and her baby - Chloe Wong

XOXO

Salute to Jolin

2010-09-06T16:27:00.000-07:00

Another junk blog of mine. Well, recently fall for the pop female artist - Jolin Tsai again as she has just launched her latest album - "Myself". For me, I particularly like her first single in this album a.k.a Mei Ren Ji (Honey Trap). In her mv, she showed the "vogue" dance, which is exactly the same with what Madonna had done in couple of years ago.

As I'm considered as flexible one (in term of every part of my body), therefore would like to mimic what Jolin has done regardless in her concert or in her mv... LOL, she learns yoga but I learn nothing... surprisingly, I could follow what she has done..eventhough they wasn't 100% alike... XD

Her concert

Me @ Scotland

Her latest yoga pose

Mine at Castleton, UK

Well, some say I look sexy in the pic some even say I look sissy... LOL, don't care la~ as long as I have this competitive advantage... XD

XOXO

Summer Bank Holiday 2010

2010-08-30T15:04:00.001-07:00

When Malaysia citizens are celebrating the 53th independence day, UK citizens was celebrating their Summer Bank Holiday yesterday. Thanked to my mate who invited me to go this event as I could experience the cultures that I have not experienced before. It was somehow fun and enjoyable except the extremely cold and breezy weather.

So what is Summer Bank Holiday? Well, according to wikipedia, it is a holiday for both UK and Ireland. And the purpose of this holiday... nah~ I'm not going to narrate it... google search it please.. :P The event was held somewhere in Sheffield city and it took me approximately 20minutes to reach there. In the event, it showed varies type of historical armies as well as the weapons... they were just amazing and gorgeous.

It is really a good opportunity to capture a lot nice scenes during this event, yet perhaps my photography skill is way to improve... therefore not much nice ones I could obtain actually... (Awww, ashame of myself)

Alright, I would like to share few pictures of mine which I think in my satisfactory level. Hope you like it...

Cool captain

I personally think he looks like Iron Man

The archer

Should I say, he is a "sharp shooter"?

Last but not least, a cute picture that I'd captured....

Well if you're a Chinese, you should be able to know an idiom called 猪朋狗友 (zhu peng gou you). Yup this picture tells the whole story... :)

Alright, gonna stop once again and keep going on my assignment... GOSH~~~~

I am Harry Potter

2010-08-27T08:48:00.000-07:00

Thanked to my second elder sister, for recommending me to read Harry Potter novel when I was in form 2. Since then, I totally fell for the story of Harry Potter and proud to say that I have collected all series of Harry Potter... including both English and Chinese version... (Well, one was spoilt by the damn termite...Guess I should replace a new one when I head back to Malaysia again)

Back to my own story, yup... I got the chance to step in Harry Potter film location during my Scotland trip. It was located at Glenfinnan, Scotland.. Well, not much I could see but just the Hogwart Train from far far away... But at least, I was certainly satisfied of it!

Was pretending to be Harry Potter when I was on the top of the mountain. And the post-edit of the picture, all I could say is... GORGEOUS! Sincerely thank to the designer, Sze Yean for helping to edit it... That is seriously cool!

Enjoy... :)

I'm lovin' it! Really... :D

XOXO

Scotland - Fairer, Greener, Happier

2010-08-26T07:51:00.000-07:00

Had my trip to Scotland last Thursday, all I could say is... that was an awesome trip that I've ever gone for!

The first day, we spent about 6 to 7 hours to reach Edinburgh, the capital city of Scotland. I liked there alot, simply due to the historical buildings that I wasn't able to see them back in Malaysia.

Well, it was too much to write and I'm kinda lazy to do so... Hence, let the pictures tell the whole story.. :D

The real person who is trying to be fake one

Cute little girl in Inverness

Dunnet Head's landscape

Hair flute of people in Scotland

Last but not least, had a chance to have a glimpse at Transformer's bumblebee, a.k.a Chevy Camaro

After the enjoyable trip, hectic period is approaching.. 2 assignments + final exam...

Gosh~~~~~~

XOXO

短暂美

2010-08-14T07:45:00.001-07:00

Elegant, originally uploaded by sean14och.

玫瑰虽美，但寿命是如此的短暂

很多人都爱把玫瑰当成爱的礼物，送给心上人

玫瑰虽代表着爱情，但就因它寿命短暂

难道也意味着爱情也是短暂吗？

XOXO

The Intervention of Love

2010-08-03T16:54:00.001-07:00

The Intervention of Love, originally uploaded by sean14och.

True love is about solely two parties, deeply love one another.

Somehow, some circumstances may intervene the true love, perhaps long distance from one another or communication gaps occurred.

Human-kinds are created to have feeling, sometimes it is really hard to control this kind of feeling.

Who trusts "Forever Love", who cares about "I will always love you"?

They are just nonsense when the love intervention occurs.

Love is not what I've expected already, Love is about "I see you, I like you, and I will leave my valentine in order to be with you", simple?

Nah, I don't have the guts to do that... but who knows in the future I'll be facing the exactly same situation? Hmmm, interesting.....

XOXO

The Unachievable dream

2010-07-25T15:54:00.001-07:00

The Unachievable dream, originally uploaded by sean14och.

Do you have dreams? Does every single of your dreams comes true?

It's undeniable that sometimes certain of your dreams might not come true, which are certainly unrealistic.

Although you've already known the outcome, which will not in favour of you. Yet, you are still putting hopes into the unrealisable dreams, hoping them to come true in one day. Ridiculously, that's human-being. Interesting and ironic....

I do have some unachievable dreams, you might tell me that "never try never know". But quite certain is that, the so called "unachievable dreams" of mine will always stay in my wonderland.

Sometimes it's really pathetic that we have to live for someone instead of yourself. You have to make your own crucial decision by referring to someone's point of view.

What for? I have no idea, but I think is because we care of others' feeling more than own feeling, to simplify it.....

How about you? Will you intensively achieve your dreams meanwhile ignoring others who are against your dreams?

XOXO

Low Share Price

2010-07-20T17:09:00.001-07:00

I feel like I just like a share that has no intrinsic value, which people don't want to buy it currently.

I wonder,

When my share price will go up sharply and everyone is trying to "grab" on me?

Interesting.....

XOXO

Quick Update

2010-07-11T16:35:00.000-07:00

My blog site is growing dust again...alright, just a quick one.

I don't really like last week, it was miserable!

My cousin passed away last Monday, and I couldn't see him for the very last time and I was extremely upset and guilty.

Meanwhile, assignment season is getting started again, which I extremely don't like this kinda period of time. For this whole week, I've been spending most of my time into finding materials and information for my damn marketing assignment. As my brain was overloaded, therefore, my migraine approached to me again... which was extremely painful one. Also, I've been neglecting my studies due to this damn assignment... Need to keep in pace now!

I was moody most of the time these few days, I don't know why... maybe I was tensed by current unforseen circumstance as well as the upcoming tasks...

World Cup just ended, I spent 10 pounds (RM50) to bet Spain to win but I got nothing in the end as both teams were messing up during the match. Dammit, I had to admit that I wasn't in good luck to gamble now... perhaps I don't have luck to gamble all this while...well, let bygones be bygones...

10 pounds only mah~ Hou Bei Koi Tai!

XOXO

The Very First Time in UK....

2010-06-30T10:51:00.000-07:00

Had my very first presentation since I stepped in UK, all I could say is... wow, nervous! Firstly, it was the first time for me to speak in front of my coursemates, which I've never done this before. Secondly, I'd been putting my best effort to present my thoughts to my lecturer by using my Malaysian-Broken-Style English.

I have no idea that I finally got the first runner-up for this presentation session, as my content was extremely simply and rough one. Well I think that's the main reason I got first runner-up, perhaps. :D I expected other groups would be better than mine as they presented their point of views much better than me.

Grabbed the chance to take photo with Philip, yeah~ as usual, he was kinda easy-going and friendly one...

My chocolate "Trophy" and our group's outcome.

Seriously, he looks funny and my face is getting rounder and rounder T.T

Bundles of thank to my members who contributed the ideas during our discussion session.

XOXO

Blogging Contest: I'm loving United Kingdom

2010-06-19T14:54:00.000-07:00

Been staying in the United Kingdom for quite awhile already, well, I still need some times to get used of here, regardless the lifestyle, culture, foods and etc.

For sure, there would be a lot discrepancies when comparing the culture in Malaysia with United Kingdom. Yup, I've observed some interesting facts in the United Kingdom that apparently couldn't be found in Malaysia.

One by one..... :D

Part 1: Weather

In my perspective, "Summer" should be something that would cause you sweat a lot, where you will see a lot people are wearing as less as they could. Well, that's how we did back in Malaysia as it has been having approximately 34 celsius for almost everyday.

But in UK, the Summer is not really that "Summer". On average, the temperature for everyday is about 14 celsius, which is almost halved of Malaysia's. And for sure, I was shivering cold most of the time once I stepped out of my dormitory.

And guess what, British people love sunshine a lot. There was a day which the weather was getting warmer due to the emergence of the sunshine. Instantly, you could see a lot British people walked around in Sheffield town in the hope of "absorbing" the sunshine. (No offense :P)

As you can see in the photo, they are enjoying running here and there under the sun. Yeah, they really love sun a lot!

Even the kids, they were brought by their parents to the Sheffield park to enjoy the sunny day.

Meanwhile, Malaysians who used to be exposed under the sun may choose other option: hiding under the trees. Just like the photo below:

That's how we did back in Malaysia, because we really hate the hot weather a lot.

Part 2: Food

In Malaysia, the foods are majority hot and spicy. For instance, one of my favourite foods back in Malaysia is nasi lemak, which the rice is to be eaten together with sambal (sort of spicy source), egg, peanuts and some anchovies.

The foods in the UK, hmmmm.... the first few components that come into my mind are oily, huge and taste weird.

Why?

I had my first fish and chips yesterday. It was huge and I had been so mean that I didn't want to share it with my friends. As a result, I couldn't finish it. Well of course, part of the reasons was also because the food was kind of greasy.

3.5o pounds for the fish and chips, huge and worth! :D

Part 3: Culture

Well, seriously no offense that the British people are open-minded. Why? Scroll down and see~

Accidentally captured this photo back in few days ago. Well I actually like this kind of culture which they are really showing that they love each other so much. Well in Malaysia, regardless Malay, Chinese or Indian, they are all conservative enough. If this scene (the photo above) is able to be seen in Malaysia, well I think it would be rated as "18sx".

I remember I heard a joke when I was in Kuala Lumpur. There was a pair of couples kissing at the KLCC park. Later, they were caught by police because of conducting "inappropriate" behaviour in front of public. Seriously, it was ridiculous!

Part 4: Miscellaneous

Spotted this special wall when I was heading back to my hostel. We were having our guessing session as we didn't know the purpose of the names were carved on the bricks.

My friend guessed that the wall is kind of cemetery memorial, but I think the wall is sort of sponsorship from the citizens. So, what do you think?

Last but not least, it's about pigeon. What so special about it? Well, let me explain...

The pigeons are quite chubby actually. I don't know why the pigeons in Malaysia are quite skinny actually. Well the main reason I think is that, the foods in UK are super nutrition. :D

Alright, that's all about the United Kingdom. And I'm gradually loving this lovely country from now on.

More to explore! :)

Here I am, Sheffield!

2010-06-13T13:25:00.000-07:00

After almost 17 hours of journey, finally I reached United Kingdom.

Being led by our senior this morning and had our tour around the Sheffield town. Well, a totally different feel as compared with Malaysia.

More pictures will be shared soon. Stay tuned! :)

What do you think?

2010-06-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

Watched "She's out of my league" just now, it is a typical romantic comedy. Well, I was bored by most of the scenes as I couldn't really understand what they were talking. (No subtitle provided). But overall, this movie is kinda funny and meaningful.

The movie is not the main point of my blog actually, intead, it is about the main character in the movie - Jay Baruchel.

He got a kinda amusing facial expression in the movie. Later, I found that he is quite alike with one of my friends.

Thought?

Alright, clues are given:

Guy (of coz laaa)
23-25 years old
Thin and Tall (about 185cm and 60kg)
Smile like Jay Baruchel does (which I think quite alike)
Last but not least, his sister is my buddy.

HAHAHAHAHA~~~ quite apparent if you are closed with me.

XOXO :D

Typhoon In Guar Chempedak

2010-06-07T07:56:00.000-07:00

If I'm not mistaken, I fell asleep for just about one and half hour. Then, I was awaken and bothered the sound of the heavy rain. This was continued by the sound where something was collapsing.

The first thing that came into my mind, oh gosh... the puppies. I quickly ran to downstairs and open the door. Oh holy shit, the scene was extremely terrifying. Picture this, the branches of the tree fell down in front of my house and it was raining cats and dogs, in addition, my house was nearly flooded.

Without further delay, me and my sister took an umbrella and tended to walk to the puppies' nest, hoping that the 5 cuties would be okay... We managed to find 4 puppies in a short while with the aid of our torchlight. And still remaining the youngest one, we couldn't find it anywhere. My sister was about to give up to seek for it but I kept on running here and there around their nest... hoping that it would be alright.

Finally, god really blessed us a lot and I was able to find the youngest puppy under a small plant. It was shivering cold and if I gave up to seek for it just now, I think it would most probably be flooded by the water around it... Thanks God..

After all were being settled down, it was nearly 3am... Gosh, the rain was still carrying on.. I was extremely exhausted after the rescue action.

Guess what, during morning.. I was bothered by the conversation between my sister and my neighbours. Slightly, I could hear that most of the houses' in Guar Chempedak were damaged by this typhoon. Can't imagine how severe is that? Scroll down to view the photos...

Basically my neighbour's roof was collapsed by the big wind. And further going out to my town, Tenaga Nasional Berhad was damaged badly too, which resulted it couldn't operate like usual...

Phew, scary one... I personally experienced the power of natural disaster... It was really really terrifying and powerful.... Amitabha...

Dad's big day

2010-06-07T03:40:00.000-07:00

I suppose it has been years that we didn't really celebrate dad's birthday, well you know, a lot things occured in my family and caused we couldn't really take the chance to celebrate with him.

The celebration was held at a seafood restaurant located somewhere at Tambun, precisely organised by me. Really thanked to my sisters who booked the table earlier, else I think we had to wait quite some long time in order to get a table for us.

I can see he is quite happy with the celebration, felt funny when he blew the candles... he was kinda shy of blowing it.. HAHA

Upnext, natural disaster attacked my town! Stay tunned~

Wonder Boy in action!

2010-06-05T18:21:00.000-07:00

Went to Penang for our K session, this was the first time I had my K session with my hometown buddies. As usual, I acted like a noobie again since the atmosphere wasn't "high" enough~

There we go, Wonder Boy - Nobody!

I want nobody, nobody but you

I want nobody nobody but you~

"W" gesture = Wonder Boy!

The Lost

2010-06-04T13:08:00.000-07:00

Ever since the little blackie went lost yesterday, we were quite upset as we really liked her a lot. God damn, I have totally no idea who stole her actually....but really, the little blackie were too adorable and differentiated as compared with the rest. Just wish that her new "owner" would put 101% effort into taking care of it.

It was like a dilemma whereby once I heard the adult doggies and also the puppies were barking continuously... they would really make me worry. Currently is 4.17am, I'm awaked by their abnormally barked just now. From what I've observed from the scene, I assumed that the adult doggies' barking were kind of protecting the little puppies, whereas the littles one were trying to learn how their parents barked. As usual, they were too innocent and adorable...

There are 4 puppies, sleeping in front of my house currently due to the heavy rain. I truly hope that the another one would not be "M.I.A" again....Seriously, I am bothered ever since we found that the little blackie went lost...*Sobbing*

Amitabha to those little puppies, hope they can be growing up and healthy as always.

Puppies Love

2010-06-03T04:57:00.000-07:00

The puppies were born at the outside of my house. They are just adorable, aren't they? I think I really totally fall for them already.

Please feel free to visit my facebook to see more of their photos. :D

Silly but good idea

2010-06-01T09:45:00.000-07:00

Boarded bus and headed back to my hometown this morning. As usual, I normally bought the bus ticket on the spot and could instantly board the bus.

Coincidently, I boarded the bus which I lost my digital camera few months ago. All right, stop the crap and let's move forward.

Well this time I didn't drop my personal belongings on the bus anymore, but it wasn't far better than my previous experience. Gosh, the bus was horribly cold simply due to the cover of the air-conditioner was taken or perhaps was spoiled or maybe it was stolen (which I don't think so).

Worse still, my attires were damn casual one: t- shirt, short pants with sandals. I didn't bring jacket all this while and hence, the consequence.... I was freaking cold!

I was shivering cold in the bus, hoping someone could rescue me but at last, I rescued myself.

How?

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I requested rubbish from the foreign passenger who was sitting in front of me. At first he was really stunned and wondered why I requested rubbish from him. Eventually, he saw what I did and he smiled at me... giving me an expression of "Woah, you're briliant!" (Well, that's just what I'm guessing)

Another thing to mention, once I came out with this so called "good idea", the IBAB species who was also facing the same situation as mine also found that my idea actually worked! Consequently, she followed my step and then smiled at me, indicating that "Thanks a lot, I never thought of that good idea all this while. My brain was filled with najis all this while" (Well, that's still what I'm guessing only.. LMAO!)

And so, end of my story... nothing special actually and I really like to crap a lot... :D

Thursday Fever Night!

2010-05-28T02:29:00.000-07:00

Been wanting to go for clubbing all this while. I think the last time I visited to club was 5 years ago, when I was still living with the ghost fellows. I remember I was flirted by a sexy girl but then I didn't know how to handle her. Gosh~~ wasted!

Back to yesterday, I was ready for all possible flirtings~ regardless from girls or guys, don't care la!

The outcome, yup... wasn't what I'd expected for:- a fat lady was trying to rub her butts with mine when I was dancing. I never knew about it until my friends told me. LMAO!

4 of us, didn't really get the chance to have crush with others. Simply we had to look after one another due to the overcrowded in the club. It was like, 2 uncles and 2 aunties were "syiok sendiri" to shake themselves.

Finally, one of the aunties (surname starts with Liew) insisted to leave at around 2am as she wanted to sleep so much. And I could see the remainings (inclusive of myself) were kinda disappointing because it wasn't enough for us.

But thanked to her too, as we left earlier... else, I think I would probably collapse, just like our Mr Yap. haha~

A short one to describe him:
Talked in slow motion, kept on scolding me with sorta "D" words and "M" words (which he doesn't use to say all that). Well, his behaviour didn't really piss me off, instead I was amused by all his responses.. haha :D

And the consequences after clubbing, I found myself difficult to fall asleep at first and eventually I didn't sleep for whole night. After helping out my friend to move my table to his car, I was totally collapsed and been hibernating from morning till noon.

Yeah, I am lame chop~ tease me please, haha!

p/s: thank god that I didn't throw out this time eventhough I gotta feeling once. I don't wanna be the joke of the day, well... at least someone has become the one who we can tease at... Haha~

I wanna be superstar!

2010-05-26T03:41:00.000-07:00

Someday in somewhere, I will be a superstar! I wanna be as famous as I can!

Who cares of paparazzi? who cares of scandal? Who cares of bad commentaries?

I don't care, I just wanna be a superstar!

Too those who'd been critising me and ignoring me... that will be the time you have to pay for it!

I wanna be a superstar, I just need time to achieve my dream! Bring it on!!!!!!

Sei zai baos and sei lui baos, you wait and see la!

My dreams

2010-05-22T11:02:00.001-07:00

Was watching Glee episode 19 moment ago, well that episode was precisely talking about "Dream". And the dream of Artie in the drama impressed me a lot. Further, he had disability in walking but he hoped that he could be a dancer if his paralyzed legs could be healed. He knew that the possibility for him to stand up was actually zerolising, but he did have this dream!

And back to me again... how many dreams of mine had actually come true? I mean, plenty of them... I suppose...

I thought of being a model, but I'm just a 173cm-guy.

I thought of being a dancer, but I don't really move on and try to be.

I thought of being an actor, but it seems that being an actor has to go through a lot obstacles...

I thought of being a pop-singer, but it seems that kind of unrealistic... Like my cousin, who was an ex-singer in local music industry... Look at what he is doing now? An unknown permanent resident in United Kingdom.

Well, I have no idea what I want actually... the one that I'm doing currently is not what I was demanding all this while.

Alright, it seems impossible but I truly hope that when the time I wake up tomorrow. I could be what I've dreamt of!

*Dream of Little Dream of Me - Louis Armstrong*

XOXO

520

2010-05-20T09:31:00.001-07:00

Today is 20 May 2010. 520, in Chinese simply means that "I love you". Well I never realised today would have such a meaningful indication until I saw few friends in my facebook posted this sorta thingy.

Come to think of it, I think I never told someone wholeheartly that I love that person so much. All I had was just some puppy loves and also nasty loves. I haven't really fallen in love so deep before.

Low Huei Ping has Lee Mun Keong
Liew Ker Yin has Ah Bin
Lau Chiew Lian has Lim Eng Chuan
Chan Ngai Choong has Lee Pay Wey
Mah Vin Yam has Teh Lay Theng

Well, seeing my buddies' having their very own valentines, I begin to ask myself: Who do I have actually? I'm having myself all this while. I got myself messed up most of the time.

I ain't bad looking, my personalities aren't really bad... but what's wrong with me?

So sarcastic to say all that... sigh... I guess I'm starting to be envious again, LMAO!

So, how about you? Who loves you?

Age of Maturity

2010-05-16T09:05:00.001-07:00

IMG_3996, originally uploaded by sean14och.

Attended my hometown friend's wedding dinner yesterday night. This would be my first time attended the wedding ceremony of my closed friend. Also, this was my first time issued the red packet to my friend.

Gosh, can't deny that I'm getting older already. My friend was married already (same age with me)! And I don't even have a girlfriend now!

Come to think of that, we used to spend the joyful moment together when we were at younger ages... We joked around and teased one another.

Time flies.... perhaps we will have less chances to hang out already. Simply because she is officially becoming a "woman" from now on. I feel proud of her, yet I was kinda down... This is what we called "Life".

Our joyful moment was like a candle which was burning, it was bright and adorable. Gradually, the light of the candle was getting weaker and weaker and finally it went out.

When it went out... we have to light it up again. Just like our life, end of a story in our life indicates the beginning of another story in our life as well.

Cheer to the Just-Married-Girl~~ Ch'ng Miau Ying!

Does it matter?

2010-05-14T10:24:00.000-07:00

There is a phenomena since I stayed at my hometown last month until recently.

The fact is that: Those older generation especially the aunties knew that I'll be going to UK soon.

Reason: My mum has been assisted me to promote it ever since I told her:"Ma, I've graduated from TARC already. I can go UK liao."

I feel nothing actually, because it isn't a big deal that I can go to UK. But as you know, the mind set of the older generation perceive that those who are able to go oversea would be having better quality than anyone else.

Gradually, I started to feel proud of myself... but in a short while, they tended to ask a similiar question that making me actually not so proud of myself.

Their question:"There you go how MANY YEARS ah??"

I answered:"Errr... 3 months only la..."

Them:"Ohhhh......" (With sort of "cheeeehhhh" expression)

Okay la, as usual... I see you good, you see me good lor.... If you have adequate financial supporting, you can go there for years... as long as you are happy with it. But for me, 3 months already make me almost declaring myself as bankruptcy.

Counting down, less than 1 month from now to go UK. I'm not really exciting and keen to go there actually. Most of my friends were already preparing their stuffs already, but I never concerned about it...

Mr Ong, is your turn to enjoy this moment but you don't cherish it... Apalah....

Kampong Life?

2010-05-12T09:58:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I feel that KL life is much easier than the kampong life that I'm having now. My kampong, is getting complicating nowadays. Is not what I used to think that simple and relaxing kampong.

Had a gathering at Sungai Petani right after we shopped at Queensbay mall today. I thought it would be few people only, but I never expected that there was so many "kaki-kaki" who I wasn't familiar with. The kaki-kaki were inclusive of:

Rokok Kaki-s
Minum Kaki-s
DDLW Kaki-s
Chor Lor (a.k.a Rude in hokkien) Kaki-s

I mean, those were the people whom I never socialised with.... my gosh, but as my buddies were so keen to see them, I was forced to follow as well....

As I said, my Kampong life isn't simple though. From what I observed from their conversation as well as their activities... Oh gosh, allow me to use "sucks" to describe it.

Well you can say that I wasn't so into them. But allow me to ask you:

Would you teach your 3y.o kid on what is "prostitution"? Would you educate your kid that hotdog is "dick"?
Your wife and your kid were about to sleep already, but would you just simply say:"Don't care la, just let them sleep in the car... I want to chat now"
Will you treat your family as a joke, in term of treating your wife as a lifeless stuff and treating your son as a toy?

I was really sick of that... How could the guy do such immature actions. If you felt unlucky on yourself, why didn't you consider of the girl whom you married with? Don't you feel that you are setting her no freedom? Bastard's behaviour!

One more thing I realised, my so called "Kampong Life" is not that simple, in term of... the people here are getting sluttier. It is like a trend now, a guy who is in a relationship with a girl may have another girl engages with him simultaneously. I mean, what the hell are you thinking MAN? Is this to show your man power?! Seriously I'm really ashame of being a human-kind with a dick attached. It is really really sarcastic!

After today, I can make a conclusion: it would be a sure thing that I won't be staying at my Kampong after I've graduated. I'm not criticising badly on my own hometown, but seriously and honestly, this is not a suitable lifestyle for myself. I won't live happily here, really!

I am Chun Mo!

2010-05-10T05:36:00.000-07:00

Was barked by 3 dogs this morning as I intended to take a look at one of the bitches' new-born-puppies. I was shocked and eventually resulted me to do something stupid on myself.

Yosh, the towel hat... perhaps you have seen this kinda towel hat before, but do you know how to fold it out? haha~

No idea, I think my brain is having some technical problems currently.. People try their best to beautify themselves but I like to make myself to be weird or ugly one....

Please call me Chun Li's sister: Chun Mo (adopted from Jin Momo)

Kampung Ulu Sedaka

2010-05-06T08:57:00.000-07:00

I was bored currently, simply because I have nothing special to do. Hence, I thought of going somewhere which I used to go last time but it has been years I didn't visit there - Kampung Ulu Sedaka. (Also known as Sedaka)

When I was in form 2, I loved to go there by cycling. Well, the distance between my house to Sedaka is approximately 4.1km, which is not so far one. (Nona.net, n.a) I remember that time I visited there was because to meet a good friend of mine who was staying there. We would have our chit-chat session somewhere at there until the late of evening.

Sedaka, doesn't change much when I visited there yesterday. I really had an enjoyable and relaxing moment there. Well, I guess my KL friends would love this kinda place.

I miss the moment when I hanged out with my good friends, who used to be a gang.... cycled to Sedaka. Wow, I can't believe that it was 8 years ago... Gosh, I'm getting older already...

Black day?

2010-05-05T06:39:00.000-07:00

Yesterday morning, I was waken up by my mum. Well, I had to be driver recently ever since my sister involved in accident last week. Therefore, I had to drive to the damn Pantai Hospital again in order for my sister to visit her personal doctor again.

It was really a dull day because my role was just to be a full-time driver yesterday. From Sungai Petani, I drove to Autocity, then to my sister's company in order for her to submit her MCs and finally had to drive her to her house to take her stuffs.

I had a short nap as I was at my sister's house. After this, we decided to leave and head to Sungai Petani again to watch movie.

As I was driving out of the garden, I had a kind of weird feeling, in terms of there was something unusual on my car. I immediately voiced out:"I think I got to check the car for a while..."

Indeed, one of the tyres was blown out! At that moment, I was like... "oh gosh, how could this happen to me!" To be honest, it has been 5 years I got my driving license, and this was the first time I faced this situation. I really had no idea to change the back-up tyre eventhough last time I faced the same situation before when the time I sat my friend's car.

And thanked god that, not far from my sister's house, there was a workshop. My mum kept on repeating "Amitabha" for the sake that we were blessed. Yeah, we were really lucky, and I can't imagine if I didn't realise anything and just drove in the highway... what would be the consequence! I dare not to imagine!!! Finally my mum spent RM270 in order to replace a new tyre... Sigh!

And to check clearly on the flat tyre, we actually saw a steel-type stuff stuck in it. It was thick, man!

And I have no idea what's wrong on that day, it was just like a black day of ours... Guess what, whilst I was driving at highway, I accidentally ran over an iguana which suddenly crossed the road...

I could feel its bones were crashed by my car... ewwwwww~ Disgusting!

On the way, my mum suddenly voiced out: "Ya hor, you (pointed at my sister) haven't bathed by using the flower water hor?"

Ya pun hor, maybe my sister's bad luck still existing! Itu lah, we weren't doing well yesterday....

Believe it or not? I choose to believe in that.....

To Pantai Murni

2010-05-03T02:55:00.001-07:00

Pantai Murni 1, originally uploaded by sean14och.

It has been ages that I didn't visit Pantai Murni already. I think the last time I visited there should be the time when I was just graduated from secondary school.

A short brief about Pantai Murni:

Pantai Murni, which is located at Sg Yan Besar, Kedah. It takes about 20 minutes from my house to reach there. Well, so sarcastic one is that... the beach isn't as beautiful as you imagine... because the people there are "educated" to throw rubbish everywhere at Pantai Murni. Therefore, although it is a nice place to relax yourself, but then you for sure will be bothered by those dirty stuffs.

I reach there at 6pm yesterday, hoping to have a glimpse on the sunset. But finally, as my sister was afraid of the crowded "IBAB", therefore we left earlier to avoid any possible conflict.

Few photos I've captured... and amongst them, I like this photo the most... Hehe, I'm improving my photography skill now~~ ^.^

The Worst Situation

2010-04-29T11:04:00.000-07:00

That night, we were exhausted enough and started to fall asleep once we settled down ourselves. Perhaps I was too tired, therefore I slept quite tight one during that night.

Awhile later, I was bothered by someone's mumbling, not one person but few persons. I could feel someone was walking here and there beside me...I forced myself to wake up, eventhough I was still extremely sleepy... as I knew that something was wrong already.

I opened my eyes, youngest aunt was packing her stuffs, her expression looked nervous and panicked. Followed by this scene, I saw my another aunt sat still on her bed, seemed worried of something... apparently something was wrong to grandma already.

The scene was filled with the unease atmosphere... everyone's expression was the same kind - depressing and worrying one. I was trying to help them but nothing I could do for them... 3.15am, when I took out my mobile phone and it showed this crucial time...This time, my grandma was struggling a lot, she was struggling to make decision to stay or leave.....We all knew that she had a lot stuffs hadn't been settled, we all knew that she couldn't let go anyone of us...

I wanted to visit her for the very last time, but I was afraid... I didn't have the guts to look at her pale and motionless face, I couldn't accept as a truth that she would be leaving us soon.. Hence, I chose to stay in where I was staying currently instead of going to the Hospital. In a short while, my 2 aunties and one of my sisters rushed out without further delaying anymore...

I understood that we would need extra strength thereafter, and perhaps I chose to be optismistic... I had a tight slumber when the time I slept again... it was like, my grandma was calling us not to worry her...

My handphone rang during 7.15am, it was my sister who called me.

"Ah ma passed away during 6.15am..... at Teroi now..."

I took a long breathe, eventually I began to say a little prayer for her... "Amitabha"

Along the way from Penang to Kedah, we weren't in mood to chat more. We really hoped we could reach Teroi as soon as possible... we wanted to see my grandma very much.

My grandma was lying on the chair already, when the time we stepped in her house..."Namo Amitabha, Namo Amitabha...." The Buddhist melody kept on repeating and my relatives were following the melody and sang-along it...Well, this would be the only thing we could contribute to my grandma currently....

I could see my cousin was sobbing, I didn't know why.. I couldn't do that. Maybe all this while I was educated by my mother that we shouldn't be crying in front of the dead people... Wholeheartly, I worshipped for her, hoping her rest in peace in the so-called other world.....

The days before.....

2010-04-28T09:26:00.000-07:00

I couldn't have a proper slumber on that night, simply because my mind was filled with thousands' expression of my grandma. I just couldn't stop thinking of her during the night. I missed every moment I had with her when I was still a kid. No doubt to say, she took care of me a lot when the time I stayed in Pekan Teroi.

Later, we headed back to Island Hospital again. As usual, some of my relatives were already there to keep their eyes on my grandma. In that moment, it was quite apparent that my grandma was getting weaker and weaker as compared to the day before. We would like to be optimistic one, but the situation seemed to be pessimistic enough......

We couldn't do anything but just to say a little prayer for my grandma, hoping for miracles.... Some of us were already exhausting, as it had been few days that we didn't have a proper sleep. Amongst them, my mother was the one whom contributed and sacrified the most, ever since my grandma started to sickening.

I had a long conversation with my mother while we were sitting at the corridor... She illustrated the scene when my grandma was suffered by stroke all in sudden in that particular morning....

"I woke up at 6 this morning... then I went to exercise until 6.45...grandma was in deep sleep at that moment...15 minutes later, when I went in again, I saw grandma had the symptom of stroke. She behaved so awkward and she totally couldn't talk anymore...She was struggling for something, she tried to talk but nothing can actually come out from her mouth"

I could imagine how was the scene, my mother was extremely worried and nervous.

My mother took a short breathe and then continued again,

"I couldn't carry her, I don't have the strength.....Luckily Sin Yee (my cousin) came in time, we both carried her into Sin Yee's car..."

"Grandma was still in consciousness, she showed a gesture that her back was painful.."

"In hospital, my grandma was very excited....she was trying to say something but she failed...I tried to console her by urging that we would find the greatest doctor to her...Then the next day, she couldn't wake up anymore..."

My mother sighed for awhile, and she continued again...

"The doctor told us that, grandma's brain was damaged more than 50% already... there was only 30% of chances to get recovered again.."

My mother ended our conversation by telling me that she was exhausting. Indeed, she became thinner as compared with last time.... I didn't want to bother and just let her had a good rest....

During night time, we were waiting for my uncle's arrival... who were rushing back from Germany...It was saddening when my youngest aunt told my grandma to wait for my uncle... Even though my grandma was already in unconsciousness, but she could actually hear what my aunt told her. She started to sob.... seemed like indicating us that she was heavy-hearted to let go of her current life.

I had a bad feeling...the feeling told me that my grandma wouldn't be standing longer anymore....

Totally down

2010-04-27T10:14:00.000-07:00

It was 10.30 in the morning, someone called me while I was still sleeping. The first thing that came into my mind when I saw my sister's name appeared in my handphone screen - "Oh gosh, something's wrong~" Indeed, something was really wrong!

"Ah boy, please get ready yourself and bring more shirts, ah ma seems like in severe situation already!" My sister told me with a serious tone.

I was in panic mood at that moment, because according to my sister, my grandma's brain was damaged for more than 50% percent already. I really hoped that my grandma could get well but the current situation didn't really favourable. Hence, I worshipped wholeheartly in the hope of letting me to visit my grandma for the very last time, while she is still alive.....

We began our journey at 4 in the afternoon, I tried to ease my mood by playing my PSP... but the situation really bothered me a lot. I really hoped that all were just a joke whereby my grandma was actually awaking and very healthy one.....

Night time, we reached Penang. My mood was totally down when once I stepped in Island Hospital. The heartbeat of mine kept on increasing from time to time, it was like..... I had to sit for my exam... or pending for the release of my result....

The door of the lift opened, we walked out of it and tried to seek for the familiar faces... we saw our relatives who were standing outside one of the rooms. Their faces were all the same - depressing and serious. I quickly rushed in the room to look for my grandma.....

The scene really stunned me a lot when at first I saw my grandma, who was lying on the bed. I couldn't recognise her anymore as her face was extremely pale, her face figures changed a lot... which I totally couldn't accept it....Seeing her lying there motionless, with the mouth opened there... my tears burst out from my eyes instantly... It was really heartaching!

We tried to call her and talk to her, hoping that she could at least hear what we were talking. And once in a while, she was like giving us some indications and responses that she could actually hear what we were talking actually.

I was totally down at that moment... because few weeks ago...my grandma was still in ok-situation... but weeks after, she was already in unconsciousness.. I missed her suddenly.. I truly hoped that she could call me "ah boy" once again... but ... it was impossible already...

New Skill - Scar/Pimples removal

2010-04-19T21:33:00.001-07:00

I've learnt a new skill from pixlr.com yesterday night, which is to remove scar or pimples from the object (human). And perhaps my laptop isn't that good enough to support the graphical stuffs, therefore I spent most of my time to redo my works.

Finally, would like to thank Sue for being my experimental white mice, and really hope that she doesn't mind of that.

Before Edited

After Edited

Flickr

2010-04-19T21:27:00.001-07:00

This is a test post from , a fancy photo sharing thing.

Photo editor, I'm lovin' it!

2010-04-16T15:20:00.000-07:00

Lately, just got myself started to involve in photo-editing, which previously I had no idea how to make it. The reason was simply because I had a bad taste in those colouring stuffs. :P

Yesterday, I read a Chinese magazine which are designed for those secondary students. And so coincident was that, I found these few pages that were actually to introduce the websites which are for photo-editing.

Hence, without using photoshop, I could actually edit out the photos as per below. Well, still have ways to improve but somehow I like the outcomes so much!

Last but not least, I would like to share the websites I mentioned just now.....absolutely not requiring any installation, all work online!

www.pixlr.com (currently using)
www.splashup.com (haven't tried)
www.tugai.net (haven't tried)
www.pic.sdodo.com (haven't tried)
www.iephotoshop.com (tried but abit tedious)

I guess I'm starting to be addicted in "beautifying" my photos already. That's not really a good thing because my photos aren't that pure anymore.

Tahan, Ong Chin Han~ Tahan~ :S

Financial Recession

2010-04-13T11:01:00.000-07:00

My good-holiday-mood was bothered again! Darn it that my handphone that I've just used for less than 1 year is not functioning already!

Well, I should say... sometimes I do have kinda predictive power. Few days ago, I was attracted by my friend's new Iphone. And due to its high-tech facilities, I was amazed and eventually I voiced out something not really nice to listen (well, acted on behalf of my handphone).

I said:"oh my gosh, I think I'm going to change Iphone soon!"

I think my little handphone wasn't happy to hear it and then last 2 days, I couldn't switch it on anymore!

DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!

Apart from this,

I don't have much $$ left! Gosh, I hate to ask $$ from my dad... Sigh~

What to do? I'm lazy to find a job for myself mah~ Yoooooo~

That's it! Grrr!

Noobie's luck?

2010-04-09T08:17:00.000-07:00

Guess what, for these continuously 2 days, I got the chance to know two pro-level photographers from my facebook.

Well, I feel kinda excited because they are just like Brad Pitt and Tom Cruise in photography field! And proud to say that, I wasn't the one who added them but they added me in prior... Is this my luck ya? I'm soooo happy!

Steven Goh

28 years old

Was interviewed by Ai Fm regarding his outsanding photoshooting

Peter Tan

Age: Unknown (but he is also a scorpio)

Uncountable awards have been won by him!

Oh my gosh, it was just like a dream of mine that suddenly two superstars become my friends! And Steven was so kind enough that answered all my noob questions regarding DSLR... and I got his msn address! Yippie!

I am soooo exciting now! :D

Money Money, come back la!

2010-04-06T06:48:00.000-07:00

First time ever, I withdrew out such a big amount of cash (approximately RM 16k) in order for me to buy bankdraft that is precisely to pay for my University's tuition fees.

One word to describe my mood at that moment: STRESS

Hatiku berdebar-debar ketika berjalan dari CIMB Bank ke RHB Bank. Memang lah, takut tiba-tiba makhluk jahat akan merompak aku lah...

Why didn't I just request the bankdraft from CIMB Bank since my monies are all there? Simple, because it was offering a suck rate! Damn expensive lah~

And finally, I got my bankdraft and I hereby declare myself as bankruptcy... sigh, I really spent a lot for my upcoming UK study.

Well, I thought I was the one who would obtain the lowest rate... but...my friends told me that they got even lower rate than mine! Geramnya aku!!!!

Never mind then, once it is done, never regret!

Here I come, UK!!!!

Potential Sui Cha Poh

2010-04-03T01:48:00.000-07:00

Full Name: Lee Ruo Xuan
D.O.B: 28/11/2006
Gender: Female
Place of Birth: Alor Setar

She is 4 years old this year, guess what? She has admirers in her kindergarden already, the little boys are so keen to know her and be friend with her.

In another few years, I think a lot of bees will come after her... :D

My new baby

2010-04-01T05:41:00.000-07:00

Just got myself done a new tattoo yesterday, it is on my neck .

At least this time, I wasn't moody and I was in happy and exciting mood instead. The only I felt bad is that, I couldn't grab my chance to meet my beloved Bobo~ alright, I previous tattoo which was done by her wasn't that perfect... therefore I would rather choose a tattooist that is much more experienced than her. (sigh, sorry Bobo)

There she is, my new tattooist - Kinki, who starts her tattoo career since she was 18 years old. She was interviewed by a lot medias due to her amazing tattoo skill, as well as herself whose body is filled with bundles of tattoo. (You may view her in my facebook)

And here is my new tattoo:

If you can read mandarin words, center part is actually my surname or my family name. The outer layer of the tattoo is precisely a sun-shape tattoo. To further on, the sun represents us, the Ong siblings which consist of my 4 sisters, my brother and I. And the "Wang", indicating my daddy and mummy, who brought us here to the world!

I like this tattoo very much, well, it brings a lot meanings! Guess what, I would stop doing myself tattoo already... too soon for me to get another new one from now on... and if I do so, I think my mum will nag at me again... I think few years after la~

Hey There!

2010-03-23T20:09:00.001-07:00

It has been weeks that I haven't updated my blog. My weeks were interesting and fun!

Would like to inform you all that I'm officially graduated from TARC. Feel great that I need not to study at there anymore, but kinda missing the college life of mine.
On the same day, I went out with my buddies for celebration. From night to the next day, kinda joyful!
I'd been to Singapore for 5 days. This was the first time I went there and of cause this was my first time to take flight... I enjoyed the trip a lot although during the trip there were something disturbed us...

Well, recently the damn-Malaysia-Boleh-TMNET is not functioning well, which caused me kinda lazy to upload my photos here. Therefore, would appreciate that you will click my facebook icon on the left-hand side of the blog to view the photos that I've taken during these past weeks.

Upnext? Hmmmm, I think I'll back to the dull life again and I'll be moving back to Kedah this coming May.

Perhaps I'll do myself a new tattoo again before my day back to Kedah... Wait for my update ya.. XD

Cultures of Malaysia VS Japan

2010-03-11T18:22:00.000-08:00

Malaysia's culture, all this while I never realised how does it go. Until yesterday, when I was having Mcd alone at KLCC... suddenly it reminded me of something regarding our culture with others'

Taking Mcd as example,

Normally after we finished the meal, we would for sure put the plate and the rubbish on the table and eventually letting the cleaner to keep it away.

But I remember when I was still working in OCBC Bank, I saw a gang of Japanese had their lunch at Mcdonald too. After they finished their meal, they automatically kept away their rubbish and the plates... That stunned me! Because all this while I never did that!

Don't you think that our education, I mean in term of manner issue is having some problems? I personally think it is...

Maybe next time I would propose this idea to Mcdonald if I become the creative director of advertisement company. XD

Malaysia Boleh?

2010-03-11T00:17:00.000-08:00

Moment ago, I was in steam room after I'd done my work-out session. There were two guys, a Chinese and a Malay were having a conversation regarding Malaysia. Well, I didn't mean to eavesdrop, but t would be weird if I covered up my ears and tended not to listen to what they said.

Chinese: Hey, how's your business?

Malay: Just fine, going up and down... it is worse after Chinese New Year.

Chinese: I see... yeah, the economy still doesn't ok~ But other countries don't seem to have problem, they are doing fine.. you know I've been Hong Kong, Thailand, Singapore... even Indonesia, they seem to be ok.... Just Malaysia, everything is very quiet here. People in other countries still can buy lotsa expensive things...

Malay: Ya, Malaysia isn't ok now.. you know the economy in Indonesia is much better than Malaysia nowadays. Malaysia doesn't know how to manage their currency seriously.. a lot excuses given most of the time.

Chinese: Anyway, wish you do well ya.. got to go, it's getting hotter... See you.

Malay: Alrite....

Their conversation is kinda attractive for me, well, simply I'm a student who studied this kinda of economic stuffs. I personally agreed with what they mentioned... Malaysia is really in so-so situation now. One thing is that, the Government of the country is too protective towards the domestic car industry.. yeah, like you know:- Proton and Perodua. To remain the domestic car industry's competitiveness, the Government is likely to incur much higher tax to the buyers who want to purchase the foreign cars.

Likewise, the condition of Malaysia is getting worse due to the political issues. Well, I need not to mention the examples of these issues.. If I do, I'm afraid that I will be accused/charged by those what what association. Yeah, you know what I'm talking about! As the situation is getting severe, there would be for sure occurring capital flight, where the investors are no longer to conduct investments domestically. Instead, their capitals are likely to be flowed out from the country to other countries. Well a simple example is that, Malaysia citizens tend to find jobs in Singapore rather than in Malaysia because they perceive that they would get a better life in other countries.

Last month, my cousin offer me to go Australia to find a job there... if I'm willing, she will find me a job... Well, that's still in my consideration.. but however, I concern of my family too... because if I decide to go there, it would for sure I won't be home frequently.. Anyway, I'm still considering...

I am almost there

2010-03-10T06:18:00.000-08:00

Had my English test yesterday at KTAR, precisely a compulsory one before going to UK.

Well, my English isn't poor all this while, so I didn't really put my effort into revising the grammar or whatsoever English stuffs....

Well, I scored 32 out of 50 questions in MCQ section, nahhh.... I was poor! But that didn't really bother me, because it would be fine that I wasn't the bottomline. (Oops, sorry Miciao and Mahvin).

And finally, I got my offer letter from SHU, pending for my signature... as well as the one which I'm currently worried of - my coming result, which is really uncertainty one... I don't have much confidence actually.

5 more days, dead or alive? I truly hope I can go through this smoothy...

Additional story:

My second time to online purchase stuff. Yeah, this time is shoes... I just got it today and I really like my new shoes... Seems to be LALA but they are fashionable... Cool!

Who is she?

2010-03-05T04:20:00.000-08:00

Watching SNSD's new single - "Oh!". While I was enjoying their cute dance, suddenly saw a girl who looked familiar... felt like she is one of my friends. But I had no idea, perhaps I was so keen to have a pretty girl friend I think.

Then, I watched this MV all over again, meanwhile I was clicking my facebook and saw a new update from my friend. "Memories Etude", her profile picture suddenly stunned me for 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 seconds... (Perhaps XD).. I felt like, oh my gosh... I got an artist friend!

Don't believe? Scroll down and compare!

Jessica from Korea Female Group - SNSD

Stephanie Yong Tau Fu from my facebook friends list

Aren't they look alike? Oh gosh! How come? That Yong Taufu so rude one, why she looks alike with Jessica? Hahahahaa...

Happy lor, Yong Tau Fu?

B.B Cream In Action!

2010-03-02T06:01:00.000-08:00

Went to Mid Valley with my sister this noon, of course as usual we had our window shopping session there. We passed a shop which is known as "Women's the biggest map", eventually attracted my sister to go in there. Yup, if you watched Astro Channel 317, a.k.a TVBS, I suppose you know a show called "Nv Ren Wo Zui Da" hosted by Lan Xin Mei. Further, the shop is precisely opened by Kevin, whom actually emerged in this show.

Been hearing my friends mentioned of B.B.Cream, but what is that actually? It really makes me curious of it.. Finally today, I got the chance to actually experience the magical effect of this product.

And so sarcastic to say, I could only see the only product that is specially created for Men - "Men's Multi B.B Cream" in the entire shop. I grabbed the tester to have a try on it... magically, my left hand that was applied with the B.B cream seemed to be brightened and shinny.

Alright, according one of my friends who is pro in this, he told me B.B cream is consisting of several functions - foundation, sun block, oil control, covering the pimple scars and etc. At first I didn't really trust what he said, but I personally tried it... yeah, it worked like what he mentioned!

Therefore, I decided to buy one with RM49.90 and have a try on it... and this indicates that my first time to buy make-up. Well well, make up is not longer for women only, but for men as well!

Haha, people says I'm turning gay nowadays. But who cares? Who don't like to look nice? :D

Gay, does it matter?

2010-03-01T04:06:00.000-08:00

The sensitivity of today's topic is kinda high actually... since when one says he is a gay, I'm sure everyone will either give out a response of "Yaik" or "Woah"....

Seriously, does gay really a matter?

I have a few friends who are gay, or PLU (well, short form of People Like Us). For me, I personally think that they are okay to be friends with, nothing's wrong because they are also humans!

Well some of the straights, a.k.a those who are normal or who like girls, will definately ask the Gays to back off; simply because they feel the Gays are extremely abnormal and disgusting.

Why? Because of they are f*cking by using asshole?

I feel normal, because they are born to be like that... or perhaps they experienced something which caused them turned to be Gay.

And I have to be honest, currently I got a Gay friend who is quite closed with me... well, I don't have crush with him... just feel he is kinda easy-going guy. Yeah, he shared lots of his Gay stories with me, which I think quite interesting.

Yeah, I was doubted by my friends... whether I'm a gay or not. To clarify, I'm not up to that level yet. Well, perhaps some of my habits make me looks like a gay... what to do? That's my habits.

Asking me whether I'll be turning to be gay? Currently won't, but then in future I can't tell. Since I can accept any relationship when I feel it is right time to get started. LOL, so don't be surprised when in the future you see me kissing with a guy.. Haha, everything is possible!

Cheer to the Gays, because I personally think that they have extraordinary guts to admit that they are gays... Their bravery amazed me and sometimes I really admire them... erm, I'm not keen to chase after them of cause, just simply like them... in a way they respond to the publicity.

Oi, photographer!

2010-02-28T08:17:00.000-08:00

The last day of Chinese New Year, a.k.a Chap Goh Meh in Hokkien... is precisely known as Chinese Valentine Day... Regardless those who are in relationship or not, they will spend this day by throwing or picking the mandarin oranges to/from the river in the hope of finding their future beloved.

Alright, stop the crap... I guess I was totally unrelated with these kinda love love stuffs... Simply because I got no love~~

Thus, I spent my day by practicing my photoshooting skill at Pavilion area, right after I went to Fitness First.

Alrite, I admit that my skill isn't up to the level yet.. well, I spent most of my time by adjusting the damn freaking ISO, aperture and the shutter speed... Oh gosh, damn confusing la.. this combination...

Yeah, here are the outcomes of mine..... which I think they are just so-so only...

Thoughts? Well, I think they are extremely normal... normal compact camera also can perform laaa~~ I need confidence boosting la... T.T

Once upon a time

2010-02-26T23:58:00.000-08:00

Again, I got this inspiration when I was passing my motion in Fitness First toilet... and really, recalling it back, it made me laugh myself whilst I was putting my effort to "make" my chocolate cake... :D

Alright, a quick one...Back in 3 years ago, when I was still working in OCBC Bank.

I remember that day our department had a "makan-makan" session and it delayed our office hours which we for sure had to work over-time.

Well, none of us was daring to claim our over-time since we were just treated by the Head of Department. But then, someone... I had no idea whether she had a mentally disorder or.... she was desperate to earn extra income... She tried to claim the so-called "over-time".

In general, we had to fill in the purpose of working for over-time in the OT form. And guess what, this fellow really stunned me... There, how she filled in her OT form:

Purpose of OT: Makan-makan session from 5pm to 6.30pm, total OT hours: 1.5

*Stunned*, I'm wondering... treating her to eat was also part of her job scope?

Therefore, I was so evil enough until I reported this to my supervisor... Hehe, yeah I really hate her.. in a way of her attitude.. *Blek*

Kids vs Adults

2010-02-25T18:33:00.000-08:00

Wake up early in the morning, seriously I got nothing to do but just facing my lappy and simply browsing the websites...

When I was passing my motion, suddenly there was an inspiration that is for me to update my blog. Yeah, it's my thoughts of being a kid and also an adult.

Well precisely, I'm qualified to address myself as adult now... seriously I'm 23 this year, it's hard for me to deny it.. and ah, it has been years ago that I could address myself as "kid"

Being a kid:

TV Channels to be watched: Cartoon Network, Disney Channel
Choices of meal: Mcdonald, KFC or whatsoever fast foods
When secretly liked a girl: "Awww, I like her because she is cute"
Daily activities: Watch cartoon, do homeworks, nagged by mum, play digimons, hang out with friends
The biggest fear: Memorising the whole karangan that assigned by teacher every week. Subsequently, worried of kena rotan by the damn teacher in case the karangan test didn't pass.

But then, being an adult:

TV Channels to be watched: Not fixed, clicking every channel to see which one is interesting
Choices of meal: Anything nice or luxury will do...
When secretly liked a girl: "Woah, I like her smile, her body shape is wow! Eh, she got bf or not? Am I her type? Is she still a virgin?"
Daily activities: Still will watch cartoon but not frequent, no more homeworks, mum dares not to nag at me, go gym, and also watch porn! (Of cause not daily la...)
The biggest fear: Cannot graduate, no money to spend, no nice food to eat....

As a conclusion, I think being a kid is more relaxing.... Don't you think so? XD

Sky God Worshipping

2010-02-23T03:41:00.000-08:00

Sky God Worshipping, also known as "Bai Thee Gong" in Hokkien, usually held on the 9th day of Chinese New Year. Precisely, this ceremony is specially for the Hokkiens but then it doesn't prohibit others to join this event la~ :) Well, originally, this event is to celebrate the end of world war... well I think it should be the second world war, if I'm not mistaken. Further, during the war, with the assistance of those sugar canes, the Hokkiens were able to hide themselves without the noticing of the enemies ( I think is the Japanese soldiers). Subsequently, the war was ended at the 9th day of Chinese New Year. Thereafter, as an appreciation to the contribution of these sugar canes,every Hokkien's family will celebrate this big event by sticking up 2 sugar canes on the left and right hand side of the sacrifices.

With that, this year I grabbed the chance to spend such a big day of Hokkien. Well, simply because I don't have to rush back to KL anymore. And I felt great that I could spend it with my beloved family.

The kids in my house are growing up gradually and they also have the chance to celebrate this event. Yeah, they were enjoying it because they could play all those fireworks... running here and there. Us, as adults who suffered.... simply because we had to keep our eyes on them as they were playing dangerous stuffs...

It was 12am, the worshipping began. We started to pray to the "Sky God"... and here are the kids... each of them had different hopes.... created by us~

Zhi Yang: Bless me grow up fast fast, don't be lazy worm, always do homeworks (Yeah, he doesn't like to do homeworks)

Hao Yang: Bless me grow fatter, don't so naughty (He is the monkey in our house and he is extremely naughty)

Jie Xiang: Bless me become thinner, don't be so fat... (Well, he is 9y.o only but having 40++kg now, can't imagine few years after, how will he look like...)

Jie Yun: Bless me not to be quiet, must talk more. (She doesn't like to talk, even was locked in toilet... she didn't shout us to open the door until I intended to pee and only realised she was locked inside the toilet)

Ruo Xuan: Bless me grow up fast fast, don't challenge teachers anymore, don't simply beat people and don't simply scold people.. (Yeah, she is a chili padi)

Moment later, all were preparing to "contribute" the golden stuffs to the Sky Gold, as an appreciation to the Sky God for blessing us throughout the year...

-End of the story-

Guess what, I'll be going back to KL tomorrow. See ya my KL pals... :)

To Nobody

2010-02-17T09:56:00.000-08:00

Dear Nobody:

Happy Chinese New Year, hope you are enjoying for it.

Well for myself, I thought I would have been enjoying this moment. But then, it is not. There were a lot unforseen circumstances occurred in my place.

A friend of mine passed away few days ago due to the car accident. He wasn't closed with me anyway, but I still feel upset regarding this disaster. Seeing her mum cried like nobody... it was really make my heart aching.

I was de-motivated after all. Simply due to the disturbance of this incident. And it stimulated my feeling on how short our life is....

Pal,
I feel guilty. I couldn't control my temper when facing the kids in my house. Yeah, they pissed me off and I shouted at them once again.

I should have been more appreciating what I'm having now, instead of hating them...I really owe them my apology....

I wholeheartly hope that I can be more rational on what I intend to do.... I don't want any regret, guilty and upset anymore........

Last but not least, may the friend of mine rest in peace..

Best Regard,
JiN

Family Outing

2010-02-08T23:38:00.000-08:00

8 in the morning, I was still snoring. "Bang Bang Bang", I heard someone knocked my door.. reluctantly I woke up and opened my door... "Ah boyyy, Papa wanted us to have breakfast at Dim Sum restaurant wei!" my mum shouted at me meanwhile she tried to wake my brother up in other room.

I was still sleepy, but what to do? King's order, nobody dared not to disobey it... Therefore, prepared ourselves and went to the Dim Sum restaurant located at Sungai Petani.

Well, since we were already at Sungai Petani, therefore I suggested to go Penang Island since it is not that far away from Sungai Petani. And my brother was too good enough on that day and agreed to be our driver. Precisely, I was thinking to drive there, together with my mum only, but since he offered us his service, so we just accepted it... :)

I was thinking to go Penang Times Square, but then due to we were not familiar with the Penang roads.. so my brother gave up and subsequently we went to Queensbay for our window shopping. My mum didn't really like to shop at there, simply because she perceived that the things sold there were extraordinary expensive. Yeah, don't forget that she is already an auntie who likes to compare price... further, in marketing term... this is what we called "price-sensitive-customer".

There, I decided to buy myself a new camera... you may say me rich or whatsoever. But then, I've foregone my savings for my UK trip to buy this camera - DSLR. Yeah, like my friend told me... no regret after decided to buy something, instead just fully utilised it.

In between, something bad occured while we were leaving Queensbay. Our car was blocked by a Kancil that caused us in difficulty to drive out. After putting so much effort into moving out our car, my brother was already pissed off. Guess what, he smashed the kancil... pulled the wiper and splitted it into two. My mum and I were stunned by all these... and I quickly stopped my brother and pulling him back to our car... It was really really scary la dude if you were in the scene! Moral of the story: Park your car wisely, else you will end up like this..

As my mum urged us to go back to Sungai Petani to buy CNY stuffs... therefore we headed back to Kedah moment later after I'd bought my new camera. We went to the newly-opened Tesco... My mum nagged again for the pricing of the stuffs, as well as the adequancy of the stuffs in the supermarket. But at last, we still bought a lot stuffs from there... 30 big bottles of beverage, and bla bla bla all those CNY stuffs.

Finally, we reached home at approximately 6 in the evening. I was damn exhausting and my brother started to fall asleep once he laid on the sofa.... Anyway, it was a nice family outing and it would be perfect one if there was no "reindeer" to rule our happy mood. (Wondering how the owner's feeling when he/she saw his/her beloved "reindeer" was damaged...) My apology to you la, sorry for my brother's reckless... really sorry, but please be rational next time when you park your car ya... :)

CNY decorations in Queensbay Mall

CNY stuffs bought from Tesco

My new camera - Moving to the career of cameraman :)

Confession of a Broken Heart

2010-02-06T20:29:00.000-08:00

I should have a happy mood by now, since I'd just arrived my hometown yesterday.

But then, something has affected my good mood..

Well,

I'd accidentally dropped my precious digital camera in the bus where I was heading back to Kedah yesteday. I was so so so careless! Just feel bad on myself seriously!

I know I was extremely careless, but I didn't want it to be happened... I also know that such a big size camera, still I could make it lost... Really speechless on myself...

This also indicated that I shoudn't take bags that are more than two at the same time... simply because I would make myself in "kelam kabut" situation...

What to do? Just have to think positively.. Old doesn't go, new won't come... Just bear with it loh...

*sigh* Sad nia...

Change, Changing, Changed

2010-02-04T05:02:00.000-08:00

Just got myself done with a brand new hairstyle as well as hair colour. Yup, costed alot and my head skin can be assumed that fully damaged! But then, the final result is quite acceptable. Hehe... you can click my facebook profile to view my latest hairstyle. :)

And talk about today, went to visit my ex-colleagues. Yup, finally I could eat the tomyam noodles again. Well, it has been years I didn't eat for it since I'd left OCBC Bank. As usual the noodles is damn delicious and super duper spicy.

Well, of course.... I felt good to see back my ex-colleagues, regardless CAP-BAU or FPS... It made me happy when I saw so many of them who I used to mix around with back in my working life. The department indeed has changed alot... the financial recession has basically been the main reason behind that. A lot people have been transferred out to other departments and same still remain in this department... but not many.

I feel good that I still could meet back my Settlement gang... at least they are still there. As usual, we like to tease each others... hehe... I felt great also to see Mun Pick mama... since she is just like my another mother, who had been taking care of me last time.

Time really changes a lot things. They said I've changed a lot.. but I felt nothing... instead, I'm still Ong Chin Han. This is a truth~ :)

I'm happy, how about you?

2010-01-30T05:52:00.000-08:00

Been very relaxing these few days, eventhough my toothache still hasn't fully recovered. But who cares? Let's switch on the mode of Holiday Mood!

Finally, I got the chance to watch the Malaysia's First Chinese New Year Movie - "Tiger, Woohoo!" Yeah, I like the story so much... simply because it is purely made by Malaysian and it suited Malaysians' taste alot... well, I personally have such opinion and how about you?

Also, we went to Genting at the same day... during night time. Special credit to Yew Fei as I know that he was extremely exhausted for being our personal driver. Thanks alot, Fei Fei... :)
I really like the atmosphere at Genting.. it is filled with the Chinese New Year feeling. Seriously, I was very very happy because I could spend my time with my buddies. Really appreciating that they all were willing to accompany me... well of cause, I did accompany them back. XD

Yup, like I said... will be buying laptop very very soon! Pending for Auntie Lim to come back then I'll get my brand new laptop... And for sure, I'm going to enjoy this coming Chinese New Year! Stay tunned for my new update ya... Cheer and Chill ! :D