It has been ages that I did not update anything right here. Well, today the emotional feeling of mine has actually brought me here. Neither I am happy nor I am sad, but it is kind of like sentimental throughout the whole day today.
What is actually on my mind is that, "different people come in and go out from your life from time to time, on and off. " Don't you actually agree with that? Picture this, a new person (regardless new family members or new friends) comes in your life, you need time to get to know the person, after a while of knowing, you are getting closer to the person (well, if you both are clicked), then after a time of period, due to some factors, they tend to leave you. This is like a life cycle: born, grow, death and then reborn.
A good friend of mine just left Malaysia and go to UK to further his studies for half a year. Well, it is not forever of cause, but it is still hard feeling. Meanwhile, today my housemate moved out as well. Although I wasn't really closed with him, but anyhow we used to talk, share and laughed together for the past a year. In these two days in a roll, I have two persons actually "went out" of my life. I wouldn't say it is forever, but still my life will be changed after this... well, I assume these leaving of these two fellows will not bring any big impact to my current life ya..
But how if someone who goes out from your life is as in "forever"? How do you feel? Well, for today as well, my friend's aunty passed away due to illness too. It is somehow pathetic that the family members will not be able to meet her anymore. This has actually made me to recall back 2 years ago, when my grandma passed away too. It is like, two months ago, you were still chatting with her, she could talk properly, and two months later, she was in coma, lied on the bed in the wad, getting leaner and skinnier, and then the subsequent day she ended her life all in sudden. Well I remember that time when my grandma just passed away, all I would think of was the gathering during Chinese New Year. It would for sure a little bit weird without the existense of my grandma. Yup, indeed...I still felt weird for the past 2 years of our CNY gathering. We were no longer going to the old kampong house anymore but we were gathered at my aunt's house. Well I seriously think that we will not go to the old kampong house anymore as our only reason to go there has already gone away, it will never be the same anymore.
Think of writing more, but you see, when you are getting older, in addition that you have not written essay for such a long time... you are actually kind of lazy to write more, as well my English command is not that good anymore... haha...
So I shall stop and perhaps I'll update on my new challenge of my life or maybe my new achievement!
I AM GOING TO A GROUP EXERCISE INSTRUCTOR! well, I am a trainee now only, but I wish I can be instructor soon... this is what I like!
See ya around soon!
XOXO
Saturday, June 30, 2012
Thursday, January 26, 2012
我的外甥
阿智，我们王家第三代的老大，眨眼间，今年是他的第一轮了。
阿智，是我众多外甥和外甥女中感情最深的一个。因为在他还是幼儿时，我大部分时间都是和他一起度过，因为得帮阿妈照顾他的。（p/s：我姐因为要继续她的大学深造而把阿智寄放在我们老家。）
今年已是十二岁的他，坦白说，比当时十二岁的我成熟很多。连我妈和我姐都对他赞不绝口，说他是家里的好帮手，打理家里的小事物。
我姐也曾对我说，阿智很懂事，每每学校假日都会起个早身，陪他爸爸去早市批发鸡只。我姐说，阿智逐渐知道父母赚钱的辛苦了，真的很懂事。那像当时的我，为了个数码宝贝战斗机而演变成家里的小偷，偷拿我阿爸和阿妈的钱。好不孝哦~~~ *惭愧-ing*
阿智也很贴心，很为人着想。就把今天打个比喻：
我当时在洗澡，听到冲冲的步伐跑进了厕所，原来是阿智，然后他对我说：
“小舅，你快点冲好凉！我要lao sai了！”
“Har，你lao sai 管我什么事，你要用冲凉房lao sai咩？去用后面的冲凉房啦！”我喊道。
“没有啦，我怕我的粪味很臭，会飞去你那边啦，怕臭到你咯~”
我一时间无语了，觉得阿智真的长大了。不再是当时我手里怀抱着的小娃娃了。虽然不是什么大贡献，不过还是觉得很窝心。
姐夫和二姐的教养，hmmm....还不错下啦。有着一个稳重的长子。
XOXO
阿智，是我众多外甥和外甥女中感情最深的一个。因为在他还是幼儿时，我大部分时间都是和他一起度过，因为得帮阿妈照顾他的。（p/s：我姐因为要继续她的大学深造而把阿智寄放在我们老家。）
今年已是十二岁的他，坦白说，比当时十二岁的我成熟很多。连我妈和我姐都对他赞不绝口，说他是家里的好帮手，打理家里的小事物。
我姐也曾对我说，阿智很懂事，每每学校假日都会起个早身，陪他爸爸去早市批发鸡只。我姐说，阿智逐渐知道父母赚钱的辛苦了，真的很懂事。那像当时的我，为了个数码宝贝战斗机而演变成家里的小偷，偷拿我阿爸和阿妈的钱。好不孝哦~~~ *惭愧-ing*
阿智也很贴心，很为人着想。就把今天打个比喻：
我当时在洗澡，听到冲冲的步伐跑进了厕所，原来是阿智，然后他对我说：
“小舅，你快点冲好凉！我要lao sai了！”
“Har，你lao sai 管我什么事，你要用冲凉房lao sai咩？去用后面的冲凉房啦！”我喊道。
“没有啦，我怕我的粪味很臭，会飞去你那边啦，怕臭到你咯~”
我一时间无语了，觉得阿智真的长大了。不再是当时我手里怀抱着的小娃娃了。虽然不是什么大贡献，不过还是觉得很窝心。
姐夫和二姐的教养，hmmm....还不错下啦。有着一个稳重的长子。
XOXO
Monday, January 2, 2012
It's a brand new start again!
The second day of 2012, hurray! Well actually I'm currently not that exciting.
You know when years go by, and when you are getting older, you start to think indifferently in a way that you prefer something simpler, something that is more to normal, or perhaps I should say...to be low profile.
Day before the new year, I was with the one at Pavilion for our countdown, of cause we were excited about that. But come to think of that, the cheering and shouting of mine were all not coming out wholeheartedly. Perhaps it was too packed with the crowd which resulted me not really into the so-called count-down party night.
2012, I'm at the 25 already. Gosh, last time at this age, my sister was getting married and months later she delivered my eldest nephew. But me, at this age? I'm still struggling here and there, still yet to be mature enough to do crucial decisions. I guess the main reason is that I am the youngest amongst my family, which caused me to be slightly "incapable" as compared with the rest of my siblings.
Over the year of 2011, I did not achieve any big dreams of mine, everything were just normal, weren't that bad. It was somehow a crucial year of mine since I've made a crucial decision. Well I thought I would be regretting to have this kinda life at first but when time goes by, I realised that I'm wanting it so much, can't live without it anymore.... hmmm....
Nothing much to further crapping already, here is my resolutions for 2012.
You know when years go by, and when you are getting older, you start to think indifferently in a way that you prefer something simpler, something that is more to normal, or perhaps I should say...to be low profile.
Day before the new year, I was with the one at Pavilion for our countdown, of cause we were excited about that. But come to think of that, the cheering and shouting of mine were all not coming out wholeheartedly. Perhaps it was too packed with the crowd which resulted me not really into the so-called count-down party night.
2012, I'm at the 25 already. Gosh, last time at this age, my sister was getting married and months later she delivered my eldest nephew. But me, at this age? I'm still struggling here and there, still yet to be mature enough to do crucial decisions. I guess the main reason is that I am the youngest amongst my family, which caused me to be slightly "incapable" as compared with the rest of my siblings.
Over the year of 2011, I did not achieve any big dreams of mine, everything were just normal, weren't that bad. It was somehow a crucial year of mine since I've made a crucial decision. Well I thought I would be regretting to have this kinda life at first but when time goes by, I realised that I'm wanting it so much, can't live without it anymore.... hmmm....
Nothing much to further crapping already, here is my resolutions for 2012.
- To be bodystep instructor (my top list currently!)
- To get a better pay and desirable job
- Learn Japanese
- Buy a house in PJ area
- Further study Master Degree
- To improve my photography skill
- To gain weight to at least 65kg
- To be more muscular
- Knowing more good faithfully friends
- Always make good and correct decisions
Alright, I don't hope come true.... just let them come naturally lah~ :)
Happy New Year to all once again!!!
Monday, November 28, 2011
Being a runner
I joined the variety of runs since 2009, dare not to say myself is a pro-runner, yet it is so soon that I'm a runner for almost 2 years.
Not as many runs as others that I've joined, but this year is another new achievement of mine. Yesterday just finished my final run of the year - Nike Run: We Run KL 2011. It was just a 10-km run but then it means alot to me as for the first time, the one joined me for the run. Really grateful that the one literally supported me.
Still ways to go to be a tough runner, still need to improve myself regardless physically or mentally. Seriously need to train harder and tougher to run better next year!
Alright, time to show off my achievements. LOL, proudly present my finisher medals and gift. Well, what I've gotten for my Nike Run is interesting - A 1GB Pendrive with shoe outlook. LOL, that is so cute!
Not as many runs as others that I've joined, but this year is another new achievement of mine. Yesterday just finished my final run of the year - Nike Run: We Run KL 2011. It was just a 10-km run but then it means alot to me as for the first time, the one joined me for the run. Really grateful that the one literally supported me.
Still ways to go to be a tough runner, still need to improve myself regardless physically or mentally. Seriously need to train harder and tougher to run better next year!
Alright, time to show off my achievements. LOL, proudly present my finisher medals and gift. Well, what I've gotten for my Nike Run is interesting - A 1GB Pendrive with shoe outlook. LOL, that is so cute!
What can I say? 2011 runs finished! Waiting for 2012's upcoming runs~!
All the best to all of the runners... !
XOXO~
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Loser?
A black day of mine, I never felt so bad before, after I've been working in here for almost 10 months.
I was framed, yet I couldn't prove I did not do wrong. These freaking damn people were so wicked!
No doubt I'm a loser of the day, failed my CCP exam... got framed and blamed by some irrational fellows.
I just messed up the whole situation, I couldn't curb with it. I'm somemore still too new and too innocent to deal with people... or should I say, some evils..
Being vengeful isn't a good solution though, but somehow I'm going to "clear" this mess if I could! I really hope I could prove my innocent. I really hate people frame me.
Really thanked my team leader for helping me to solve the so-called "problem". If she wasn't there, I think I'm still thinking the solution... Darn!
I'm too weak.... seriously and honestly......
I was framed, yet I couldn't prove I did not do wrong. These freaking damn people were so wicked!
No doubt I'm a loser of the day, failed my CCP exam... got framed and blamed by some irrational fellows.
I just messed up the whole situation, I couldn't curb with it. I'm somemore still too new and too innocent to deal with people... or should I say, some evils..
Being vengeful isn't a good solution though, but somehow I'm going to "clear" this mess if I could! I really hope I could prove my innocent. I really hate people frame me.
Really thanked my team leader for helping me to solve the so-called "problem". If she wasn't there, I think I'm still thinking the solution... Darn!
I'm too weak.... seriously and honestly......
Sunday, September 11, 2011
Which is my right path?
It has been ages I didn't update my blog. Here I am again today, after struggling for my examination preparation for the past few weeks.
My examination was held on yesterday morning, which I suppose it should be addressed as "disaster" of mine, to be exact... a big "negligence" of mine. Alot I've been studied and revised over and over and over for uncountable times, yet ended up choosing the wrong answers! I seriously srewed up this time. Yup, certainly..... my result ... would be ..... *sigh*~
My mood isn't good these two days after the damn exam. I have no idea.... yet, thank to the one who always cheer me up when I was down... I really appreciate that.
The demotivated mood of mine suddenly raised up another query: "Am I in the right track now?" I've been thinking few times today, regardless during gym, on the way back to my house and even sat infront of my computer. I even checked out few colleges' websites for the intention of exploring, learning and studying a new field.
People used to say:"Just go for the one you are keen to..." Yup it might be as simple as people say, but when comes to the time to execute it..most of the time, most of them are reluctant to face it. My question now is that, am I brave enough to embrace my own dream?
Few weeks back, two fitness instructors of mine simultaneously asked to join the instructor program. Yet due to the exam, I precisely let go this good opportunity to explore a new field. I'm interested on it actually, yet I'm doubting whether this potential career is suitable for me. Again, another "question mark" for myself.
I am 24 this year, people used to say I am young. But come to think of it again, I'm not really that young. Wondering how many opportunities I've forgone, wondering how many opportunities yet to be obtained. I really no idea...
Gosh, resting for almost 5 days... going to be back to the reality again tomorrow.... quite demotivating somehow. Feel like tendering a resignation letter to my team leader tomorrow. LMAO! (Don't be too serious of my words, I'm still financially poor to do so.)
XOXO
My examination was held on yesterday morning, which I suppose it should be addressed as "disaster" of mine, to be exact... a big "negligence" of mine. Alot I've been studied and revised over and over and over for uncountable times, yet ended up choosing the wrong answers! I seriously srewed up this time. Yup, certainly..... my result ... would be ..... *sigh*~
My mood isn't good these two days after the damn exam. I have no idea.... yet, thank to the one who always cheer me up when I was down... I really appreciate that.
The demotivated mood of mine suddenly raised up another query: "Am I in the right track now?" I've been thinking few times today, regardless during gym, on the way back to my house and even sat infront of my computer. I even checked out few colleges' websites for the intention of exploring, learning and studying a new field.
People used to say:"Just go for the one you are keen to..." Yup it might be as simple as people say, but when comes to the time to execute it..most of the time, most of them are reluctant to face it. My question now is that, am I brave enough to embrace my own dream?
Few weeks back, two fitness instructors of mine simultaneously asked to join the instructor program. Yet due to the exam, I precisely let go this good opportunity to explore a new field. I'm interested on it actually, yet I'm doubting whether this potential career is suitable for me. Again, another "question mark" for myself.
I am 24 this year, people used to say I am young. But come to think of it again, I'm not really that young. Wondering how many opportunities I've forgone, wondering how many opportunities yet to be obtained. I really no idea...
Gosh, resting for almost 5 days... going to be back to the reality again tomorrow.... quite demotivating somehow. Feel like tendering a resignation letter to my team leader tomorrow. LMAO! (Don't be too serious of my words, I'm still financially poor to do so.)
XOXO
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
New Achievement
I guess I am not too slow to update this recent activity, well well.... I got myself a new achievement back in 3 days ago.
Remember a year ago, I mentioned in my post that I would be taking the challenge of joining half marathon if I had my adequate training, yup.... I've actually taken up this challenge days ago.
I'm not really satisfied with my result precisely, yet I was able to complete the whole run. It was tough actually, I suffered a lot regardless physically or mentally. But like someone (who joined full marathon) replied on his facebook when his mate queried him his placing in the marathon:
"Joining marathon is not about placing, but it is about the completion."
I like his answer alot, I did feel good when the time I stepped in the finish point. Although I took longer time to finish the whole run yet I appreciated the whole process of my running.
My first half-marathon - Standard Chartered Half Marathon, I spent 2 hours 45 minutes to finish the whole run. Perhaps I could do better next year if I train myself properly..
Remember a year ago, I mentioned in my post that I would be taking the challenge of joining half marathon if I had my adequate training, yup.... I've actually taken up this challenge days ago.
I'm not really satisfied with my result precisely, yet I was able to complete the whole run. It was tough actually, I suffered a lot regardless physically or mentally. But like someone (who joined full marathon) replied on his facebook when his mate queried him his placing in the marathon:
"Joining marathon is not about placing, but it is about the completion."
I like his answer alot, I did feel good when the time I stepped in the finish point. Although I took longer time to finish the whole run yet I appreciated the whole process of my running.
My first half-marathon - Standard Chartered Half Marathon, I spent 2 hours 45 minutes to finish the whole run. Perhaps I could do better next year if I train myself properly..
Once again, a bundle of thanks to my mates, family, colleagues and the one who supported me before, during and after the run. You guys really boosted up my confidence a lot. I never thought I might complete the whole 21km.
Of cause, I promise myself to perform better in next Standard Chartered Marathon or perhaps other runs held by other organisations....
XOXO
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