不哭了

还是想着你，虽然不再爱了。
告诉自己，不再哭了。
让时间冲淡一切吧
我想，我可以的。
加油吧，JiN。

What will I be?

Days pass by, time's clicking.

I am eagerly waiting for the good news that can start off my new life. Yes, a new job which I have keen for long.

The company that I am so keen to join is now pending for some confirmations from higher management, which the result is uncertainly unknown. I have another interview on next Saturday, which I am very no confident to attend, because I don't know what kind of questions that the interviewer will shoot me again.

Life's suck, I just hope I have the opportunity to regain back what I've misplaced last time, which I've recklessly dropped it.

I am tired of this "nothing to do" life and I need to make myself busy, I need a job, I need career, I need money!


Gosh...

The pressure, is really indescribable... I just want to go back my normal simple life... no more drama, just a job, without the disturbance of so-called "drama lover" anymore.

God bless me please, Amitabha... I am waiting for the good news... still waiting..