My Dream

Been abandoning my site for quite sometime already...Well, I'm not as busy as you might think...just simply lazy to update my blog recently..

Yeah, finally I have a topic for me to write already...

I would like to ask, have you ever dreamt of something? May it be you are becoming a pop star..or you are becoming a millionaire? Or whatsoever that you are so keen to own it...

To begin, precisely I wasn't born to be a runner..since I was small, when talk about running competition...I was sure be the one who would for sure be excluded in this kinda competition, well as I said.... I wasn't born to be a runner.

Therefore, my so-called another dream... is actually to be runner, regardless to be a speedy one or long-lasting one....I have no idea why..I like the feeling of running but meanwhile I hate this kinda of feeling too. I really can't describe it through here regarding how I like it...but I can tell why I don't like to run... simply because I found that running is tiring one...

Talk about my own body condition, I used to have minor asthma when I was young... well, it still tended to approach to me sometimes when I caught with flu and cough....Therefore, for most of the time I wasn't so keen to have my running activity.

A month ago, it was a coindence that I saw some sort of marathon photos from my facebook (well uploaded by my friends or whoever la, I can't really remember how I saw the photos). All in sudden, I decided to take part any marathon that would be held in the near future.

Bundles of thank to Yih Chia, for introducing me this contest - Malakoff Marathon... precisely held by Pacesetters. Really appreciate for his contribution, else I would have a chance to join the marathon.

Counting down to the exact date of the contest, I left about 20 over days to prepare... Yeah, abit rushing for me, especially I wasn't used to have long running before... It was really a hard time for me to train myself since I was so noob to take part in the longest distance (12km) in that particular marathon. (Chinese Idiom says: Never considered of own capability)

For these 3 weeks, I forced myself to run as long as I could, as fast as I could and trying to be as tough as I could...I really really put my effort into training myself...But perhaps I wasn't a potential runner, therefore most of the time I had varies of difficulties to overcome...

Thought of giving up before...but I got encouragements from all of my friends who knew that I participated in this contest....Thanks for your confidence boosting ya!

Weeks later, there it was...the exact date of Marathon....I couldn't sleep for whole night, simply because I was too excited... This was my first time to take part in such a big contest... Thousands over people there...I suppose they had a homogeneous dream with mine, perhaps...

The race began, and I tried my best to run the whole route....well, although it wasn't my best effort..but finally I could finish the 12km.... It's so unbelievable! It was just like a dream...I never thought I could be categorised as "Marathoner" too...like the host said.."Well done, all marathoners...you've done a great job"... Yeah, my heart felt kinda sweet when heard of these few words... The sweetest moment I had for that day, especially when the time I received the finisher medal..yeah, my first running medal for these 22 years....Well, you might think that the medal is worthless for you..but it is worthy for me...since I've been putting my hardwork in order to gain it!

Well, 12km of the Marathon distance isn't a big deal for anyone else I think....but for me, it is a crucial one...in terms of beautifying my dream to be a runner. Somehow, my dream doesn't really come true...as I am aiming for longer distance... 21km....42km..... It won't be now but in the near future.... Yup, I will still keep on forcing myself to improve....

Last but not least, special thanks to those who had been assisting me to the achieving of my dream... Ya, realy realy thank you.... Yew Fei, Mahvin and Chii Yang... Really mafan you all alot ya....

Enjoy the photos ya~

Live and Life

Our lecture was cancelled this afternoon, because of some unforseen circumstances. Notified by our course rep. moment later, well, our lecturer's father passed away today.


Well, it would for sure a pain for our lecturer....and for me, sighed for such a cruel fact. Life is really really short.


We will never know when our life will be ended, but before it is so.... just do something you wish to do...don't just plan but never carried out.


Live your life in a better way with no regret, embrace your dreams...make it to be realistic.


I'm aware of this recently and I started to try my best to "realise" my dreams, one by one...time to time...


People there, start to realise your own dreams and don't delay it again.... It doesn't matter whether you can fulfill it but then as long as you are trying to achieve your dream....


Good luck to you all~ All the best

Birthday Eve

It was so soon that my 22th birthday has passed for 2 days already.

The day before my birthday, as Michelle didn't know how to go to the temple near the Petaling street, so I played the role as her "Road leader", leading her to there...for the purpose of praying for her sister who is going to sit for her SPM examination.

This temple is famous with blessing for candidates who are students...and it is known as "Mun Qiong"...I think is the "God of Scholar". Well, I believe that this temple is not only specifically blessing for students, instead, it is blessing for whoever that is sincere enough.

I was being sincerity, simply wishing that my life would be more easing. Well, recently I truly felt the tense of my life. A lot happened recently....just a simple wish I did when I prayed to the God.

Upnext, we headed to Sakae Sushi, KLCC. Well, I've been so keen to go there but no one wanted to accompany me. Thanked to Michelle once again, for accompanying me to have my first-time-ever-meal at Sakae Sushi.

We ordered a big set of sushies, which comprising of 50 sushies. Well, it sounds ridiculous for 2 persons to finish these 50 pieces of sushies. But believe it or not, I've actually eaten almost 35 pieces of sushies! That's extremely crazy!

Bringing our tummies that filled with sushies, we went for our movie - 2012. Well, so lucky that there were still having tickets available for this current hottest movie. Yeah, I like this movie...urging us to love our Earth before it is too late...

Last but not least, attached photos are during our meal at Sakae sushi:

Automated order machine

Thinking of lengzai (hey, infront you got one liao la)

Our meal - 50 pieces of sushies

Minutes after, few pieces leftover

Big Eaters!

Had my gym session at Leisure Mall just now together with Choong. Felt kinda great as he was willing to fetch me back to Wangsa again after our gym session. That is what we called "Good buddy" mah! Not like someone else, who dropped me at the middle of the road...

That's how Choong explained:"No mah, you need to spend 1 hour to take LRTs, and I fetch you back just need 15 minutes...But consequently I will be stuck in traffic jam laa"

Yeah, once again...he is good buddy of mine...willing to fetch me back!

Thereon, we had our early dinner (around 5.30pm) at Wangsa....located at the corner of traffic light.

2 persons, we order 3 dishes..which consisted of one tomato soup, fish in slides and also a Fu Yong fried egg. At first this fella was kinda low confident where he thought that we might not be able to finish them..indeed, there were a lot!

But finally, we made it! We finished the big bowl of soup!

Yummy meal!

(ahhhh ummmm~)

Nice meal as a whole! But the consequence after the meal, I consecutively passed motion for 2 times...well, to release out the excessive soup.. LOL...

I should stop talking sh*t now...destroying your appetite! HAHA!

I'll be good, thanks.

Recently I have some housing problems, well....I was fooled and cheated by my so called "housemates". They moved out during midnight time without giving me any notice...simply because they were reluctant to compensate what they had spoilt.

Nothing I could do if they intended to do such "kurang ajar" matters...blame myself for being so uncervatism. Now, they ran away...I have to bear the cost currently...

Don't know why, when I was depressed...I have the great courage to do things which I dared not to do normally. Yes, I'd done something ridiculous when I was so down....I didn't think much and just did it.

My buddy used to tell me:"Spend your prosperity in order to prevent any possible disaster"...Perhaps he was right...

Recently, a sad news where 3 UTARcians were drowned at the Kampar River. It's really really saddening especially they ended their entire life at this young age. Feel sorry to them.

Well, perhaps I should be more cherish on what I'm having and owning now. Thanks God.

News regarding this incident: http://mykampung.sinchew.com.my/node/81992

Bless for them, may they rest in peace in another world... Amitabha...

To-Buy-List

Quite a lot things I'm so keen to buy recently...well, due to my financial constraint..I'm just able to think about them instead of buying them... well, it's good actually because I could really save my money and spend it wisely.

Here's my "to-buy-list":

1. Transformer Toy - Skid (But then it is out of stock until now I'm not really interested in buying it)
2. Guinea Pig (But requires a lot of materials in order to feed them...tedious!)
3. DSLR (But my Canon Ixus is still usable, not necessary actually)
4. Yamaha Guitar (But I can't really play guitar, what for I buy such expensive brand of guitar?)
5. Lastly.....I think this more likely to be realisable....

Sony VAIO Laptop!

But not now....perhaps next year...only if I'm able to graduate and proceed to UK~

Marriage, the damage of a relationship?

Recently the atmosphere around me is filled with these kinda matters - relationship and marriage.

Something that basically concerns me is that, does the beginning of a marriage indicates the end of a sweet relationship?

You may ask me, why do I say like that.. may you think that I'm evil enough to curse those lovers.. Well, that's up to you... But then, a lot real-life-evidences have actually proven that my statement is true.

Today, I've observed something between my sister and her husband.

My sister was working at night shift these few days, therefore she had to sleep during day time. Whereas her husband tended to be taking the roles of daddy, as well as mummy....that are to keep an eye on their two kids.

From here, apparently that they don't have much communications between one and another.

And then, the situation became more severe when we had our dinner at a restaurant just now. My sister was complaining about her works.....but then her husband just cared of feeding his two kids, without giving any comments regarding my sister's complaint.

I was sitting beside them at that moment, the environment is not easing.... I could see my sister was already exhausted... it was quite apparent that her husband was in extreme-tensed of his current life.

To further on, I remember my sister told me before..... she was tired of her current life, a lot things to be done as well as to be worried. She missed the time when she was still single, when she wasn't having any burden.

Yup, I suppose this is our life cycle, where most of us have to go through these stages. But, may I not to go through these stages? Can I skip it?

You see, no matter how sweet you are when you are still engaging in a relationship, but in the end, the sweetness for sure would become more and more tasteless as the time goes on.

Thus, allow me to say... perhaps there is forever love in this world but it wouldn't be a forever-sweet-love. Don't you agree?

I'm still single currently, I feel tedious to have the relationship, I love to be alone, I don't like the feeling of worrying my partner's problems.

Often, my friends said my statement sounds ridiculous and silly. Yes, I agree with it but somehow this is my current thoughts.

Well, it's kinda out of topic already....I think I got to stop now.