Dear Jin

Dear Jin,

Hey, how do you do, pal? Are you getting better? I bet you are, but I know you are sometimes having depression still, right?

It's normal pal, nothing's wrong, you are still totally fine. Trust me, you are getting better and good things are coming to you real soon, I mean it, real  soon! Don't worry too much, you need a good sleep seriously, apparently you are mentally and physically tired, rest your mind more ok?

You don't have the real laughter for quite some time already, I bet? You mates and family are all caring of you, don't you know? More positive thinking eh, throw away those negative stuffs. You know it isn't worth to keep recalling the bad memories, don't you?


Pal,

I set few goals for you these year, since your own goals for the year are not likely to be accomplished... hmm, why not you back to the basics, back to what you like.. I mean, you need a permanent job, maybe what you have used to do all this while, and also "Lesmills", perhaps you may take up Bodyattack this year if there is any intake?

Good idea? Refocus back on what you like, meanwhile you need to improve what you are passionate about.. Bodystep? I guess it will be too cruel if you decided to give it up eh? This is even more important than your ex back in those days when you were still in relationship, don't you ever think of letting it go!


Pal,

Love yourself even more now, not necessary to try to please other people already. Be yourself is the most important thing ever, you need your confidence back to get through the job interview and impress the interviewer to get the job. This is the best opportunity ever, don't let it go again!

No more thinking of committing suicide, no more! ok? Be positive! Always! You still have your family and your good friends, they are waiting for you to come back with a great smile. All the best!

I am waiting for your good news! Don't sad, be happy! Big boy doesn't cry, big boy rocks!


Love you, Jin. Talk to you again, hope by that time you are already in the best condition already!





Love,
Jin

XOXO