Which is my right path?

It has been ages I didn't update my blog. Here I am again today, after struggling for my examination preparation for the past few weeks.


My examination was held on yesterday morning, which I suppose it should be addressed as "disaster" of mine, to be exact... a big "negligence" of mine. Alot I've been studied and revised over and over and over for uncountable times, yet ended up choosing the wrong answers! I seriously srewed up this time. Yup, certainly..... my result ... would be ..... *sigh*~

My mood isn't good these two days after the damn exam. I have no idea.... yet, thank to the one who always cheer me up when I was down... I really appreciate that.

The demotivated mood of mine suddenly raised up another query: "Am I in the right track now?" I've been thinking few times today, regardless during gym, on the way back to my house and even sat infront of my computer. I even checked out few colleges' websites for the intention of exploring, learning and studying a new field.

People used to say:"Just go for the one you are keen to..." Yup it might be as simple as people say, but when comes to the time to execute it..most of the time, most of them are reluctant to face it. My question now is that, am I brave enough to embrace my own dream?

Few weeks back, two fitness instructors of mine simultaneously asked to join the instructor program. Yet due to the exam, I precisely let go this good opportunity to explore a new field. I'm interested on it actually, yet I'm doubting whether this potential career is suitable for me. Again, another "question mark" for myself.

I am 24 this year, people used to say I am young. But come to think of it again, I'm not really that young. Wondering how many opportunities I've forgone, wondering how many opportunities yet to be obtained. I really no idea...

Gosh, resting for almost 5 days... going to be back to the reality again tomorrow.... quite demotivating somehow. Feel like tendering a resignation letter to my team leader tomorrow. LMAO! (Don't be too serious of my words, I'm still financially poor to do so.)




XOXO