Being a runner

I joined the variety of runs since 2009, dare not to say myself is a pro-runner, yet it is so soon that I'm a runner for almost 2 years.


Not as many runs as others that I've joined, but this year is another new achievement of mine. Yesterday just finished my final run of the year - Nike Run: We Run KL 2011. It was just a 10-km run but then it means alot to me as for the first time, the one joined me for the run. Really grateful that the one literally supported me.


Still ways to go to be a tough runner, still need to improve myself regardless physically or mentally. Seriously need to train harder and tougher to run better next year!






Alright, time to show off my achievements. LOL, proudly present my finisher medals and gift. Well, what I've gotten for my Nike Run is interesting - A 1GB Pendrive with shoe outlook. LOL, that is so cute!

What can I say? 2011 runs finished! Waiting for 2012's upcoming runs~!

All the best to all of the runners... !

XOXO~

Loser?

A black day of mine, I never felt so bad before, after I've been working in here for almost 10 months.

I was framed, yet I couldn't prove I did not do wrong. These freaking damn people were so wicked!

No doubt I'm a loser of the day, failed my CCP exam... got framed and blamed by some irrational fellows.

I just messed up the whole situation, I couldn't curb with it. I'm somemore still too new and too innocent to deal with people... or should I say, some evils..

Being vengeful isn't a good solution though, but somehow I'm going to "clear" this mess if I could! I really hope I could prove my innocent. I really hate people frame me.

Really thanked my team leader for helping me to solve the so-called "problem". If she wasn't there, I think I'm still thinking the solution... Darn!

I'm too weak.... seriously and honestly......

Which is my right path?

It has been ages I didn't update my blog. Here I am again today, after struggling for my examination preparation for the past few weeks.


My examination was held on yesterday morning, which I suppose it should be addressed as "disaster" of mine, to be exact... a big "negligence" of mine. Alot I've been studied and revised over and over and over for uncountable times, yet ended up choosing the wrong answers! I seriously srewed up this time. Yup, certainly..... my result ... would be ..... *sigh*~

My mood isn't good these two days after the damn exam. I have no idea.... yet, thank to the one who always cheer me up when I was down... I really appreciate that.

The demotivated mood of mine suddenly raised up another query: "Am I in the right track now?" I've been thinking few times today, regardless during gym, on the way back to my house and even sat infront of my computer. I even checked out few colleges' websites for the intention of exploring, learning and studying a new field.

People used to say:"Just go for the one you are keen to..." Yup it might be as simple as people say, but when comes to the time to execute it..most of the time, most of them are reluctant to face it. My question now is that, am I brave enough to embrace my own dream?

Few weeks back, two fitness instructors of mine simultaneously asked to join the instructor program. Yet due to the exam, I precisely let go this good opportunity to explore a new field. I'm interested on it actually, yet I'm doubting whether this potential career is suitable for me. Again, another "question mark" for myself.

I am 24 this year, people used to say I am young. But come to think of it again, I'm not really that young. Wondering how many opportunities I've forgone, wondering how many opportunities yet to be obtained. I really no idea...

Gosh, resting for almost 5 days... going to be back to the reality again tomorrow.... quite demotivating somehow. Feel like tendering a resignation letter to my team leader tomorrow. LMAO! (Don't be too serious of my words, I'm still financially poor to do so.)




XOXO

New Achievement

I guess I am not too slow to update this recent activity, well well.... I got myself a new achievement back in 3 days ago.

Remember a year ago, I mentioned in my post that I would be taking the challenge of joining half marathon if I had my adequate training, yup.... I've actually taken up this challenge days ago.

I'm not really satisfied with my result precisely, yet I was able to complete the whole run. It was tough actually, I suffered a lot regardless physically or mentally. But like someone (who joined full marathon) replied on his facebook when his mate queried him his placing in the marathon:

"Joining marathon is not about placing, but it is about the completion."


I like his answer alot, I did feel good when the time I stepped in the finish point. Although I took longer time to finish the whole run yet I appreciated the whole process of my running.

My first half-marathon - Standard Chartered Half Marathon, I spent 2 hours 45 minutes to finish the whole run. Perhaps I could do better next year if I train myself properly..

Once again, a bundle of thanks to my mates, family, colleagues and the one who supported me before, during and after the run. You guys really boosted up my confidence a lot. I never thought I might complete the whole 21km.

Of cause, I promise myself to perform better in next Standard Chartered Marathon or perhaps other runs held by other organisations....

XOXO

Mom. Son. Connected.

Woke up early in this morning. I was so hesitating about the leaving moment later. Reluctantly I did the finalisation of my packing, in the hope that I wouldn't omit every single of my to-bring-back stuffs.

Got down from upstair, the first and the only person I saw in my house was my mom, who was busy to do her daily houseworks. She saw me and greeted me as usual, "Wah, today so early wo". Indeed, I had to wake up early as I had to catch up the bus later at 10a.m.

"You want to eat the fried rice now or later?" My mum questioned me.

It was a quarter past eight, it was so soon. I then answered,"Now, thank you mom"

Mom immediately prepared all the food materials and started to make me the fried rice. I was still checking and finalising the packing of mine meanwhile. Not more than 15 minutes, my breakfast was ready.

"Nah, eat it before leaving to KL. You're going to miss my food a lot. Hehe~". My mum sounded amusedly.

When I was young, I used to dislike my mum's fried rice, especially when it was treated as my breakfast. Further, my disgest system wasn't so good since I was small, therefore when I ate fried rice during morning, I would definately suffer from stomachache, to be more severe, it would be followed by diarrhea.

But now, I enjoyed the home-made fried rice alot. I named it as "Ah Booy Lovely Fried Rice".

"Ah Ma, the rice is tasty. Very nice" I was taking chance to appreciate and be grateful that I was able to eat my mum's fried rice. My mom smiled at me and I knew that she enjoying taking my compliment.

"Boy, be good when going back to KL. Don't simply waste money, not to buy so many unnecessary stuffs ya. I know your pattern, you demanded alot. From kid till now, still the same"

I shyly looked at her and said,"Ya lah, noted that. Won't do that." (Well, I don't know if I can comply with that or not)

"You are not permanently staying here anymore, mama can hardly see you often. You really have to take care outside ya!", Mom urged.



A quarter to ten, we arrived the bus terminal. I hated this moment and I hate to say goodbye to my mom, well, everytime. I was still chatting with my mom, about my working life, regarding her life, as well as others' life. In a short while, I saw the arrival of the bus.


"Wa eh bus lai liao!" (My bus arrived)


I looked at my mom, at the same time mom was trying to help me to lift my heavy backpack.


"Ma, can I hug you before I leave ah". I immediately requested.


"Oh, can can can... haha, my manja son oi~ first time you do this to me... haha, come hug~", my mom did not reject my request and eventually hug me back.

I could feel the warmth of my mom, not physically though and it was kind of melting my heart.


I boarded the double-decker, I could see my mom was still standing at the terminal, staring at me. I waved my hand to her, so did she. It was so difficult to describe that feeling, I felt like staying back, be with her and protect her. Meanwhile I have my own life in KL already.

Still, I'm lucky to have my mom, the most beloved one. I hope I can spend more time with my mom, can I?



Mum's lovely char bui~ :)

洗照片记

真的好久好久没过夜生活了，昨晚我就很享受独自一个人渡过我漫长的夜晚。
虽然这种生活不是很健康，但once in a blue moon, 久久一次。ok 啦~

好久没在日上三竿的时间睡醒了，今天是我踏入社会六个月以来的第一次！好爽！
刷了牙，然后就驾着车出去洗照片了。

话说我帮阿妹拍的照片获得我家人不错的评价，then我妈就托我去洗一张大张的，还有当时在新年年初二拍的全家福。

照相馆的老板的服务还不错下，不错到我有点嫌他有点鸡婆了。哈哈~
一边不停的为我拍的照片给与评价，然后一边的帮我edit我的照片。
有点不爽，也很无奈。只能在那边干笑几下。 毕竟人家也称得上“pro”吧~

两张照片就这样被印刷了出来，老板看了看着照片，又开始给评语了
“全家福拍的不错，不过下次crop要对好size。eh，这个是你姐姐啊？我认识她咧。她也是爱拍照片的hor？eh，这个也是你姐姐啊？她前几个月才在我这边买架v-cam”

我家乡真的小，随随便便就被认出来了。顿时觉得我额头上冒出了三条线。(-.-''')

接着老板就拿起了阿妹这张照片，又开始给评语了
“这张很美，妹妹很可爱。eh，你的女儿啊？”

我顿时很错愕，也及时辩解。

“没有啦，哪里有可能。我（的）外甥女啦!" （非常的尴尬）


老板笑了笑：“做么不可能？现在年轻人都很早结婚了嘛~你十九结婚，女儿也可能这么大了咯！”


还是很尴尬的我便说道：“我还没酱快啦，没有钱。呵呵~”


“看你的啦，现在玩到够先啦~三十岁过后才来结婚咯~”

这是我的照片已经被镶好了，我就跟老板点个头微微笑然后就走出了照相馆。

感想：

感觉结婚很恐怖。也还没想过会有这一天的到来。也不懂我结到婚与否。

《阿妹拍照记》

回到老家的第二天，我拿起了我的Jojo，便问家里的那正在四处奔跑的小淘气（我的外甥女）
“妹妹，小舅帮你拍美美的照片要吗？”

然后阿妹也傻傻又天真说：“要~~”

就这样我们开始我们简单的摄影~

起初原以为要拍些比较自然的生活照，哪知道这个阿妹一听到我要拍她，
就摆起了奇奇怪怪的pose, 觉得很无奈~

叹一叹气，我就说
“妹，你躺在地上~”

这阿妹不明白我的指示，然后就真的“躺”在地上
试想，
她就躺的像个木乃鱼，然后眼神放空。

顿时，我忍不住就“噗”了一声，大笑了起来~


“妹，不是这样~转身~对这样~然后用手垫着你的下巴。对对对，是这样！” （到最后是我亲自指导）

成果：

还不赖，呵呵~感谢三姐传授我photoshop的秘诀~

XOXO~ :D

A "Cin Cai" Update

It has been a while since my last update. Life of mine has been changed since I tried the new stuff. What stuff? LOL, secret!

My working days were somehow getting busier from day to day. I was stressed sometimes yet I had my good colleagues to accompany me, spent the tough time together. Thanks, LO team... :D

My weekends, mostly spent with the one. The one who assisted me alot. Appreciate that a lot :D

And there, it's time to challenge myself again whereby I've just joined the upcoming half-marathon which will be held by Standard Chartered Bank. A little bit stress anyhow but I do hope that I can be one of the finishers.

Due to the upcoming contest, I have been so keen to train and build up myself, regardless my stamina or bodyshape, in the hope that to be able to perform better during the event. I visited Fitness First almost everyday.

Well, no idea what to write now... because I am kind of wasting/spending my time while I am waiting for my flight back to Penang. My happy mood was precisely bothered by the stupid Maxis moment ago where I had to pay for additional RM200++ for my exceeded credt limit... Perhaps I should listen to the one's advice:"Let it be lah, already paid lohhh". Ya, Law of attraction says that we should use our power of attraction to attract other happiness stuffs instead of the pathetic incidents.

Holidays mood, ON! Bundles of thank to the one who supported me alot.... :)

Limitless

And so we went to the Garden to watch movie, directionlessly we couldn't decide which movie to watch. Was thinking to watch "Source code" in the beginning but only Gold Class was only available at the moment which would cost us RM65 per person! Therefore we simply chose to watch this movie: "Limitless" in the GSC Premier Class which costed us RM23 per person. Well, finally I realised the benefit of my UOB credit card! LOL, I never realised that I could get 5% cash rebate by swiping my card in GSC Cinema! :D Then as I got accumulated RM12 cash rebate in prior, so the net pay of the tickets were only about RM16 person! LOL, worthy giler! Believe me, you would definately love Premier Class Cinema! Definately high class and comfortable! Talk about the movie, I would rate it 3 out of 5. Somehow alittle bit boring at the beginning but I quite like the storyline. Just wondering if I owned the medication that will boost up my brain-thinking, my life would be more adventurous and exciting. Yet there is always a tradeoff whereby when you are gaining something, you are abandoning something at the same time. Well again I wouldn't tell the exact story in the movie because I'm kinda lazy to narrate it. :P But moral of the story is that, we have to be self-improving from time to time. You'll be neglected or not able to keep in pace with the environmental changes if you don't keen to improve yourself. That's what I've learnt from the movie... and eh... I've recently enrolled in the banking professional paper already. I suppose it should be my self improvement. Hopefully.... And I tell myself to keep learning, regardless in my current job or other fields as well. Monday's ahead! Wish you all have a great sleep tonight and let us together overcome the upcoming challenges! ROAR! XOXO

Brush with Fashion @ Pavilion

Thanked to the one who suggested to go to Pavilion yesterday. And also thanked to my own instinct as it kept asking me to bring my Jojo Canon out to snap around. :D It was really a coincidence when we had the chance to see this kind of contest cum fashion show. I liked the show a lot and I kind off felt like I'm the event photographer at that moment. Hehe...

These are the few photos that I personally like the most... but blaming that my photoshop skill still isn't good enough and limited one... Sigh, need someone to guide me lah~~ >.<

XOXO

UOB Heartbeat Run 2011

A year after the resting due to my knee injury, today I finally returned to be runner again. No more 12km or 15km which I used to join, this time I took easier challenge, the precise route that was about 7km. This charity run was precisely held by my bank, which was known as "UOB Heartbeat Run". Well well, seriously I didn't hope for good prizes yet I was hoping I could get a little recognition after the run... Gosh gosh, what a silly thought of mine. The run began at 7.30am. I started off with a slow pace at first and sooner or later, I found that the leading fellows weren't far away from my sight therefore I gradually increased my speed, in the hope of chasing or even passing them. Yup, my stamina still wasn't really good enough... rested for several times when towards the end because I was kinda exhausted at that moment already. I only able to hit top 10 and I wasn't sure about my precise place yet but I assumed that I've gotten 6th or 7th as the indian guy who was one place in prior of me during the run got the 5th place. If only I could stand longer... sigh sigh...

With Kak Zila My teammate, Fai Zai

Last but not least, my lucky star who fetched me... Thanks Jia Wen the Fei Fei

Will do better next time, perhaps next year... provided I'm still in UOB ya... haha...

XOXO

Sucker Punch, sucks?

And so I was attracted by the poster of this movie days ago when I was window shopping at somewhere which I couldn't remember. I was so keen to watch this movie on this weekend.

Yup, I urged the one to watch with me at Midvalley today. Full with excitement, we entered the cinema and the show began.

Half an hour had past, and I turned to the one and said:"Oh gosh, it is confirmed a lame-chop movie!" And then the one smiled at me and responded to me:"Ya lor"

Somehow the storyline behind the movie is kind of educational one as it was trying to present some positive thoughts to deal with obstacles. Like what Bieber said:"Never say Never".. (LMAO) Some of the scenes did touch and impress me when the friends were so keen to help each others to surpass all the obstacles.

A weird movie, I personally feel that. I thought it would be a fantasy-based movie but ended up that this so-called fantastic scenes were all based on the main character's imaginations.





My rating on this movie would be 2.5 out of 5. For those who simply want to see hot chicks, it is a worth movie to be watched. But if you are keen to watch those big bang or epic fighting scenes, then you'll be definitely disappointed. Anyhow, you may have a try to watch on it, who knows you'll like this movie.

Like the one told me, "It's not really that sucks lah!"



XOXO

End of the journey Sequel

And so I got my convocantion photo, thank to my all time buddy for helping me to claim it from the photoshop. Appreciate that.

Well, paid for RM300 and got 5 or 6 photos, one of them is totally horrible because the ang mo was closing his eyes meanwhile I smiled like I won 4D.. haha.

I suppose it would be the last convo of mine, well to be more corrective, it was my third convo and I'm kinda bored of the feeling already...




Think of further enhancing myself by taking professional papers... erm, I know it's going to be a tough path but still I want to challenge regardless it, but also myself. IBBM Papers, I'm on with you!

(Unforseen circumstance occured when I was about to click "Publish Post", LOL, my housemate used a spoilt iron and caused the whole house blacked out moment ago... )



Good day to all of you!


XOXO

Two nice movies that I've gone through...

Continuously watched two movies for Friday and today. Well well, thanks to someone who was so desperate to watch movies.. hehe, yeah you... I'm talking bout you!

Thanked to the one who chose to watch this movie yesterday. It was awesome! Believe or not, my heart was beating fast throughout the movie.. it was somehow exciting, surprising and of cause, KAN CHEONG!

World Invasion: Battle Los Angeles, I would rate it as 4/5! Well well, I won't be narrating the storyline because... I want you all to watch it personally, experience the extreme mood on your own!

and then today, right after my gym session, we went for movie again. This time I was the one to choose this movie, well, perhaps I'm kinda negative in real life so I would prefer to watch something humorous and optimistic. Well, it is a typical comedy and I enjoyed watching it. Overall I rate this movie as 3.6 out of 5. Hehe, lame yet funny movie!

So what do you do during your weekend? For me I will concentrate on training and building up my stamina for the upcoming charity run held by my bank. Wish me luck!

XOXO

Sorry, Jeffrey. It's daddy's omission

Some small unforseen circumstances happened yesterday when I was back from Wangsa Maju with a mate of mine.

When the time I reached my house, it was raining cats and dogs. I took my friend's unbrella and tended to open my gate. And so, my mate stayed in my house for a short while as he didn't want to drive under this heavy rain.

He left afterward and I sat infront of my laptop and as usual, I would pick up my Jeffrey, simply pressing on the applications. But this time I couldn't find my baby, regardless on my bed or my messy table. I was alittle panicked at that moment, trying to recall where had I put Jeffrey.

Finally I remembered that I simply put my little pity baby in my mate's car. I quickly msn-ed my mate and begged him to do me the favour to retrieve back my I-baby. Gosh, my mood was so chaotic.

I tried to use my house telephone to call my I-baby, and god blessed me that finally my mate finally found my I-baby and picked up my call.

"Hello, aiyoo... I found your phone already la, it dropped under the seat of yours lah!"

And I released a deep breathe, and thanked him gratefully.

Well, my carelessness is still as usual. And would to make apology to my mate for causing inconveniences, as well as to my lil Jeffy... Sorry because I didn't take good care of you...



XOXO

爱与不爱

有人说：“爱得越深，伤得越重”。我同意

但，不爱也可以让人如此的痛彻心扉。

有人说：“喜欢就要大声说出来，狠狠去爱”

但我却说：“喜欢就能在一起吗？”


黄威尔的《爱与不爱》很写实，
我还蛮同意也很喜欢当中的一句歌词
“当爱与不爱一样让人心痛，不要放开我的手”
爱一个人当然很难，
最难的更是你想要爱，却没机会好好的爱

人家说付出真诚就能打动人心。
我却说，付出的真诚往往被人狠狠的打枪。

我很不服气，我很嫉妒
我讨厌自己的无能
恨我自己的被动

算了，当作什么事都没发生过。
还是回到我当初党独孤侠的日子，或许更好。

最近

最近我的周围一切都怪怪的，感觉我步入另一个空间似的。
我的朋友们都变了，我的生活也渐渐的变了

迈入第二轮的我，除了逐渐变老之外，也让我开始为某些过去的不堪事即将重演而担心。

我不懂怎么说，那感觉好怪。
仿佛我与身边要好的知己以及好友的感情渐渐变淡。

试想，一位你把她看成是亲姐姐的好友忽然瞪你一眼然后调头就走。你当下心情会是如何？

又试想，平常很能开玩笑的一位友人突然间不再和你开玩笑，反而当着你的玩笑是无聊又幼稚的把戏。然后在面子书上po一些暗射着你的status。

再试想，你喜欢着一个人可是那人不但不领情还反而一直在糟蹋你。试问，你的感受又会是如何？

对，我目前都在面对着这一切。好悲，有时候真的会好好的反省，但心情却是非笔墨能形容的。感觉就好像回到十二年前的我，遭到朋友的抵制以及欺负。

我很想找个人谈心，但我很怕人家可怜我。以前还有刘毅佳陪我渡过我的低潮期。现在他人在新加坡，懒得理我咯！

天天伪装着快乐，但我并不是真正的快乐。天天扮着小丑来取悦朋友，回到了自己的房间却是如此的空虚。

我还是会检讨下自己的~ :(

I ain't Bitch enough!

Guess I am not bitchy enough. Should get myself bitchier from now on to further improve my marketability :P

LMAO!



XOXO

End of this Journey

My academic journey comes to an end today. It has been a hardship for me all this while regardless on my financial support, some personal reasons as well as some unforseen circumstances.

Finally, today is the day where I am officially a degree holder.

Well, the third convocation of mine. Frankly speaking I wasn't so exciting this time as I was kinda getting bored already. In addition, the important two of my life weren't here too (mum and dad), hence it was a little weird feeling for this time's convocation.

But luckily my eldest sister and her hubby still here to celebrate this joyful moment with me... I really appreciated that as they really "sayang" me alot. :)

My daughter, Jojo Canon Ong wasn't really fully utilised today as I was kinda lazy to take it to capture around, moreover I didn't want to cause inconvenience on my sis.

Anyway, good to see my mates back. Thanked Jonathan for accompanying me crapped during the dull waiting period. LMAO.

Last but not least, Happy Graduation Day to all of the graduates... :)


I personally like this pica... No idea why~


Thanks Da Jie and Da Jie Fu for attending my convo

彩虹的家

这就是我彩虹的家。好想念你们~

（摄于2011年，大年初二）

阿公给我的

我阿公在我爸七八岁时就已经卖咸鸭蛋了。所以呢，不要讲我，就连我爸都对阿公没甚印象了。

昨天有机会和我伯母聊天，就有机会听听她述说阿公的一小部分的人生。

然后她看了我一眼，便说到：

“Ah Boy，其实你长得还蛮像阿公的，尤其是你的鹰钩鼻”

她又说道：“你阿公长得很像外国人，很帅。很像你现在咯！＂

这时我开始暗爽，伯母真识货！

原来我也称的上是帅哥！感谢阿公给我特别的鹰钩鼻！

《天天好天》后的感观

昨天和一位蛮要好的友人到Pavilion观看大马制作的贺岁片-《天天好天》。这是邱导续《大日子》后的第二部作品。

看后感想：

1. 和《大日子》一样，反映出我们的日常生活，真的很贴切。
2. 好适合我们这些游子们看的一部电影。
3. 整一小时半的电影，我都没觉得“闲”。
4. 看了这部电影，会让我想起我去年刚过世的阿嫲，真的好想她。
5. 电影中的小女孩-Joey让我想起我小时候。叛逆的我曾经和我妈顶嘴然后翻脸。现在想起，真的好内疚。>.<
6. 电影主题曲《彩虹的家》真的真的很好听！尤其是配上Royce骑着scooter边哭泣的那一幕，我简直是起鸡皮疙瘩！
7. 好爱电影里的印尼佣人，好搞笑一下的咯！

总的来说，这部电影真的值得一看。我还会看第二次啦~我要带我可爱的妈咪去看~哈哈！

“不管晴天还是雨天，天天都是好天”

IDK Situation

Chatted with my mate last night, well.. I shared my personal point of view on my own life to him. The curiousity of mine is becoming more severe recently, until I'm in IDK situation now.

He advised me a lot, his personal experience as well his friends' experience.

Still, I'm still in IDK situation because I don't know what I am doing and intend to do.

I'm brave in making decision on most of the matters but I dare not to make this decision for myself. Because, it will be a big change of my life if this crucial decision is made.


IDK

IDK

and still IDK.

I'm hoping what I'm hoping meanwhile I don't hope it comes true too, ironically....

Who can help me? No one but myself....




XOXO

My I-Baby

Perhaps it is another old update of mine. Yup, I got myself an Iphone since last week. Which thereby indicates that, I will be declaring myself as bankruptcy when I receive my credit card statement next month. (LMAO).

Talked about the day I got my I-baby. Gosh, it was terrified! I woke up early in the morning, i.e. 6.30am (which I never did that on my daily working life), and then took the LRT to KLCC. I ran as fast as possible to the Maxis Centre in the hope that I needed not to queue longer.

But guess what, there was crowded outside of the Maxis Centre once I reached there. That moment I was like... "Oh Jesus, am I going to get Iphone by today?" since the Iphones were sold on limited basis (approximately 40 Iphones per day).

Well well, God really blessed me a lot as I was the 27th candidate of the day. By the time I got myself to make registration, it was 9.30am. (Picture this, I'd been standing and waiting there since 7.30am).

Luckily I still had another activity besides of waiting for my turn to get my Iphone, I went to Fitness First. And so I received the call from Maxis staff at about 11.30am, subsequently I rushed quickly to Maxis Centre again. And then, it still wasn't my turn yet and by the time I got my very own I-Baby, it was already 2pm. (Gosh, sufferring!)

My first credit card transaction - Amount RM2190. LOL!

Proudly present: My I-baby: Jeffrey I-Phone Ong. (Haha, my son)





XOXO

New Year, New Life

Been very busy and lazy to update my blog lately. Well, my new working life is simple yet challenging, a typical "went out in the morning and reached home in the night time" 's life. It is dull but then at least it doesn't arise the emptiness of mine.

I knew a lot of new friends in this brand new year, regardless in my bank or in my fitness centre. And happily to say that, I am quite enjoying to have such life.

Well, ironically to say that I was faking myself to live in a life where I did not want to in this past 6 months. That was seriously sufferring. People around me were getting worsening and horrifying. For now, at least the brand new life of mine, everything starts with zero.

Undeniable that I'm currently living like a ostrich which is putting in its head into the ground. I'm trying to avoid every single human conflict that I might face. Well, I don't mean that I'm the good guy as always, but just like what I said..people are showing their own true colours when they know each other deeply.

I was once trying to rescue all these disasters, hoping to recover all the worsening relationships of mine. But I failed. It is meaningless and worthless for your apologies when people were frustrating of you, no matter how sincere you were.

Hence, I am now going to abandon this kinda life and welcoming a new life of mine! Although I have no intimate from now on but still I have a lot new good friends. I have no one to share my sad secrets but I have a lot new friends to share my joyful moments.

Happy belated New Year to all of you!

XOXO