Wednesday, April 29, 2009

What a day!

Woke up quite late today, as I slept late yesterday night...well, more suitable one should be...I slept at 3 in the morning today.
Thought to prepare myself to go to have my K session this noon.....after all have been done, a sms received by me..It was from Ah Yan.

"I think didnt go leh! I called Homer juz now! Tonite din 2gether?"

Well, not really understand the content of this text message....few seconds later, here came another text message from her again...

"Paise! I juz wake! But homer havent come leh!"

Alright, roughly I got what did she mean already.....All of them overslept, in a nutshell...Sigh, seeing myself through the mirror...How nice was my wearing today....but have to take off again....reserve for tomorrow la, maybe will be going to KLCC tomorrow....

Back to the basic, changed back my uncle-style attires...cooked myself a bowl of instant noodles...well, that precisely was my lunch! Meanwhile, started to watch Hong Kong Drama that I'm chasing for currently - "The King Of Snoker".

After the show, intended to take a rough bath in order to wash away my hair gel...The moment when I was wearing my underwear....suddenly I heard of a big "Bang".....well, no doubt, my room door was blown by the big wind again...as it started to rain cats and dogs already.
But this time really out of my expectation, in term of the wind was kinda strong! When I wanted to open my door, yi? Couldn't open? Oh my God......apparently it was "locked" by the strong wind. Hardly, I was trying to twist the door knob and push the door....but, impossible for me to unlock it but just simply doing this kinda useless action...unless I'm Harry Potter who is able to unlock the door by just simply call out a spell....
Then, I tried to kick the door....well, for few times....alright, I know I am quite light...and lacked of power perhaps....I couldn't make it! The door still couldn't be opened! But the loud sound has already attracted the couple from Master Room to come out to take a look......
Thanked to them as they were willing to assist me....but every effort we have done seemed to be pointless somehow....And finally, I started to panic and fed up.....and I permitted the Hunk of our house - Hua Xin to kick my door......I thought he was not able to do that....but...all in sudden, when me and Denny were not ready for it....He instantly kicked the door!
"BANG!"
The door opened! My clothes and pants that hanged against the door all dropped....Well well....dared not to see my door...I thought it would be spoilt badly...but luckily, phew....it still can be functioning....Thank God! Yaya, although part of the door was cracked by Hua Xin.....
Appreciate his effort! Thank you so much la, Hua Xin!

Cracked~Using the plaster to temporary fix it..hehe

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Juicy Tuesday!

I spent my day....which was quite interesting one...well, in term of I was kinda rushing, juicy and substantial one....At least, I wasn't spending most of my time on facing the computer screen... :)

What have I done throughout the day?

Alright, I had an appointment with David this noon, he intended to have a try on gym. And so, we started our work-out around 1.30pm.....Really no idea, today I was extremely exhausted! Maybe I kept showing off to David how flexible and tough I was to do those machines...Haha....

Good one, at least I've broken my own running record again! Today I ran 4.80km in half an hour...well, wasn't too bad for myself as compared with previous record...Hehe, proud of myself leh! Aisehhhh~~~ When our gym session came to an end....David wanted to challenge me the maximum speed of cycling that we could reach....Phew, my 3-month-hard-work didn't embarrass myself....I won!
David was putting his hard-work to beat my record...haha
I was super duber tired after the work out.....made myself to have a rest eventhough I knew that it wasn't a suitable time to nap...(fyi, it was 6pm)...I woke up at 7.30pm, oh gosh! That was suffering! My waist was kinda sore and I felt like my whole body couldn't release energy anymore! Reluctantly, woke myself up and waiting my stomach to ask me to hunt for food! Hehe...
Yeah, finally it did! Around 10pm....the alarm in my stomach starting to ring! "Ong Chin Han, you sudah lapar...pergi makan!" Yes, the first person (a.k.a water fish) that I thought of to call her out to accompany was....Dang Dang! There she is! Our Kakak Low! Just in time she was just back from Times Square...So, ngam ngam ho la....... she wasn't totally a "water fish" of mine, well as compared with "someone"....who recently so desperately to engage in a relationship...Opps! Did I mention his name? Oh luckily no! Phew~~~ (Oh, I'm so fake!)
Yup, my dinner + supper consisted of French Toast plus Bake Bread with salad and eggs....Kinda full somehow! Both also contented with high percentage of carbohydrate....so, my stomach was kinda satisfied...yeah, gained 0.01kg here! Good Good! Shall we give myself a big clap?
If you thought this was the last activity of the day....I can tell you, you are wrong! Guess what, received a call from Homer suddenly...asking me to yamcha at Cola Cafe...oh gosh, Feeling Cafe with Kakak Low just now...now next round to Cola Cafe, which is not very far from Feeling Cafe....
It's been a very long time I didn't have a gathering with my this gang of buddies....Kinda funny somehow...especially everytime we played those silly but exciting games....Our favourite game - "Fishing Tortoise"...once again, held at Cola Cafe...and still, Aldous was the "luckiest" one, who continuously lost 2 rounds...my god....punishment was "Truth or Dare"....Poor Aldous, was forcing to share his 18sx experience...Ahhhhh, I really couldn't share mine if I was asked with the same questions.....Thumbs up to Aldous! Bravo!
Apart from playing the game, I got known a pretty girl, who is a cafe singer at Cola Singer...ya, couldn't she is 18 this year....Kinda mature looking anyway....No doubt she is pretty, but as per spoken by Chen Yee...pretty girl's maintenance fee is super duber costly! Don't you agree, guys? Hahaha....for me, I strongly agree that! Suddenly think of a sentance..."Nice to see, nice to hold. Once broken, consider sold!" I think it's quite appropriate to describe this situation. Haha!
Our chit-chat session ended around 1.30am.....thanked to Xin Yan, for pretending to Fast & Furious's driver....making us shouted for help when she was driving...ya, quite exciting! Haha....luckily I've bought Great Eastern Medical Card months ago....phew, as a protection!
K la, going to stop again...tomorrow's activity...well, I expect it to be interesting one! As, I'll be going to have K session again! Wait my update ya! :)

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Boredoms of Mine

Count down for the days of my year 2 of advanced diploma, well well.....another 30 days to go...And, all this while...I've been doing almost the same activities...gym, surfing net, wet, sing alone, and bla bla bla so on....

As I was too bored lately....just like yesterday...trying to persuade Choong to go gym together...well, at his place- Leisure Mall, Cheras. Precisely, I never been there before so I would like to go there to have a look....And so, our Lazy-Choong couldn't refuse my temptation and we went there together...

Well, Fitness First at Leisure Mall....it's kinda different as compared with Menara Maxis's ....Well, my personal point of view...I don't really like the environment. Hardly to describe here somehow....It's wide of course but I don't have the feeling of belongingness as compared to Menara Maxis's....well, perhaps that was my first time to be there...might not be used for that I suppose~ :)

Alright, I think Choong was right....maybe the target markets for both outlets tend to be slightly discrepancing....The machines at Leisure Mall.....well....quite apparent that the target market is those aging aunties....The cycling and running machines...Oh Jesus, that were alot!

Began our work outs...well, as usual...I did what I used to do....But our Mr Choong...would rather spend most of his time to read newspapers there...Oh my God, I think I know why he didn't see any result or improvement....eventhough he has been joining Fitness First for 1 year already! Eventually, I pretended to be his Personal Trainer...trying to force him to do machines and equipments that he has never tried before....Just like this one! Which I could say....FUNNY la, his position!
I called it as "Superman Flying Style"!
Yeah, after a period of hard-worked....he told me.."My whole body is going to crack soon...Beh tahan la...So tired!" Yeah, I'm a good trainer! Haha!
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Meanwhile, to celebrate our Kakak Low that she has just completed her biggest task of this semester....we went to Jaya Jusco to jalan-jalan....Quite tiring somehow, as I was the only guy to push the trolley that consisted with 3 girls' stuffs.....Moreover, our Kakak Low intended to buy her new high heels.....well, perhaps they are for her to tempt her Beloved Mun Keong....during the Night Of Temptation...Ohhhhhh...Yeah~~~
While she was testing her high heels...I was kinda bored....so trying to entertain myself.....Finally....what I did.......

Dang Dang, Vincci merged with Adidas recently...

Adidas Sport Shoes at Vincci Outlet..Latest Design with Low Huei Ping's feet smell! What are you waiting for? Grab the chance to have them now!
(Hehe, I admit I was kinda sien recently~~~)


Thursday, April 23, 2009

Moving again!

Once again, I moved again....the 6th time since I came to KL....but this time was quite different somehow....because I moved from medium room to single room now...so I'm still staying in the same house. Hehe.....

When I moved to single room, meanwhile single room's fella - Denny & Hua Xin tended to move to Master Room...and this day, we were busying to move our things in addition with throwing our stuffs as well.

Yup, by our own....we particularly moved our own stuffs only...without helping each others...Haha, FYI....me and Denny are same birthday (Horoscope: Scorpio)....so, we did our stuffs without depending each others.....cool personality ya?

I started my moving session after hers....well, it was around 1.30pm, after lunch with our Kakak Low and Mr Choong...well, too bad they couldn't help me because they had their own stuffs to settle....which was quite crucial one...Hehe~

This time's moving....apparently I settled it all by myself....well, quite exhausted somehow~ Especially when I had to move out all my stuffs from medium room to single room....at the same time, I had to sweep and mop both rooms.....What I could say is....I totally didn't take bath for whole noon....as I expected I'd spent my whole noon to settle both rooms...

Ya, all in my expectation....I've wasted 4 hours to settle them.....Between in between, I plugged off my desktop...and also to clean the CPU....as all this while, I never cleaned it before, since I bought it back in 2 years ago......Opened it up...and ah.....really surprised me! The dirts and dust were just.....COOL~

The Fan was stuck with dust!
Not clear? Alright, closed up! Dust all around the circuit board!
And the most difficult mission of the day....Yup, I had to move the table by myself.....It's not light actually...But proud to say, I made it at last! Guess how I moved it?
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Can't believe leh? I moved it by myself!

But it hurted me! Wuwu.....and the drawers, I think they were loosen or whatsoever already...kinda weird when I drew them....
Thanks to Fitness First, I'm Iron Man now! Jiang Jiang Jiang Jiang! Lansi la, Ong Chin Han!

Monday, April 20, 2009

How Sarcastic is that?!

As I was hoping that it would rain during night time, yeah.....my hope came true! It began to rain around 3am.....

Yeah, I was so excited, when I was half-awaking at that moment. I thought that I could have a nice sleep since it was raining cats and dogs somehow.....

But wouldn't what I was hoping actually.....In contrast, my nightmare began! I was totally awaken after this....due to this heavy rain! (sh*t!)

Picture this,

I used to pass urine during midnight....as usual, I did that....somemore frequent one...because, yesterday night I made myself a big can of Heineken...(Hehe, Paiseh la)

Then, when I intended to sleep again, I just realised I forgot to close my window...as I could feel the wind was extremely strong! So woke myself up again just to close the window.

As I laid back on my window, oh Jesus......I heard of a big "Bang" outside at my living room....I intended to ignore it at first...but continuously "Bang" for few times.....well well.....I was annoyed by that....went to have a look......Yeah, in my expectation, the couple forgot to close the kitchen room's door again...which resulted the door being blown by the wind on and off.

Apart from that, I had to close the big window for the balcony.....Ya, I could sense the floor was kinda wet......You can imagine how heavy the rain now.....Aiks, my little flowers.....stay strong ah~~~Hope you'll be fine....wuwu....

I intended to continue to sleep again....closing my eyes....my god....the "Nobody" song suddenly came out on my mind...."I want nobody nobody but you".....this lyric kept on appearing on my mind.....Meawhile, the damn big wind was kinda noisy somehow! Felt like it was playing sort of instruments infront of my ears....."Pheuuuuuuuuuuuwwwwww..........Fonnggggg Foooongggg"

Finally, I surrendered! I was totally awaken! Until now! You win la, big rain! Woke me up at such "suitable" time......

What time is it now?

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(Speechless) Thanks Rain! You've "helped" me alot for my slumber time ya!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

House Matters

Officially, I will be the house leader at my house, starting from next month. Yeah, today ex-houseleader handed over all his "leftover" tasks to me. Which were basically quite messy.....

Alright, my first time to take over such position, zero experience somehow....But I would try my best to be as reponsible as possible, well, at least more competent than "someone" previously....

I'm not saying I'm extremely good, but as a houseleader.....he or she should be able to fully take care most of the housing stuffs....for instance, all sort of bills.....

When I got my handed-over-tasks....well, I was totally speechless......Guess what....
  1. Electricity Bill - 2 months' outstandings
  2. Rental Fee - 1 month's outstanding
  3. Car Rental (To be collected) - Ex-houseleader told me:"Oh, I forgot to collect from the girl"
  4. Lastly....Water Bills.....totally stunning me! Outstandings since August, 2008. (As you can see below)

(To be paid:RM240.80)

Honestly, I dare not to foresee my future as houseleader.....as there will be alot unforseen circumstances....Just like today, my so-called new housemates....informing me that one of their roommates intended not to rent the room anymore and tried to find another girl to "fill in" the vacancy.

Yeah, I'm not saying they aren't good.....but then my sixth sense used to tell me that.....they won't be staying in for long.....Don't believe? We'll see!

Amitabha for myself to be houseleader, hope will be smoothy one!

Saturday, April 18, 2009

My Saturday - 18 April

Lately I don't have much special stuffs to write about, my days were quite usual....Therefore, today I'll talk about my activities for Saturday.

Yeah, I woke up at 9.30am, kinda lazy to wake up somehow...Why I wanted to wake up so early? Well, I thought I want to go for gym early in the morning....However, I delayed until afternoon.....Ok Ok, I was addicted with the HK drama - Emergency Unit....Finally, I finished watching it!

Reached Fitness First at 12.45pm....I have no idea why recently I was so de-motivated to do gym....The exercises that I used to do aggressively...now, I tended to minimise them....as I was quite lazy....For instance,
  1. Running - 30 minutes minimised to 15 minutes
  2. Climbing machine - 15 minutes to no more
  3. Sit up -500 times minimised to 175 times
  4. Miscellaneous machines - sharply decreased in the repetitions!

As a conclusion, last time I worked out for about 3 hours....now, dramatically dropped to 1 hour plus...Errrrr, perhaps I should say..I'm sort of "hangat hangat tahi ayam"...Hehe, but since I have to pay for it....I won't just give up! Macho JiN is still in the progress ya!

Subsequently, I reached my home at 3 something in noon...Guess what was my lunch, oh yeah, it was a piece of birthday cake and one bottle of soya bean milk. Fyi, the birthday cake belonged to my housemate, yesterday was his birthday....well, don't really like the cake as it was extremely greasy...but free lunch wor....Not bad what! Haha~ Thanks Hua Xin and Denny for treating me the cake ya! Appreciate!

Next........... Napping time!

Well, I thought I would have a nice sleep after the meal....Well, do you have the same annoyance as mine recently? Bingo! The weather is super duber hot currently! Imagine that, when I woke up...my whole body was sweating.....pillows all wet....Of course, I wasn't having wet-dream ya! Don't be dirty minded! Haha!

Evening, had an appointment with our Kakak Low....to Jaya Jusco...Ya, she intended to top up her inventories....Wow, I bought nothing but I did carry some stuffs....that belonged to her...Haha! Then, our dinner was at Johnny's again....ordered my favorite Thai Keoy Teow Soup again....I love it! Oh yeah!

When we were heading back to our houses, it began to rain! I was extremely excited...thought that I would have a nice sleep thereafter since it began to rain! When I rushed back to my house to keep my hung-clothes at balcony, I just realised the rain stopped.......How disappointing~~nahhhhhh~~~

Opened my room's door....wa seh, I could feel the heat burst out from my room! So hot laaa, apasal dengan cuaca sekarang la! Even I switched on my fan, the wind blown was also warm one... Wa Seh! Cool wor!

Trying to find something to do in order to spend my time....yeah, I played my PSP....the game was about gardening and feeding the pets....well, I thought it was interesting....But no idea, the character that I controlled would have to run here and there to gather the items....As a result, I felt sick and dizzy of it.....Switched it off, threw it aside again!

Again, I was bored.....surfed youtube to see some videos..Yeah, recently addicted with Korean artists....Two girls' groups: SNSD and Wonder Girls, if you are Korean-Stars-lover too...you should be able to know them....Yeah, I kept singing their songs to our Kakak Low, that made her annoyed of me...Haha.. "I want nobody nobody but you! Nobody Nobody Nobody Nobody!"

Okay, not much to write and I'm going to stop nagging again....Okay, today my wish is to find a girl that is as pretty as any of SNSD or Wonder Girls' members, yeah....to be my girlfriend...Haha! Mimpi la, Ong Chin Han!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

When a kid turned to be a guy

Yippie, another new guy joined our "20++" Association recently. Yup, he is our so-called Mr Fly, Seh Yew Fei. Yesterday was her 21st birthday, officially a kid fully turned to be a guy!

The day before, his so-called "aiya" sister was so busy and aggressively to arrange the next day's schedule.....Yi? There she is....the oldest Kakak in our gang!
Kakak Low was worrying of later's birthday celebration while waiting for Monorail.
We made it in time to Neway. Started to sing at 1pm....well this time the K room was kinda small...but somehow, as long as I could sing....DON'T CARE LA!!!
Our birthday star together with Choong reached after awhile we were there. Photo session again! All have one solo posing! Enjoy!
Well, as usual..he thought he is Edison Chen...tended to be rude one!

Jian Zhong with nasty looking....well, I suppose he is thinking notti notti with his beloved "Jolin"..haha

Oldest one! Well, once again...she pretended she was top model who promoted the LATEST Sony Camera......Iks~ Action Lorr~

Birthday star...alright, I noticed that he was quite good in posing....No doubt he is quite good looking gehhh~ Haha....

Finally, SuperStar is HERE! Aiyo, I already told the camera girl not to snap my picture lok....I know I'm famous....HAHAHA!

Our birthday star, who sang while "gay-ing" with me...(LOLx)
But what stunned me was that, when I gave Mr Fly surprise by giving him a birthday cake....Errr, he seemed not to be happy....instead his expression changed to be depressed....even annoyed one...Well, after this, I only knew that he doesn't like friends to give him birthday cake...Well, no idea the reason behind...(Ah Fei, what happen o?)
Anyhow, we enjoyed our "K Session".....but not totally one...because it was too soon to end the session! Have our group photo session thereafter....
Us with Birthday Star
Last but not least, my greeting and wishing to my buddy, Mr Fei.....Happy Birthday ya, although it had already past......Don't la always so depressing maaaa~ You still have us, we love you! Muacks!
(Fei Fei, gambatte!)
Looking forward next gathering, wei Mr Fly......when will be our "Beer" gathering....I want to get drunk wor!!!

What do you think?

Today, my blog will be talking about family....well, something has recently made me think of my family in a sudden.

As we all know, destiny tended to be arranging our parents, siblings and us as well, to be a family. So, if you think it deeply and wisely....actually, you feel really think that you are so much lucky you have them with you. For instance again, you may imagine, throughout your own current lifetime, they allow you to be them as family members...such as papa, mama, brother and sister......and if you are Buddhist, you have to believe that you will be given the subsequent lifetime after your death....but may I just ask you, will you still be with your current family? Maybe yes, maybe no.... Since the answer is uncertainty, so why don't we just appreciate what we are belonging currently?

I believe us, for sure blamed of own family members before....me as well, I used to blame my parents couldn't give me the best one....but after a long thought after, I knew how hard my parents that they have to equally distribute their caring to 6 of their kids....Hence, all this while....I won't be extremely demanding for particular stuffs....as I know, my parents already gave me whatsoever with their best effort....really, I'm appreciating it!

Well, seriously no offence...I found that most of local people at Kuala Lumpur.....tended to be annoying because of their existing family members. Alright, the best example.....they hate their parents to nag at them...to further on, they extremely hate it!

Once again, I'm not offending any particular person....but it's a truth from what I've observed....As an example, mother for sure concerns of own kids....when she is nagging at you...please don't scold her or telling her how tediousness and troublesome she is. It's really really not a good action!

Yeah, for youngsters nowadays....especially KL's....who are still staying with your parents now....you wouldn't know how important they are....Well for myself, I've learnt alot since I came to KL 4 years ago.....I learnt to be cherish, learnt to be enjoying the moment with my family. As I believe that, everything is possible to be occurred in the future.

Called my mum moment ago, well....really in a sudden one....Had a 12 minutes chit-chatting with her, to be honest, it was not enough for me to talk with her. As I really have alot things to share with her....my working experience, my current life...how am I doing so far......But somehow, I'm really happy to hear her voice....knowing she is healthy and enjoying her current lifestyle....Yes, I know she is.....

Hey there.....love your parents and siblings ya!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Yucks!

Since the second day of my PC Fair job, my stomach grew out a red and solid stuff...it was kinda painful somehow. Well, no doubt and could be certified....that was boil (a.k.a bisul in Malay). Yup, recently my body wasn't in good condition. Since I was small, my body would grow out this kinda stuff when my body was in "heat" situation....my blood wasn't that "clear" and "liquid" all this while....So, last week's migraine followed by this one, yup......supportive enough to prove that I'm not healthy lately.

It was quite annoying and suffering somehow, as it tended to be extremely painful...especially when I slept in night...I couldn't sleep as much as I like....I couldn't sleep as usual....my preferred sleeping position as well. The reason because, this boil was really big enough....as big as a red bean....that basically kinda painful.

Therefore, in order to reduce my suffer....I waited to be "mature"....and finally, the day has come! Today, I noticed that I simply press this boil...it gushed out sort of liquid...And my mind told me.."It's the time!" (Well, feel like I was going to deliver a baby ya? haha)

Quickly and immediately, I took out all my "operation" stuffs such as needles, tissue papers, mirror...Began my operation~ (Dit dit dit dit.....)

Firstly, use needles to pierce the boil in order to enlarge the wound.....Just like this picture..

After this, squeezed as hard as I could! (Ouchhhhh, that was extremely painful!) And then, the pus gushed out immediately! My god, disgusting!

The whole process took about half an hour, as I had to on and off squeeze out the dirt....to ensure the dirt was totally removed from my wound! (Sounds pro? Haha...used to do that!) Finally, tissue paper was dyed with the pus and my blood....(Yucks!)


Last but not least, don't learn what I've done...it's not a good example somehow...but, I really couldn't stand for it!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

"Sean", not "Sien"!

Just would like ask you all, how do you pronounce "Sean"? Alright, that's used to be my embossed name, since I started to work 2 years ago. I had this name back in years ago, but then I dared not to emboss myself as "Sean"....Why? Yea, I was so afraid to let people teased me for having such name...well, that was my thought back in years ago......No idea I was thinking that time.

Alright, that's all for my introduction. Back to my story, all this while I'm quite annoying that people pronounce my so-called embossed name wrongly. Well, when the time I worked in bank, I remember there was someone pronounced my name wrongly.....and recently, like I worked in PC Fair two days ago....my supervisor pronounced my name wrongly too....

And ah, I have no idea....is my name really that "straight forward" to be pronounced or they never heard of such pronounciation. Most of them, who pronounced my embossed name wrongly one, yup....they pronounce "Sean" as "Sien"......

When they called me as "Sien Ong"....hey, I don't know I should answer them or just ignore it....If I correct them, I suppose is not not so good, right? Therefore, most of the time I would just answer them and later on made it as a joke and shared with my friends.

"Sien Ong, Sien Ong"...later becomes "The King of Bored" in hokkien....or maybe can translate to cantonese..."Sin Wong"..also known as "The King of Cheating".....Aiks, nevermind la!

But allow me to guide you all to pronounce my embossed name again...it is not "Sien" actually, but it should pronounce as "Shawn" or "Shaun"....Do you know the reason behind? Well, "Sean" originally came from France pronounciation.....as same as "Shawn" or "Shaun" actually....

So, that's my clarification.....hope you all pronounce "Sean" correctly ya! :)

Anyhow, it's just for your information...seriously no offence!

PC Fair

First time ever, I tried to work at PC Fair...since I came to KL...Well, get introduced by Yew Fei at last minute, for instance...the day before the official day of PC Fair. Kinda rushing and suddenness for me actually.


So once again, I couldn't sleep well that night as I was wondering that was I able to do sales successfully or not. Honestly speaking, this was my first time to do something that related to "hit target" and "commission". In addition, I was worried and doubted of my own persuasive skill, which is to promote - L.A.P.T.O.P.

Well, I just blame myself that I wasn't tough and initiative enough to attract and persuade customers. So I wouldn't expect I get a good sales volumes at the beginning stage. Therefore, I thought that it would be okay for me if I could sell at least 1 laptop. Ya, I did that at the first day. But seeing other staff were so aggressively to hit their the targets as many as they could, I started to feel the atmosphere of tense....I pushed myself to the customers, trying to be as "friendly" as I could...just to attract more customers. Well I don't like this kind of feeling, as I felt like I was behaving like a doggie.....

Tiring 3 days of mine, I had to stand most of the time....from 11am to 10pm....Can you imagine how tired is it?! Moreover, I had to keep on saying the same things to different customers, repeatedly! And now, I feel like my throat is kinda painful and soreful, hell ya! Not only this, I didn't have my meals in time...where I had to delay few hours later....The economic rice was just fine, but the place I had my meal was at ........store room.....Kinda pity rite? Alone some more.....

Lunch = Plain rice + Ham + Vege + Potato
I thought I could enjoy working in this kinda environment, but then in contrast.....I didn't like it, or allow me to say, I hate it! Firstly, some customers...who promised to come to me to buy laptop later on but finally emptied their promise....Secondly, got teased by customers for not knowing the particular specs. And finally, which really pissed me off....was basically the staff itself!
Why do I say so? In a nutshell, I've experienced the sales field....the staff were not only aggressively to hit their own targets...but instead, they were trying to be nasty in order to reach their own intentions. For instance, grabbing someone's customers....treated him/her to be the staff's so-called customers.....and sad to say, I was one of the victims...who was being bullied by other staff. Ya, perhaps Yew Fei was correct....just treated other staff as my opponents or enemies....I couldn't do that because I really guilty....but in turn, most of them treated me badly... Example, pushing to aside...or without manners, grabbing my customers verbally....Those still okay, as I'm still a beginner in this field....as what I aimed for was just few sales instead of bundle sales. What pissing me off the most was that, when I intended to serve one prospect customer, and she was going to purchase the laptop....one girl staff came to me and scold me that I grabbed her customer! What the hell was that! She was serving other customers at that moment, and my customer supposed to be approaching to me instead of her! How could she say like that? As she was so dissatisfied as I'd just grabbed her so called "customer", she went to tell staff around her...telling them how bad was I....Wacow!!!!!!!! Not only this, as I was serving new customer, she tended to be disturbing me......I believe without her, I could sell out that laptop! Well, just because of her one sentence.."He don't really know that laptop la!" The customer turned and went away!
I was calming myself after this.....I was murmuring all those rude words...Starting from 5pm, I tended not to attract customers anymore, as I was super duber fed up and pissed off! My mood was totally down at the end of the day....I rather not to speak anything...I sat alone...I was moody...I saw that shit fella I was kinda wanting to beat her up!
But things wouldn't be pessismistic all the time.....thanks my another gang of friends...as they were motivating and consoling me when I was down...Thanks Fei, Carmen, Wei Hann, Yu and the blackie cute girl...You guys were awesome...joking together....and laughed together...I enjoyed that moment actually!
Anyway, I will always remember the porno-joke..."Buy one laptop, free one stick of ice cream, two small balls of baskin robbins and seeweed, new ice cream combination! Only for girls! No man!" Ya, this really made me to laugh for quite a while......
Oh yeah, attached some interesting photos...during the working hours....
The guy beside our workstation. Well, aggressively he shouted to promote his products..."Ex-tar-nal harddisk, PRO-MOU-CION!" Ya, that's annoying me...his voice was loud!

Mr Fei, who successfully hit 10 laptops' sale. He should thank me...ngek ngek ngek~

That's it, end of my story....To conclude, this is my first time working at PC Fair and it mostly will be the last time for me to work as well... Frankly speaking, I don't like this kinda job!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Friends say, I say

Friends say...
  1. I'm English Educated, or also known as "banana" fella.
  2. I suppose to be Christian, as my face is kinda "western" looking.
  3. My mandarin is kinda weird, not so proficient.
  4. I'm joker and I'm funny.
  5. I looked like Mr. Bean.
  6. I'm childish and behaving like kid.
  7. I have the potential to involve in PLU (People like us) - a.k.a Gay World.
  8. I'm a weirdo, sometimes don't even know what I'm thinking.
  9. I'm extremely emotional and hot temper, they dared not to say something that sensitises me.
  10. Why I don't have girl-friend, since I'm talkative and active.

I say.....

  1. No~ I'm Chinese Educated and I come from a Chinese-traditionally family.
  2. I'm 100% Buddisht, about the "western looking"...well, maybe due to my eagle-shape nose.
  3. In Malaysia, please notify me anyone can speak Mandarin that as pure as Taiwanese or China. Even teachers sometimes also can't speak proper Mandarin in Malaysia.
  4. Well, I admit that. But I'm not funny all the time. Depending my mood.
  5. Might be due to my thick eyebrows. If I can have the same academic qualification with him, then I would be happier. (FYI, he is a professional)
  6. I admit again, but guess what, I'm just 21 and don't expect me to act like an uncle la...Please la, don't say me childish anymore....you really don't understand me if you said so before!
  7. This question is sensitive, I can't totally deny it. I think it would be scary and complicated one if I involve in this. (ngek ngek ngek)
  8. I don't like people guess what is my intention. When I'm sitting alone at somewhere, you may approach to me but please don't ask me what I'm thinking. I would thank you!
  9. Yes, I'm Scorpio. Which Scorpio is not emotional then you have to seriously ask your parents....Is it your D.O.B wrongly registered?
  10. Well, something seems to be cursing me. I can't get an extreme-deep or true love. Okay okay, I know that's excuse......alright, I'm not initiative all this while.

Yeahhhh, that's all for my clarifications. :)

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Dai Sei!

Hate myself, because my "think-too-much" disease comes again....and I woke up at 6.50am just now....

What I've thought of this time?

Alright alright, I admit myself is kinda coward all this while...but still I'd love to talk about this stuffs. Once I've got started with this topic, I wouldn't stop talking it. So do yesterday, we (consisted of me, Denny & Hua Xin) talked about those ghostly stuffs.

Well, our topic wasn't about it at first, instead we were discussing about our house matter. Where I'll be in charge to be houseleader this coming May and they intended to move to Master Room...after their so-called "long decision making"...Well, kinda feel great as they can stay here, no need to get to know new housemates...not too bad right? I'm quite sure for it!

After a long while of our discussion, our Sifu - Hua Xin.....started his story.....about our this current house...He said he is very scared of darkness....as he always switched on the light at living room without switching it off when nobody at outside. I was always the one who went to switch it off during midnight time. Now I know the reason behind....Aiks, it's abit sweating somehow...

He told me he could feel it.....as he could sense people walked around him when he was sleeping at midnight. Well, scary one should be he dreamt of alot "people" were trying to pull him out from balcony....meanwhile, on that same hours....so coincidental that Denny's grandpa passed away on that time...Well, believe it or not....it depends.....

Well, we three started to be addicted to share own experience. I shared alot mine and my family's one...some I've shared in the blog previously....Felt great as my stories tended to stun the couple...Kakakakaka~

We talked about this stuff from 11pm++ till 2am...when the time I felt quite shivered in addition with sort of not comfortable, so we ended our topic.....

If I said I'm not scared at all, then you can assume that I'm bluffing! Well, bad one when I closed my eyes...all the stuffs we've discussed suddenly recalled on my mind.....Aiyo, benci betul laaaaaa......In a nutshell, I slept less than 4 hours today.......

Lame, Ong Chin Han...Buuuuu! Dai Sei, sendiri cari pasal!

Health - Red Light!

Well, I have to say...I've been suffering these 2 days....I know my own health, I'll be extremely good one when I'm in extreme-good health. But in contrast, when I'm getting sick, it would be severe one...Yea, my migraine approached to me yesterday night.

All this while, I would have migraine when there was assignment peak season or I've thought too much...but since I'm having my holidays now, wouldn't expect I would have such severe migraine.

How severe was that?

Picture this, yesterday night I was intending to go out to buy myself a dinner. When I bought the dumplings with the uncle, I noticed that my sight was kinda blur suddenly...and I felt like there was a black ball infront of me, trying to block my sight. I shook my head whilst I was walking...and I was sort of imbalanced...like going to fall down anytime.

Walked as fast as I could to go back my house, really afraid that I might be fainted anytime. After my meal and bath, my situation was getting worse. Well, I felt like my head was so heavy and automatically waving itself...

I thought I would be good enough after a small nap, well...actually I intended to sleep at 9pm...but impossible for myself to sleep at such early time. Woke up at 12am, worsened still! Migraine finally approached to me completely. Woah, my right brain was kinda cracking inside...Suffering leh!

Well I would say, this migraine really suffered me extremely. Right part of my head was extremely painful when I coughed, even when I bent down to pick up something...it would affect my right head badly.....The most annoying thing was that, migraine had disturbed my slumber! I was bothered on and off during midnight due to the pained!

Now I'm getting better but still having migraine....my head is still abit heavy and dizzy somehow...but I'll be fine tomorrow, don't worry...Thanks for my friends who concerned of me ya, I'll be good! My sis as well, who works as nurse...aisyer.....paiseh ah, didn't do what you've asked to do - see doctor....saved cost mahhhhh..... Hehehe~

Healthy Ong Chin Han will be coming tomorrow, GYM here I come again!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Miko The Little Cutie

Who is Miko? My new girl friend? Oh? Since when I'm so initiative to know a girl? Fuyoh~ Ong Chin Han changed liao....

Nolah~Miko is my new pet, just bought it this morning....she (or perhaps I should say he) is a tortoise actually. But why I suddenly intended to buy a tortoise? Well, all I can say is, all this while I won't plan so long one...the thing which I want to execute would be for sure immediate one...so this time, inclusively :)I told my friend yesterday night that I planned to buy a tortoise, so today......I've bought it!

It costed me RM8...hmmm, should be reasonable....perhaps? Don't know why, there were 2 tortoises left when I approached to the pet shop. Once I saw it and picked it up...she (he) was extremely hyper active....trying not to let me to hold it....So instantly, I chose it....

She (he) was super duber nervous when I put it in her (his) new house...swam here and there without heading...and one thing I noticed was that....she is behaving like stubborn. I thought she would be tired because swimming all the time...intended to help her by moving her to the dried stones to have a rest....but once I dropped it to the stones, she was like a lighting....swam back to the water part at once.....(sweating...)

Moment ago, had a photo session for Miko....Well, she is still new to be a model....quite nervous to the flash of camera...Hehe, enjoy~

Top Model's posing
The position is so odd...Well, Miko is wondering why her master likes to take photo so much...
And guess why I named it as "Miko"? Well, supposingly its name should be "Michelle" one...but someone doesn't like lok...changed loooooo~~ Hahahahhahaaaa~
No la, "Miko" came out from my mind when I bought it...nothing to do with "Michelle"....Hor, Michelle there~~~don't perasan again loooooo!

Monday, April 6, 2009

Testimonial for Ong Chin Han - Memory of National Service

As mentioned in previous blog, I've found my national service's stuffs...which are so much memorable...And today I would like to share my part of my testimonials...which were given by my NS friends...miss and thanks ya! (All in Mandarin but I translate them into English...100% Pure meaning without praising myself ya!)

"Dear Childish Chin Han,
When I saw this autograph, the first thing I thought of was your mum, who bought you a lady-like one previously...I suppose you must be annoyed because the design...but still, this one is still lady-like! Haha..
Bad guy, I don't know what should I say...My first impression to you was the first day we reported ourself to the camp. Well, you looked cool, fashionable...but after you became bald, still destiny has allowed us to be one team, we get to know each other...But after I've known you, I just realised that it was wrong at all! You ah, very 38, everyday sing songs that nobody understand (somemore your own creation), really no idea people around you should give you what kind of responses....It's suffering, please leave us alone!
Don't just talk about your weakness..change to your strength instead..Wah, headache to think that suddenly...Accprding to what I've observed, you must be someone who care about your family...good one! Keep it up! I believe you will have a happiness family in future! xP
Alright, now is to motivate you...After you went out from camp to TARC, you have wo study hard ya! Although college's life is kinda relaxing, but please don't make yourself too ease...whether Business Management is hard or not, depending on your judgement ya! Don't just listen to others' comment, because different people will sure have different perception on it...Maybe you study that time, you will find it interesting! So, kampate!
Let us cheer for our future..and Do Be Tough In Your Future!

Sincerely,
Kar Poh
1/5/2005"

War in Block B-14-3, Menara Alpha

Woke up early in this morning, well....once again, due to the disturbance of passing my motion...ya, I used to do that every morning...else, my mood would be slightly affected if the particular day I tend not to pass motion. Haha, my lameful theory comes again.

Had a short chat with Karen, well big clap for her as she never slept.....from 10.30pm last night until 10am this morning...Kinda cool ya! Subsequently, she urged me to continue my slumber...as I told her I was quite sleepy at that moment.

But when I just started to fall asleep, I think about 15 minutes only...someone knocked my door hardly...yes, Denny again...she was so panicked because someone, who spoke in English...trying to ask about our Master Room's vacancy....LOL, I don't know want to angry or laugh of her action...

Well well, since then....my beloved Uncle Chou intended to leave me alone....and I was totally awaking....eventhough I felt sleepy....

As mentioned previously, I was extremely free...so, doing something better than doing nothing....Therefore, I'd decided to clean up my house...yes, me alone....Usually I won't be doing that as I admit that I am super duber lazy to do that kind of stuff...but since today I have such mood, so why didn't I just get started to do that? :)

I moved out all my boxes, which contented of alot of my stuffs....including my diploma notes, CDs, books, newspapers, magazines...etc...Well well, all this while I know I have alot things...Hey, this is going to be the fifth year since I stayed at KL....for sure I have alot accumulated rubbishs wat....Just that, I tend not to throw them as...aiyo, heavy-hearted to throw them mah....hahaha, I kept thinking that I might use them again in future....

But today, my mindset told me..."Ong Chin Han, throw everything that aren't necessary! No more 'sayang'! Just throw!" Ya, I'd made up my mind....to throw most of my accumulated stuffs.

And I could say, my house was just like having a war a moment ago...Just like this...
Ya Allah, super messy...all my stuffs!
But an hour after, felt kinda satisfied ya....Tried my best to throw useless stuffs...And it turned to be okay condition!

Dang Dang! Clean? Aisheh~~Proud of myself.

To be sure is that, I really threw alot of my stuffs....Can't imagine how many stuffs I have? Alright, picture this....before cleaned up, 4 to 5 big boxes of stuffs were belonging to me....After cleaned up, leftover boxes: 1 and half boxes. So, can you imagine how many stuffs I had previously and how many I've thrown as well? Hehe....

From this time of clean-up, I've found something precious....what is that? Well, it's memory actually...Retrieved back all my long long time ago's stuffs...my Diploma's memory..as well as National Service's...all my sketching: shirt design, cartoon drawing, simply-drawing.....I just realised that....that used to be one of my dreams years ago....and without realising also...I've forgone this dream....perhaps.....I'm wondering, how if 5 years ago, I stood strong for fashion or interior design course instead of banking and finance course....How could it be 5 years later....maybe I'm enjoying drawing or designing my projects...or maybe I'm suffering of it as I have to twist my brain to come out with new stuffs?

But what I can say now....Nothing has to be regret of...As I've chosen this path....

Up next, moving medium room to small room soon...Anyone? Kindly assist me le wei...Michael Low where are you?! Hahahahaaa~

Sunday, April 5, 2009

What a Sunday!

Well what I can say is that, I am extremely free recently...my friends all are so hardworking to work currently but I'm the one who keeps on "measuring road"....a.k.a nothing to do.

Talk about today, I made myself to wake up early just to go for gym....and perhaps I'd over-worked out...consequently, my right leg is kinda painful now....Aiks, don't really know what's wrong with it....

Noon, settled down with my house stuffs with my so-called houseleader...and also the new housemates...then went for napped...well, kinda tired after gym...as usual....but I couldn't sleep long, just awhile....

Then, I had nothing to do again....stared at my computer screen...trying to find someone chat but no one for me to chat with...(sob)

Can't imagine I could stare at the computer screen from 5.30pm till 8pm without doing any meaningful stuffs...just simply clicked and surfed whatsoever websites....friendster, facebook, blogspot, gougou.com....bla bla bla.....

Night time, once again.....the biggest problem of the day emerged....DINNER! I don't know what should I eat...sms Miss Liew but she didn't reply me....Michael Low was having her celebration with her friends or whoever...Oh Jesus, I just realised that I have no friends at Setapak area that I could call them out for dinner....How pity I am....

Walking out from my condominium, without heading....I simply walked everywhere at Wangsa Maju area...hoping that there was something that I suddenly wanted to eat it....But, finally ended up with nothing....Malay food, sien la...always Nasi Lemak saja....Chinese food, wa leh....sat alone at the foodstalls, looked nut ya..While I was walking, I was murmuring to myself...."What should I eat? Wuwu, nothing...ahhhh......don't want laaaa.....yer, tak mau laa..."

Am I going to be insane? Nahhhh~ I was annoying of my dinner....seriously no inspiration on what to eat.....Finally, after walked all the Wangsa Maju area....I'd finally made decision...Guess where did I have my dinner?

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Mee Bandung + Sirap Bandung Ais :P

(Hiuuuu, early early eat here mai ok lor....Apala, Ong Chin Han!)

Saturday, April 4, 2009

Ghost Story Ep.4

My second post of the day, well as per requested by Moon. She mentioned she likes my ghost story, yeah...thanks ya! But are you reading it now? Since you like it then I would to share my story again...Hehe...

Alright, this time my turn to be the main character of the story...Let's get started...Take a deep breath before you continue to read it ya!

Start.........

Well, it occured when I was in standard 2 or 3, can't really remember it. The venue was at the tuition centre.

Okay, allow me to further describe the tuition centre. It wasn't a formal tuition centre actually but instead it was an empty house that usually for the owner (who lived next to the empty house) to store his machines or whatsoever stuffs. And my teacher, I suppose he seeked for a cheap rental fee....so this was where I used to have my tuition back in primary school.

It was kinda dark actually, sunlight wouldn't be exposing into it. It was mainly due to the location...where there were few trees at front and behind of the house....and it's hard to describe the feeling here... But I do believe that, due to these few components....they attracted "some sort" of stuffs....

Although it was 13 years ago, but I still remember it...now closing my eyes...I still could remember how was the scene.....

I used to reach the tuition centre....much earlier than the actual tuition time....as I'd promised with my friends....to go there to play hide and seek, fighting or soldiers catch thieves.....for sure, the house was kinda good one for us to play such games...as it was kinda dark and wide....we could run from front of the house till the behind...even upstair sometimes...but for me, I dared not to climb up....as I wouldn't know what was hidding there....(Shivering)

So this time, as usual I reached there early and met up with my buddies...this time we played "soldiers catch thieves"....and I was the lucky one to be the "soldier" this time...Got started our game...we ran everywhere and I was trying my best to chase and catch one of them.

While I was running...for the first time, I saw "someone" was standing at the corner....well...by using my side degree of eye sight....So I ignored it as I thought I might be seeing it wrongly.....and here comes the second time....as I ran to the same place again...I saw the same thing again....This time was quite different...in term of "her" position....

Guess what I've seen....

I saw a girl, who wore red dress.....hugging the wall near the entrance......staring at me....well, for sure I dared not to have eye contact with "her" but I ran pass her.....But so weird was that, when I was going to approach to the entrance that "she" was standing....She vanished.....

I dared not to say anything that time...as my mum wouldn't believe...teacher sure also wouldn't believe it...until recently but quite some time already....I told my mum...she was so surprised too that I used to have such "ability"....

Well, how do you think? It might be my illusion but believe me...sometimes Science also can't totally explain this pheonomenon....

(I'm abit shivering now..it was 12.58 in the midnight somehow....wuwu....)

Sport

When talk about sport, seriously...I don't have one sport that I'm really expert in...well, back in years ago, I used to involve in Taekwondo but somehow I gave up finally...So until now, exclusively Gym...I don't have any favorite sport.

It's kinda annoying when someone ask me, "Hey Sean, what sport do you play?". Well, most of the time I would end up with answers such as "Hmmm, I used to train Taekwondo but now no more" or "Badminton, Volleyball and Basketball"....Yeah, it would be shameful for me to tell anyone that I don't play sports...because as I know, most of the guys are so keen and actively involving in any sport that they like. No doubt to say, I'm "special" guy among the guys...Yeah, I admit that.

Honest speaking, I really don't like sports. Firstly, they tend to be tiring me. Secondly, I'm poor in learning and playing those sports. Lastly, I'm not interested to those sports. Yup, straight to the point, the sport that I'm not interested the most is football.

Why?

Seriously I have no idea on why I don't like this sport. I feel like..."Why so many people have to chase and grab for one ball?". Yea, it seems to be nerd and nut for me to just compete for one ball. Don't you think so? Haha...my lameful theory comes again...Well of cause, I never meant to offend any of the football lovers ya! But for myself, seriously I really don't like this sport, much more than any other sports.

I remember last time...if I'm not mistaken, it was 3 years ago where World Cup was held on that year. I remember I joined my ex-classmates to watch the Finale of the match....Italy against France... Am I correct? Correct me if I'm wrong ya because I really have no idea on that. Ya, that time I followed the crowd to shout when they shout...and I didn't even know what happened actually. And when they cheered, I would turn my friends and asked.."Eh, what's happening huh?". Ya, they really hated me to join them as I asked alot during that match.

Lame? I'll continue on my lameness...

Supposingly, boys in secondary school are so eager to play football. Well, if you notice it, it's true ya! All sure will play it hardly everyday after their school time, and play until late night. Yeah, that's used to be my friends' life at hometown, but it was not mine. For your information, I was "guai zai" when I was in secondary school, went home in time and joined tuitions on time as well. Hehe~

I remember once, our Pendidikan Jasmani's teacher urged all of us to compulsorily involve in this football-stuff...Well, I was seriously reluctant to play it, as I know I couldn't play it well and might be spoiling the whole team if I carried the ball. So guess what was my solution?

When I saw the ball was moving to my side....my action was...

"Lari! Bola sudah datang!"

Yeah, I ran away whenever the ball was moving towards me. Then one gang of Chinese who hated football would run to another corner, hoping the ball woundn't approach to their side. That's how we (or I should say, me?) played football.

Lame? Yeah I admit I am...but once I tried to like it, just like my dad and brother....totally fallen for it...But perhaps I am not inherited with the "football" genetic....so, no commentaries on myself....

Anyhow, I feel great now as I exercise...although it is not considered as sport...but at least, I'm not that bad guaaaa~ Hehe......

Friday, April 3, 2009

Unexpected luck!

Went to Pavilion yesterday, well...supposingly I was not so keen to go there, instead were the desperate two fellas, who were so desperate to see their beloved dream boy...Yes, Michelle and Shareen...it's true that they are roommates..though their tastes are kinda similiar.

Who is him actually? Well.....seriously and honestly, I'm not interested on him and don't even know who is him...The reason behind is that...I'm extremely idiotic in car racing stuffs...so, until know...I still can't fully spell out his name....Yup, sorry to his fans...His name is sort of Kimi what Kaiko whatsoever la... xP... There he is,
Kimi

Yes, seriously...I didn't have any excitement at all but still I brought my camera...just to simply take photos of him...but I never knew how is his appearance...Haha....Until Michelle described to me his actual appearance, then I just got started to "lock-on" him and begin my photo captured session. Oh Jesus, I was like a nut ya....Why? Imagine that, I simply (extremely simply one) took the photos of any western guys who came out from the lift...Until Michelle told me, "No la, not this one la!" Sweat to myself neh~
Besides Kimi, there is another guy....once again, I don't know who is him and I can only spell out part of his name...erm...."Massa" if I'm not mistaken la...my apology to his fans once again... xP
Massa
When photos session, wow....proud with my camera...I managed to take alot of their photos...much clearer than Shareen's...Wahahahaa....(I'm so action yea~)

Cool right? Hehe~

Well, they were there for about 10 minutes only...which was quite rushing ya~ As we were not satisfied enough...we found a sport car to be our photo model again....Here it is...well, no idea what name is that car....all I know is that, the car is a sport car...Haha...

Best!

If you think it is an end for my this blog, then you are wrong....During night, surprisingly....I was emerged in Berita Utama...Well, Michelle told me that....who was so much kan cheong and excited than me.....Honestly, I was quite desperate when I saw there was an interview there...I walked around there, just to let the cameraman captured me...and finally, so lucky that the clip showed me! Well, I just appeared for 3 seconds...OMG, I was so nut!

Don't concentrate on the red-cap guy...see behind...who's that? Is me!
Okay okay, I desperately want to be exposed in publicity and to be famous recently...Haha.....